Bad time simulator unblocked

To my younger self or anyone that’s needs to hear this: it gets better. You’ll have to work for it and no, it’s not fair. What gave you this disorder isn’t your fault. Someday though you’ll look back, maybe mourn the time you lost, and you’ll move forward.
Yes, I know it feels bad now. You’ve made it this far and I’m proud of you. To have BPD and PTSD is to live in technicolor. Your capacity for sadness and anger also means you have a capacity for joy. Feeling is not a bad thing and someday soon you’ll learn to process those feelings.
You’ll start getting pleasure from your hobbies again or you’ll find new ones. You’ll find your own sense of self and learn to be the person you are. You’ll have a favorite color and favorite band and sense of style and all of those things will be yours. Someday soon you’ll stop wondering who you are, you’ve been there all along.
You’ll learn how to sleep again. You’ll learn how to talk to people. How to sit through a movie. How to get up and go outside. You’ll learn how to clean. How to take care of yourself. How to make friends. How to stand up for yourself. You’ll learn how to function. It won’t be perfect, life isn’t, but you’ll have good days again. Soon more good days than bad.
You’re not the first person to have BPD and you wont be the last. You’re never alone. You are lovable.
And someday soon on a night like tonight, you’ll look back at all of the progress you’ve made and think “holy shit… it got better”

Handsome Dudes of Pune,
I am based in PUNE and this is for only Pune Studs. I hope this group has some really good looking, sophisticated, educated, charming and lady killer genuine guys who are not cheapsters and desperate for sex just to get in bed with a lady by hook or by crook. Good looking means good looking by my standards not by yours.
Assuming above, here is my message for such guys -
I have been married to Anamika for the last 18 years. She is a 39 years old woman- a perfect MILF and gorgeous lady with luscious lips, beautiful curly hair, figure of 38B-32-38, thunder thighs and a sculpted butt to die for. I am also a good looking handsome guy but I have many strong cuck fantasies about her to be lived in real life for the last many years.
I am a wannabe cuckold with a strong cuck mindset for the last many years however she has not been on the same page due to her reservations on the moral side and the reputation risk involved. However, she has one hell of a wild streak in her when it comes to sex and kinks and she is generally insatiable by me in sexual pleasure. I have tried in the past to convert her and got some limited success due to an internal slut hidden within her which she resists badly to come to the fore. Unfortunately, she had a bad experience and also some mistakes of mine, she refused to come forward again and has been closed for the last 2-3 years.
Major stuff tried with her in past -

1. She had agreed to a massage at my home and it was finally converted to a nude massage. The deal was that if she loses her self control, the Guy (who was a state level athlete) will get to enjoy it, else he will leave. She never lost her self control.
2. We had met an online friend of mine in a bar and he was good looking and skillful in establishing a great rapport just in that meeting with her and put her at ease. He made her try some dares such as asking her to go to Pub’s toilet and remover her panty and show it back to her as a proof, then he touched her under the table and dared her not to let it reflect on her face and then taking her to a movie where we three sat together and he fingered her bare pussy under the wrap on dress she was wearing (her panty was in his pocket all this while) and fondled her boobs over the dress.
3. Introduced another good online friend of mine who was perfect, looks wise and in all other aspects and he also created a good friendship with her in the first meeting but he was very patient and met her 2-3 times before trying anything. Then he took her to movie and pub dates. During the fourth such date they made out very passionately on the back seat of my car while I was driving. She was so horny that she dug her nails in his back and offered to suck her boobs by lowering her dress.It went on for a good 20 minutes.
4. With the same friend we made a Lonavala trip and stayed in the same room. She had a lot of soft fun, deep kissing (tongue to tongue), boobs sucking and fingering her except penetration which she did not allow. They were constantly chatting during this one month period on Whatsapp since they had met.
5. A lot could have happened with this guy with some patience, but he messed it up soon after and then she never met him. He boasted to her about her many such conquests of housewives and which made her feel cheap and common. Mind you, she has a very high self esteem and does not want to have a self perception like any other common housewife as she comes from a high class erstwhile royal family.

This was the end of my good times as she never opened up after that. She was not even willing to talk about it.
Now I am trying to go down that path again and looking for a handsome dude above 25 years who can meet her in person as a friend of mine and then charm her gradually to pull her into being his GF for the long term. This is possible even after her seeming resistance as she is not sexually satisfied by me not because I do not have enough sized cock or I have an erection problem- it is because I have a strong Cuckold mindset and I have a usual tendency to jerk to imagination of her being taken by another guy rather than fucking her and she remains high and dry. I have not even fucked her more than 25 times in last 5 years and not more than 100 times in last 18 years and so much so that when she went to her her Gynaecologist last month - she refused to believe that she has been married for last 18 years judging by the tightness of her Vagina. She said that it seems she has vagina of a woman who is almost a virgin. Our kid was a cesarean delivery so it corroborated this phenomenon.
I have many cuck fantasies which we can decide between us and try to live once she is cracked. For example-

1. We go out shopping, dining out, drinking and you behave as her husband and I am with you guys just like a friend- she does lingerie shopping with you suggesting to her which ones to buy while she tries those lingerie. You and she decide everything on the outing as husband and wife and I just follow. I drive as a Chauffeur and you and she sit in the back seat like the couple. We three go to movies and she sits in between and you play with her the way you and she likes. You two just ignore my presence and do everything as a couple.
2. Similar things like above we try on a vacation. Where we three stay in the same room but I sleep on an extra mattress and you two take the bed.
3. You own her in every sense (with her own will). You make her try exhibitionism by making her flash to others as per your will. We are on a beach and you two on the same mattress with you smooching , fondling, feeling,fingering her in public. Take her out for dinners, drinks without panties in short dresses.
4. Some extreme fantasies which I do not know whether we will try in real or not depending on how compelling you are as a Bull to me and to her- such as fucking her raw always, giving her facial with your cum, make her try a gang bang with couple of your friends with she being treated as a sex toy (without hurting her offcourse)
5. Can try many more depending on your imaginations and suggestions.

You need to be educated, sophisticated, charming, have a good pleasing personality and a nice huge cock (part of my fantasy) with a kinky mindset.
We will connect on chat first on telegram and gauge the mental compatibility then take it to real life if feasible. You should be able to provide me with a psychological kick to the extent that you are the right person to make me your cuckold and dominate me psychologically in a natural way (if you have these capabilities, you would not need to fake it) that I may even allow you to breed my wifey or use her in any way you want ( you may make her agree) for long term. She needs someone who can engage her in interesting and witty conversations, make her laugh out loud, make her feel special, can connect with her in a genuine manner and then such a person can make her fall for him for good.
Please note this is no guaranteed offer for sex with her and nothing will happen in a hurry. It may take a long time so those with patience only should connect. Ultimate right to move ahead with you or not is with me and I will not be able to entertain every Tom, Dick and Harry. Please keep in mind that when I say that you should be good looking and fit, it means good looking and fit as per my point of view and subjectivity, you may have different views about yourself and you are entitled to them, no offense meant there.
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For most of my time online I've struggled with an addiction to YouTube. When I was about 16 I managed to find LeechBlock and mostly sort it out. Full Block on Youtube, Mirrors, Settings and remove add-on page. Unfortunately this isn't working on Android, I can just access the Add-ons page and turn it all off. I don't want to but the bad habits keep taking over.
It's gotten especially bad since the algorithm thinks the following are things I am: 5 years old, a racist, a comic book nerd, obsessed with "Wokism", interested in some triangle lady person and how bad she apparently is, a fascist, a fan of various bigoted gamers, fond of "video essays" that no one bothered to edit, actually interested in memes, shorts and woojocks or whatever they're called. I am as far as possible from all of those things as you can get.
Basically it's impossible to find anything that doesn't want me to smash my phone to pieces let alone interesting but my bad habits keep me scrolling. Is there anyway to make the block list permanent and unalterable. I never want to look at YouTube on my phone ever again.

A Work Of Philosophy
Pursuit of meaning - The theory of everything and nothing
Pursuit of the meaning
“Meaning” the meaning is referred to as the purpose behind a thing or an action. The meaning in the institutional sense means that the meaning of any action, any thought , any interaction or basically anything is just the purpouse of it. So if there exists a grain of salt its purpouse is to flavour the food or to just exist in ocean till the destruction of the earth. But, this still dosent explain the reason why is it destined that way , why that atom was destined to be an atom in salt rather than a pencil . As the quantum physics suggests , we have to change the whole course of the universe in a specific way to make the salt at that place an pencil. But in doing that so maybe you wont, exist. See the way we perceive things or the next thing you will do is pre determined in the higher dimensions of life and if there is a conscious being that is in 4 th dimension it can see the entirety of the existence of universe at simultaneously. So it brings the question, is it all calculated and pre determined ? the high possibility is yes! If according to science the maths is the language of universe then yes. Even crazier thing is that there is a very high possibility that with the correct technological development we might also be able to calculate human behaviour , dog behaviour , cockroach behaviour and maybe with a extreme development in tech we might be able to calculate an atom , as we can currently calculate artificial intelligence we might also be able to calculate the natural intelligence.
As we now know that everything is pre- destined , it still dosent answer the reason of it being pre- destined , the thing is that there are several universes that scientists have found that defy the traditional maths and physics and rather they follow different sets of laws and rules in physics . see, the breaking point comes here that if the traditional maths and physics is the language of universe then how is it even possible, the thing iis that there exists nothing such as why, meaning , morality , language , good , bad , water , fire or anything or nothing. And rather we are just a mere possibility in infinity . But , we can still say an innocent person getting murdered is evil and if there exists nothing such as water that what the hell am i even drinking from the childhood. See , the most ‘advanced’ and the traditionally fact proven theory suggests that the existence of the universe is because of the event called big bang and there existed nothing before it and this is an accepted theory among scientists because we can mathematically trace that if the universe is expanding then we can trace it to a single place as the universe is expanding and if if we trace back the time we can see that it all was a clumped up. But if it is so then the logic and the current understanding of gravity suggests that with time the ‘expansion’ of the universe should slow down with time. but , it is instead speeding up! We have now also proved the existence of black holes and it dosent mean anything. According to many scientists the universe is in a loop of creation and destruction just like humans and the purpose of the black hole is to roam around consume energy and then at one time clump up and then start a new big bang. But, this literally dosent even have a purpose and it dosent even mean anything. Its not even possible to ever know the purpose of it see , the concept of death or birth dosent exist. The things dosent have any meaning . the reason why we find or ask the meaning is the way the things are destined . the mere concept of meaning is made by humans and is approved by almost everyone because humans by nature are destined this way. If everything has a purpose or meaning or universe has a sound language then why is it so that cats and dogs dosent ask for the meaning of life or they dosent make building to live in. they are also living beings and also are curious. But they rather just live and die rather than making empires or searching for the imaginary meaning . there is nothing to back up that there exists a meaning and even if we do what about the reason of its existence.
So if there is a fourth dimenson AND IF THERE IS A CONSCIOUS BEING THEN THAT CONSCIOUS BEING CAN NOT EXIST. YES YOU HEARD IT RIGHT IT CAN ONLY EXIST IN A NEW FORM , A FORM F EVERYTHING AND NOTHING , BUT EVERYTHING CONSISTS EVERY STATE EVEN THIS ONE , SO IT MEANS THAT IF THERE IS A FORM THERE IS A MEANING AD IF THERE IS NOT THEN WITHOUT CONSIOUS OBSERVATION 3D CANNOT EXIST, BUT IF THERE EXISTS SOMETHING AS a 4th dimension physical being or a physical matter then it has a meaning? Because it still serves a purpose and in infinity it is living everything at same time then everything exists denial, acceptace , existence and even non existence of meaning , but hold on , even if we cannot possibly go to 4th dimension now and we are living currently in the 3d as per infinity pattern but we eventually will , but WAIT there is absolutely no evidence that we will ever go in 4d as humans and conquer it but in infinity it is a possibility , even if we cannot calculate it. ok author , this sounds like so superhero type and fake . every field and advancements say its never gonna be possible but you are just making up random things . hold on, did the conscious elements ever perceived that some day weird animals who call themselves human will create something like artificial intelligence . the thing is in this world we can not even conclude 1 plus 1 is 2 because in 4 th dimension it is that what we call nothing is even everything.

Let's talk about the e-gun and the advanced coil gun. Imma just say it how it is, they're both good guns if you have the accuracy up close or if you have decent movement and can get up close very easily then it's extremely deadly. It has some of the fastest rpm in the game, extremely low recoil, and objectively the best sight in the game already on stock. If you can't hold down a hallway like in metro then you're just going positive 100% of the time. Let's stop pretending like it's bad and I think people should use one of these guns more often

A Work Of Philosophy
Pursuit of meaning - The theory of everything and nothing
Pursuit of the meaning
“Meaning” the meaning is referred to as the purpose behind a thing or an action. The meaning in the institutional sense means that the meaning of any action, any thought , any interaction or basically anything is just the purpouse of it. So if there exists a grain of salt its purpouse is to flavour the food or to just exist in ocean till the destruction of the earth. But, this still dosent explain the reason why is it destined that way , why that atom was destined to be an atom in salt rather than a pencil . As the quantum physics suggests , we have to change the whole course of the universe in a specific way to make the salt at that place an pencil. But in doing that so maybe you wont, exist. See the way we perceive things or the next thing you will do is pre determined in the higher dimensions of life and if there is a conscious being that is in 4 th dimension it can see the entirety of the existence of universe at simultaneously. So it brings the question, is it all calculated and pre determined ? the high possibility is yes! If according to science the maths is the language of universe then yes. Even crazier thing is that there is a very high possibility that with the correct technological development we might also be able to calculate human behaviour , dog behaviour , cockroach behaviour and maybe with a extreme development in tech we might be able to calculate an atom , as we can currently calculate artificial intelligence we might also be able to calculate the natural intelligence.
As we now know that everything is pre- destined , it still dosent answer the reason of it being pre- destined , the thing is that there are several universes that scientists have found that defy the traditional maths and physics and rather they follow different sets of laws and rules in physics . see, the breaking point comes here that if the traditional maths and physics is the language of universe then how is it even possible, the thing iis that there exists nothing such as why, meaning , morality , language , good , bad , water , fire or anything or nothing. And rather we are just a mere possibility in infinity . But , we can still say an innocent person getting murdered is evil and if there exists nothing such as water that what the hell am i even drinking from the childhood. See , the most ‘advanced’ and the traditionally fact proven theory suggests that the existence of the universe is because of the event called big bang and there existed nothing before it and this is an accepted theory among scientists because we can mathematically trace that if the universe is expanding then we can trace it to a single place as the universe is expanding and if if we trace back the time we can see that it all was a clumped up. But if it is so then the logic and the current understanding of gravity suggests that with time the ‘expansion’ of the universe should slow down with time. but , it is instead speeding up! We have now also proved the existence of black holes and it dosent mean anything. According to many scientists the universe is in a loop of creation and destruction just like humans and the purpose of the black hole is to roam around consume energy and then at one time clump up and then start a new big bang. But, this literally dosent even have a purpose and it dosent even mean anything. Its not even possible to ever know the purpose of it see , the concept of death or birth dosent exist. The things dosent have any meaning . the reason why we find or ask the meaning is the way the things are destined . the mere concept of meaning is made by humans and is approved by almost everyone because humans by nature are destined this way. If everything has a purpose or meaning or universe has a sound language then why is it so that cats and dogs dosent ask for the meaning of life or they dosent make building to live in. they are also living beings and also are curious. But they rather just live and die rather than making empires or searching for the imaginary meaning . there is nothing to back up that there exists a meaning and even if we do what about the reason of its existence.
So if there is a fourth dimenson AND IF THERE IS A CONSCIOUS BEING THEN THAT CONSCIOUS BEING CAN NOT EXIST. YES YOU HEARD IT RIGHT IT CAN ONLY EXIST IN A NEW FORM , A FORM F EVERYTHING AND NOTHING , BUT EVERYTHING CONSISTS EVERY STATE EVEN THIS ONE , SO IT MEANS THAT IF THERE IS A FORM THERE IS A MEANING AD IF THERE IS NOT THEN WITHOUT CONSIOUS OBSERVATION 3D CANNOT EXIST, BUT IF THERE EXISTS SOMETHING AS a 4th dimension physical being or a physical matter then it has a meaning? Because it still serves a purpose and in infinity it is living everything at same time then everything exists denial, acceptace , existence and even non existence of meaning , but hold on , even if we cannot possibly go to 4th dimension now and we are living currently in the 3d as per infinity pattern but we eventually will , but WAIT there is absolutely no evidence that we will ever go in 4d as humans and conquer it but in infinity it is a possibility , even if we cannot calculate it. ok author , this sounds like so superhero type and fake . every field and advancements say its never gonna be possible but you are just making up random things . hold on, did the conscious elements ever perceived that some day weird animals who call themselves human will create something like artificial intelligence . the thing is in this world we can not even conclude 1 plus 1 is 2 because in 4 th dimension it is that what we call nothing is even everything.

So I purchased some Bitcoin about a month ago and the congestion was so bad at the time it wasn't worth it at all. Has it cleared up now? It's a bit hard to find information past when it was a problem a month ago.

We have been together for almost 6 years, and lived together for two. I am aware that this realization came a bit late. I also do realize that not all conversations need to be deep or intellectual.
We live together and thus see each other every day, except generally on the weekends. We go along great but most of what we talk about is mundane things, how our day went, things about the house, sometimes a bit of teasing etc... But she has expressed, through deeper discussions about our relationship, the need to be more intellectually stimulated. I understand why she feels that way and I know that now I'm not associated with that trait anymore. I am afraid that this has contributed to her growing slightly more distant, and I am afraid this is irreversible though I am ready to give it my best shot.
We both study science at the same uni, though in different fields, and we are both musicians. I think the problem really stems from me. I am more of an introvert, mainly succeeding in socializing with people through my sense of humour. I do have a few long, deep conversations with close friends from time to time, but it is difficult for me to reach out to new people if they do not come to me, and then again the conversation usually quickly dries up.
I don't think I particularly lack of things to say or centers of interest, I feel like I'm just very bad at talking. This is exacerbated by the fact that I am content with sitting in silence close to my gf, because I love her and don't feel the need to talk to appreciate our time together. But this does put some strain on her, and I also would personally like it if we were able to have engaging conversations.
Yesterday night for example, we went out to see friends. Everyone had a great time and it was fun. When her and I were on the way home though, we walked 10-15 minutes side by side exchanging little to no words, except some clarifications about her next day's schedule or small things like that. When there was silence, I was desperately looking for some discussion subject but my mind was literally blank. I felt like shit, especially since the couple behind us (though they got together waaaay more recently so idk if it's comparable) were talking non stop. She later told me it was frustrating that, for once where we had some time different from the routine, I had nothing to talk about. I know that a conversation goes both ways but she's probably tired of trying.
This situation saddens me, both because it puts strain on our relationship to a maybe irreversible extent, and because this makes we seem like an uninteresting person.
This is maybe less of a relationship advice and more of a personal/social advice, but it impacts my relationship which makes me want to put in some serious work.
How do I become a better conversationalist, especially with my girlfriend ?

I need help figuring out his feelings and my feelings.
We started off dating and having sex, but because of bad timing we decided to take a step back and become friends and see how that goes.
Everything has been great and he says i'm his best friend and he loves me. We hangout everyday, I’ve met his family, we never fight. He looks after me when i'm unwell and travels to see me when i have to work in another state.
He's admitted to the fact that he is scared to loose me because he sabotages he's relationships. When he gets too close he ends up breaking up with the person just to get the upper hand and control in the relationship.
Aswell as this he can't have sex with friends because he gets too attached, which has lead to him having a poly style life since we started seeing each other.
I've been ok with the situation up until he asked me to meet one of the other girls he has been seeing.
I asked him why do i have to meet her if things are casual and he said it's because he talks about me all the time and she said she wants to meet me.
He likes seeing her because there's no pressure.
I haven't added any pressure to the relationship, he's the one that's made all the moves and blown hot then cold.
Why am i feeling jealous, and did he want this reaction from me? I've gone from not caring to feeling like i've lost him as my best friend and it hurts.
Can someone please help me navigate this situation and whether he is really interested in being my best friend or just wanting to string me along and confuse me .

I am a small time consultant, and I am helping a renovation contractor, I've been trying hard to get leads for him, he gets a good traction at times, but gets slow now and then. In order to help him I thought of something, I tried hard to search on web, I found some useful info but still many doubts
If something breaks down at your property, what happens next:
- your insurance takes care of it
- airbnb takes care of it
- you call someone
- your property manager takes care of it
If there's a possibility that there are people who self manage their properties, I am sure they must be taking the third option. So if I connect the two somehow, I can make both parties happy and also keep my bills running :D
I request the community to pin point the good and the bad in this, as I said, its just an idea no feelings will be hurt :D

It starts with just one day at a time doesn’t it? A promise to myself, an activity for the day, the next hour, something, anything right now instead to distract from the scrolling craving.
I’ve gotten into some really bad habits again and my sleep has suffered, which then in turn contributes to more screen time as my willpower is lessened. I’m crankier, I’m far less productive, I‘m not the mum/partneperson I want to be.
My daily average for this week is so far 3h and 37 minutes on my phone. I know I probably can’t change all that at once, so my aim is to keep it under 2 hours today with a stretch goal of being under 1 hour.
I can exercise, read, clean up, tidy, study, write. All important things and I want to put my phone away by 8 o’clock tonight.
Wish me luck, and good luck to all of you.

Sorry if this is a dumb question but I’m a little confused about how to treat mastitis.
This is my second time breastfeeding but first time getting mastitis. With my first I only got clogged ducts. I spent so many hours trying to remove the clogged duct so it didn’t turn into mastitis. It was a lot of work and exhausting.
This time it is completely different. I woke up thinking I was sick. I was shivering like I was freezing and had body aches. It was so bad I felt like I was hit by a bus and could not leave the bed. I thought it was weird no one else was sick, especially my germ magnet toddler. But I didn’t have any firm clogged ducts so I didn’t think it would be mastitis. Just one breast side was tender.
The next day I felt even worse. I couldn’t move. I was finally able to go to urgent care to get antibiotics. Here’s my confusion: do you just take the antibiotics and continue nursing? Or do you still need to work on removing the clogged duct? It takes so much work and I am not sure if I don’t do anything, it will go away on its own.

I got married at the beginning of this year but we had a destination wedding in the country my husband is from. A lot of people from our hometown were not able to make it so we were thinking of having a reception here for everyone. But it’s been 4 months since we got married and by the time we plan and have the reception it can easily be 7-8 months after we’ve already been married. I really want to have this reception because it kind of doesn’t feel like I got married since the people I’m around weren’t at my wedding. I also kind of miss dressing up and feel the need to do it again. I feel selfish wanting this and I can’t decide if I should go ahead with it or not? Is it weird to celebrate a wedding 7-8 months after? Also my close friends were at my wedding so they don’t really care if I do this reception and I feel like I’m forcing people to celebrate my wedding with me? I feel really bad/sad but also YOLO at the same time and I can’t decide.

For context: my girlfriend and I have been dating for nearly 3 years. I am ready to be engaged, etc. I want to start my life. But, being a secret gets to me. I have to watch what I post, what I say, what I do- always. I feel like I am being pushed back in the closet.
I am 23 now, and I came out when I was 18. I know how difficult it is to come out, so I would never pressure her. But, I feel it’s not fair to me.
I love her so much, but it is exhausting.
We live together in our college town which is ~15 minutes away from where she lives, ~1 hr from where I live. It is a 2 bedroom apartment to make it seem like we are just friends, which isn’t a bad gig cuz we have a storage room lol. But we stay here pretty much all the time, even in the summer, and she will still lie often about where she is to her parents. She’ll say she’s somewhere else with someone else.
It also hurts because she makes it out to be that i’m a weirdo to her parents. Example: my family threw her a graduation party, and I posted pictures on fb (where I have her mom as a friend) and said we are so proud of you, etc.. She lied and said it was a memorial day party & I did all of the decorations, even though she told me she didn’t want me to. So her mom kinda thought that was weird.
I just don’t know. I am so lost. Do I stay?

So hey guys, firstly I am 20 year old, though no more of a teenager, yet i feel that up until now, i have completely wasted my teenage years, my relations with my friends and I feel bad about it.
Now before beginning, i must tell you that I am trying to break free and do what i haven't done in all these years, like
> I have never been to any of my friends house in my life,
> never have been in their bday parties,
> No clubbing till now,
My school life went like this, and half of my uni life is also done now.
I had a group of 5 school friends, and in our last year of school, i invited them in a restaurant to meet and have a lunch with them. That's how i started changing ( also it was COVID year, so made more sense to be together after being away ).
Right now, i try to be in connection with my friends as much as i can, either by sending memes on insta or by replying to them to their stories.
Last month, i went with my University society group over to a place for an evening, we had dinner and random talks and shit.
Now i am not a person who doesn't talk at all, though i speak less but i try to be talkative enough to get the convo going, i try to be approachable.
Now yesterday, one of my friend (from that group of 5 friends ) had her birthday, and 3 of my friends, (again from that group of 5) met at her home in order to have a small celebration. I knew about this seeing the story of one of em. A little background now into this is, i once told this girl once that i liked her and after that she said no, and i never brought it up again. We had our lives going as it is. After being in different Uni the time we had convo also reduced significantly. I don't feel bad about rejection.
But i feel bad because my school friends no longer try to contact me whenever they meet somewhere, like in the morning of one of the festival when again they posted a story on insta about it. I know some plans get made inn very short while, but if i know about it too i can still manage to be there.
Now, for yesterday i can't really say much to the girl or my friends coz i am thinking she hesitated to contact me coz it was only them three at her place not even her University friends, so I'm thinking the plan was to be with very less friends. I don't mind if she doesn't consider me much of her friend after i told her i like her.
But i feel bad coz most of my friends, go outstation, go to birthday parties, meet on festival days (holi) and I'm never with them. It's not like i never tried, in the past i contacted them, i even once in the morning of another festival called them to meet, but almost all of them were busy with one of their groups.
In college as well, people have their own groups made up and I feel a bit difficult to be with them. A few weeks ago, i went with my New uni friends to a local eatery, just so that I can enter in their group, yet even now, whenever these guys meet or go out i don't receive any message inviting me or i never get to know when are they really going, so that I can atleast go to them and ask them if I can join them .
In short, I am not a part of any group of friends.
TLDR;
In short, though i try and want to be with my past friends and to be with my new ones also, I feel as if i failed to make a deep connection with my school friends even after knowing them for more than 10 years, and I'm again failing to be a very good with some connection with my new ones as well.
I can't say it's their problem, the problem is with me as well coz I'm not able to make connection with any of them till now. I see my mutual friends being in their groups and going out, having fun, doing random shit, which I'm not able to do

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Two lawyers in New York might face sanctions for submitting fictitious legal research in a court filing, which they claim was provided by the AI-powered chatbot, ChatGPT. The lawyers had used the AI tool to search for legal precedents for a case they were handling, but ended up referencing non-existent court cases suggested by the AI.
Here's a recap:
Involvement of ChatGPT in Legal Proceedings: The lawyers, Steven Schwartz and Peter LoDuca, employed ChatGPT, an artificial intelligence-powered chatbot, to find legal precedents for a case against Avianca, a Colombian airline. The chatbot, known for generating essay-like answers, suggested several aviation-related court cases, which the lawyers included in their lawsuit filing. They later found out that many of these cases were non-existent or involved non-existent airlines.

• The lawyers trusted the AI bot's suggestions without verifying them, leading to the inclusion of these fictitious cases in their court filing.
• Schwartz confessed to the judge that he was under the misconception that ChatGPT was pulling information from sources inaccessible to him.

Impact and Consequences: The use of non-existent cases led to a significant issue in the lawsuit, with the judge expressing disappointment and concern over the lawyers' failure to validate the cases. Avianca's lawyers and the court initially identified the fictitious case references, but Schwartz and LoDuca did not act promptly to correct them.

• The judge, P. Kevin Castel, confronted the lawyers about the bogus legal references, leading to apologies from both lawyers.
• Schwartz shared his embarrassment and remorse over the situation, assuring that safeguards had been put in place to prevent a recurrence.
• LoDuca admitted his lack of adequate review of the material compiled by Schwartz.

The Larger Conversation around AI: The incident triggered broader discussions on AI use and the need for understanding and regulation. The case illustrated the potential risks of using AI technologies without fully understanding their operation.

• Microsoft has invested in OpenAI, the creators of ChatGPT, and the AI's potential to revolutionize work and learning has sparked both excitement and concern.
• An adjunct professor at the Center for Legal and Court Technology highlighted the dangers of using AI technologies without knowing the associated risks.
• Many industry leaders have voiced concerns over potential threats from AI, arguing for their mitigation to be a global priority.

Legal Repercussions: The lawyers are now facing possible punishment over their reliance on AI-generated, non-existent legal precedents. However, their law firm argues that this was due to carelessness and not bad faith, urging the judge to avoid sanctions.

• Their attorney argued that the lawyers, particularly Schwartz, had a hard time with new technology and made an error in using the AI without fully understanding it.
• The judge has not yet ruled on the potential sanctions.

Implications for the Legal Profession and AI: This case has sparked discussions in legal and technology circles, underscoring the importance of understanding AI technologies before using them in professional settings. It also highlights the potential risks and consequences of misuse.

• This case was presented at a conference attended by legal professionals, and it generated shock and confusion.
• The incident marks the first documented potential professional misconduct involving generative AI in the legal field.
• Experts have stressed on the importance of understanding the AI technologies, citing their potential to "hallucinate," i.e., generate fictitious but seemingly realistic information.

Source (APnews)
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Two lawyers in New York might face sanctions for submitting fictitious legal research in a court filing, which they claim was provided by the AI-powered chatbot, ChatGPT. The lawyers had used the AI tool to search for legal precedents for a case they were handling, but ended up referencing non-existent court cases suggested by the AI.
Here's a recap:
Involvement of ChatGPT in Legal Proceedings: The lawyers, Steven Schwartz and Peter LoDuca, employed ChatGPT, an artificial intelligence-powered chatbot, to find legal precedents for a case against Avianca, a Colombian airline. The chatbot, known for generating essay-like answers, suggested several aviation-related court cases, which the lawyers included in their lawsuit filing. They later found out that many of these cases were non-existent or involved non-existent airlines.

• The lawyers trusted the AI bot's suggestions without verifying them, leading to the inclusion of these fictitious cases in their court filing.
• Schwartz confessed to the judge that he was under the misconception that ChatGPT was pulling information from sources inaccessible to him.

Impact and Consequences: The use of non-existent cases led to a significant issue in the lawsuit, with the judge expressing disappointment and concern over the lawyers' failure to validate the cases. Avianca's lawyers and the court initially identified the fictitious case references, but Schwartz and LoDuca did not act promptly to correct them.

• The judge, P. Kevin Castel, confronted the lawyers about the bogus legal references, leading to apologies from both lawyers.
• Schwartz shared his embarrassment and remorse over the situation, assuring that safeguards had been put in place to prevent a recurrence.
• LoDuca admitted his lack of adequate review of the material compiled by Schwartz.

The Larger Conversation around AI: The incident triggered broader discussions on AI use and the need for understanding and regulation. The case illustrated the potential risks of using AI technologies without fully understanding their operation.

• Microsoft has invested in OpenAI, the creators of ChatGPT, and the AI's potential to revolutionize work and learning has sparked both excitement and concern.
• An adjunct professor at the Center for Legal and Court Technology highlighted the dangers of using AI technologies without knowing the associated risks.
• Many industry leaders have voiced concerns over potential threats from AI, arguing for their mitigation to be a global priority.

Legal Repercussions: The lawyers are now facing possible punishment over their reliance on AI-generated, non-existent legal precedents. However, their law firm argues that this was due to carelessness and not bad faith, urging the judge to avoid sanctions.

• Their attorney argued that the lawyers, particularly Schwartz, had a hard time with new technology and made an error in using the AI without fully understanding it.
• The judge has not yet ruled on the potential sanctions.

Implications for the Legal Profession and AI: This case has sparked discussions in legal and technology circles, underscoring the importance of understanding AI technologies before using them in professional settings. It also highlights the potential risks and consequences of misuse.

• This case was presented at a conference attended by legal professionals, and it generated shock and confusion.
• The incident marks the first documented potential professional misconduct involving generative AI in the legal field.
• Experts have stressed on the importance of understanding the AI technologies, citing their potential to "hallucinate," i.e., generate fictitious but seemingly realistic information.

Source (APnews)
PS: I run a ML-powered news aggregator that summarizes with GPT-4 the best tech news from 40+ media (TheVerge, TechCrunch…). If you liked this analysis, you’ll love the content you’ll receive from this tool!

My dad got a new phycosis this month and for me at least thats not the bad part. The thing I struggle with is loosing my last dad that becomes a new one after hes out of it. Hes sick for around a year at a time normaly but hes changed drasticly every time hes gotten healthier. Last time he suddenly got extremly cristian, time before that he became a gangster and before that again a drug addicd but he would not beat us. I think thats my biggest issue is that he used to be very vilent and I think im mostly afraid that my sibblings who still lives at home have to go through what me and my big sister had to go through. I honestly hope he does not change personality because I like who he is now. I finally start to kinda know him again and now all that changes again. I lost my dad whan he had his first psycotic episode but I atleast want to know the other verson of him. But thats alot harder than it seams, im sure some of you have felt the same. Sorry for the rant I just had to get it out.

TL;DR : Please someone give me success stories on staying with your spouse after infidelity.
My husband (32) cheated on me (28) with a coworker. The sex happened 3 times within a month or so. He felt unsupported by me in his career and goals (which yes, I did advise against one of his dream careers and said I was unsupportive) and claims she listened to him and gave him the support. He denies any feelings for her but claims he enjoyed the attention/support. He also states that I reminded him of how his Dad treated him when he was a kid (very unsupportive of who he was and his goals.) My husband was abused as a child by his mother and mother’s boyfriends and his Dad refused to accept he was his kid until he was almost 10 years old. His mother is currently dying from cancer and he is grieving the relationship he never had with her. He has been through a lot of shit (not excusing what he did). He says he loves me, I am his best friend, wants kids with me and he wants to be with me forever. I truly love him and he is my best friend too. We have an amazing time together but our communication prior to this sucked. We have been together 6 years and married 2. We don’t have kids yet, just pets. We are going to marriage counseling and I have been going to individual counseling as well. He states he is going to go to individual counseling too. I want to make this work so badly but also don’t want to have trust issues and feel anxious/heartbroken forever. The thought of leaving him absolutely breaks my heart though.

In times of loss people have the tendency to start firing at everything around them. Everything is tobe blamed for their loss. It's the government, it's the technical analysts, it's the westher, it's the institutions, it's the curse of God, it's everything but, themselves.
You decide to step into crypto. You decide to sell or buy. You should know about the risks. You should find whatever works for you. You are accountable.
Losing sucks, having bad luck hurts. Losing a lot of money can be detrimental. But remember that any of the next decisions you make is your own. What are you choosing?
Don't let emotions run your decisions. Don't fight your emotions. But surely don't put them on others.
Better times will come.