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Hi everyone! I am a high masking, low support needs autistic who was admitted to Brown a few months ago. I can usually pass for neurotypical, but I probably couldn't be considered 'cool' or fully 'normal' by any means. As such, I had a pretty miserable time in high school.
I was excited to learn that Brown was one of the most open and accepting campuses in the country, but I have definitely seen 'accepting' spaces where autistic people are still bullied and excluded, so I'm a bit nervous and would love to get an indication of the culture there.
So, I guess my question is ... how is 'weird' treated at Brown?
I'm not talking about disability necessarily. In my experience, any decent person can claim to be an ally to the autistic community, but still talk shit about 'band kids', 'cringe kids', picky eaters, introverts, people who miss social cues, 'quirky' people, etc.
I find that a lot of smaller schools have a very low tolerance for 'weird' in their student body, so I'm a bit worried. If I join 'uncool' clubs (like band), have unorthodox interests (ie birdwatching, cartoons, etc.), need a single room, and sometimes miss social cues, will I be a social outcast? Are certain people avoided on campus, not for being assholes, but simply for being considered 'odd'?
Thank you so much. I am a very strong advocate for the autistic community and don't want to have to hide my special interests, stimming, 'quirks' etc to fit in at Brown like I did in high school. Ableism is extremely integrated into every aspect of our culture and it's truly exhausting to navigate. Any help is greatly appreciated!

Sent this off in a string of emails to a VC several months ago… Is any of this realistic with the current tech?
Simply put, I would like to build a Web3 decentralized social platform application, operating in a Blockchain environment.
Where users earn royalties with their intellectual property.
Users can search a indexed list of all free public domain patents. Each country would separately compete on a leaderboard solving any language barrier while creating competition.
Each patent page would be 3 separate pages. One for commentary (Like reddit) where messages could display as a critique or solution. Any number of comments can be forked together to create a new "solution comment" to address the chain of critiques. Secondary to the first page would be dedicated to art of function or design reference for visual learners. Comments can be called to this page individually for other users to visualize a comment.
Bounties can be placed on individual comments for art creation (imagine that watercolor guy on Reddit being tagged a billion times).
Finally a third page for education. Where every educator has an opportunity to explain something they love (Basically a structured version of YouTube). Each concept of a patent could be broken down like a TikTok video. Whole ideas would ideally be broken down by the next Carl Sagan.
These educational videos can be voted on for quality of explanation. Educators can be called just like visual artists with bounties.
My goal is "Easy to find, easy to contribute". So in doing that I would add a Snapchat like feature where users can record themselves making the comment.
The video comments would transcribe to post on a Blockchain. This ensures no bots among other issues. Each comment entered would require a video within 24 hours. These videos would be visible based on the user's discretion.
Bounties for the advancement of technology can be placed by corporations or users on every patent page. Bounties should describe the needs or functionality of purpose.
At any point users can call a vote to finalize the project or solution. Majority wins. All participants of the comment chain successful in solving the research or development problem can then vote on comment chain quality, deciding the distribution of the reward fairly. Or they could alternatively vote to distribute equally if no individual comment stands out for contributing the most.
Payments would be made in the form of a crypto currency. Every bounty towards a new "concept" or solution would include partial funding for community driven ideas or solutions.
All solution comments would include some base level royalties. Meaning that a critique comment included in a solution comment has the same chance to earn royalties.
Even the dumbest comments can spark or inspire solution comments, meaning their contrast provides value and it should be encouraged to work on critique comments.
The best crypto provides purpose. Hopefully anyone reading this realizes how much drugs Bitcoin has purchased internationally over the years. So with Artifact you get paid for participating ideally.
Now it looks like every other form of money changing hands from cash app to crypto and back through an ATM... Every hand keeping it's secrets. If Web3 has any chance of changing the world it needs to be different.
Below is a first run through on a proposal for Artifact's cryptocurrency. It's rough.
The crypto part of payments and royalties. Each bill(coin/token) is linked via Blockchain to a basic blank Microsoft paint style pad. From there you can decorate every dollar in your wallet. From signatures to collaborative art work.
Supreme to the Mona Lisa. Trade clauses would be enabled to prevent certain high frequency art. Either avoid it or encourage a form of advertising though transaction companies to pay for completion of the transaction.
I want to see where my money has gone. 80% of currency is covered in cocaine. There are stories out there.
How did people come by this money? Truck stop bathroom or first crypto diner, think of the possibilities.
Art=Money. This solves ridiculous NFT art and gives traditional advertising a run.
Limit the ink per transaction like drawball and let people talk about the value. Create a secondary market for collections and historical pieces.
A few more thoughts on scaling overall. How to populate beyond public domain patents. Lure smaller private or public companies in with traceable QR codes or similar.
Work to produce concept pages where users can then discuss. Every item sold in the world would hopefully find a home here one day. Actively being made better, cheaper and faster.
Art brings a greater understanding of things. A lot of the time explaining something to a child is harder than showing them a picture book. Thoughts on the expansion of "Secondary visual reference page"
The novelty of placing a bounty for art in relation to a comment is great. It would keep a good conversation going. Just having a basis for each comment would be the best way to start conversations that would otherwise have not been had.
Each profile can have a default head state. Something like a Nintendo Mii. Grab a couple people from Adobe, have them extract NFT profile picture meshes. Load these in a tilt screen like 3d photos on Facebook.
On the left side of this presentation show all the posting stats, active pages and interests on futures. To the right, display all incoming money from Royalties, projects finished, total earned and potential earnings from active pages.
Behind your NFT head I want a basic set of meta display rooms. Couple generics should do. Offer the tools to build your own or buy them as NFTs. They should have the feel of Mario 64. Each room displaying your favorite NFTs on the walls.
If you choose, you can build/buy/sell "portals" to place in your room as well. These can be shops, these can be your friends rooms. Just general places. Now when you click on a friend, you'll see the NFT head, hold it down and forward to enter the room. Drag your finger around to explore the room and art.
Obviously there needs to be multiple methods of attraction.
Each page could support a campaign page for fund raising. Where users can create on demand merch for pages with little corporate support. People are more open to buying a $20 shirt they like than giving the $10 difference to the campaign. Even if they're in support of the campaign.
So team up with merch on demand and let people speak with their wallets. The better the issue the better the art the more limited prints can be offered. Ultimately driving more support.
Throw in some stickers with the design of each order because people love stickers. Sprinkle NFT's where applicable so people are paid and solutions get support.
Sidebar: Celebrities can opt limited run merch using artists designs with luxury brands. 51% or more must go to funding. The artist gets 10%, the celeb 5% and the brand gets 34% while receiving brand recognition. (Rough idea) Second sidebar: These items will eventually end up in Goodwill's and resellers everywhere. Providing longevity to the weakest projects and rapid growth to popular ones.

male,middle eastern international
Possible hooks: Bilingual, Both parents attended UW-Madison, Full pay no fin aid required.
SAT: 1480 didn't submit it.
ACT: optional
Intended major: environmental sustainability/environmental studies
Course rigor: A-level physics, A-level chemistry, A-level math
Predicted:A* in math, A physics, B chemistry
AS grades:
A in math this is the best grade you can get in AS
B in Chemistry
B in Physics
IGCSE: it was so bad I wrote about this experience in my essays and how I worked to improve in AS and A2
7 Cs
Some Schools didn't use my IGCSE grades becuase it was predicted grades and I wrote extra context so my GPA converted was around a 3.7 ish
IELTS: 8
breakdown: 8.5 speaking, 9 in listening, 7.5 in reading, 6 in writing.
Awards:

• Geography bee 3rd in state
• 2nd place in debate competition
• Award given to the 56 most elite students in the country based of off tests conducted in grade 11 such as TSA, Ravens, etc.
• Math competition 4th place
• Soccer best player in club invatational
• Checkpoint perfect score award
• National Math competition first place
• Environmental presentation to ministry of environmental affairs award for best presentation

Extracurriculars:

• Club level football(soccer) in national top league currently 3rd in the league :),
• Football(soccer) school team captain
• Volleyball school team
• Research paper on sustainable cities
• Volunteering for beach cleanups and park cleanups around 100 hour of volunteering
• Headboy of 2023 class (highest position in student body)
• Tutoring grade 8s and 9s when I was in the 11th and 10th grade stopped this year to focus more on my studies
• Black belt in Tae Kwon Do

LORs and essays: most essays (8/10) had my english teacher take a look at them My UW madison and UC berkely essays (9/10) spent a lot of time on them and they are my two top choices.
Math teacher (7/10) had me in IGCSE until AS saw me improve drastically and encouraged me to try out math competitions.
English teacher (8/10) we were very close and she noticed my determination to continue to pursue first language english when all my peers left for the easy A in second language english.
Acceptances:

• University of Oregon 50% of tuition paid off in scholarships
• Penn state
• Nottingham University (UK)
• Newcastle University (UK)
• Bath University (UK)
• MSU 42k in scholarships
• Melbourne university (AUS)
• Texas A&M
• University of Washington

Waitlist:
UNC Chapel Hill
Rejection:

• Cornell
• UC Berkeley
• USC
• ASU

Waiting on duke and stanford I have no hope for these two so they will probably be rejections :)

as the title says, i(M) lost all my friends because of my now ex best friend(F).
to keep things easy i'll call her H.
i'm a teenager, i'm still in school and live with my parents. i moved countries two years ago and earlier this school year i made some of my first friends who i don't go to school with. i met them through an after school club i go to. H who's been my best friend for about a year and i met her cuz of school is really depressed. she doesn't have any friends and staying inside all day and has more problems than i can bother to mention. i've done everything i can for her. i introduced her to my friends i met at my after school club and they all got along well.
cut to last sunday, i met up with H and and our other friends(from the club). H didn't rly talk to me, but i assumed she was just busy talking to the others. well on sunday she really didn't look ok, it was like a new level of low for her and i was really worried. when i got home i talked yo my mother and she wrote a message to H's mother saying how i'm really worried about H.
the next day i got a message from one of my friends who was with us on sunday and the message was just my friend being mad cuz apparently i snitched on him and the others H and i were with for smoking??
now i've lost my three friends from the club and i had to leave early because they couldn't stand to be in the same room as me. i sent H a lot of mean messages i'm not proud of saying, but i don't regret saying any of them because she deserves to hear it. she replied to me and told me it was my fault i lost all my friends.
i feel so bad because i know what it's like to be totally lost on depression, self harm, anxiety, and a lot more. i feel like th villain, but i still can't help but want to punch her in the face as hard as i can.
on top of all this one of my other friends is leaving our school so i've got about one friend left at all now.
tl;dr introduced my best friend, H, to my friends because she's depressed and needs friends to cheer her up, now none of my friends are talking to me because H told them all i snitched on them for smoking. and H is already really really mad at me

I’m just so tired of this, been with my DH 25 years, and the whole time his mum has wanted more than I’m willing to give. Especially with regards to our children (her grandchildren, there is one other grandchild who lives in a different part of the country). She was super close with her grandma so that’s what she was hoping for, whereas I didn’t really know any of my grandparents, so I didn’t expect this overwhelming obsession of hers.
(Apologies for formatting, I’m on my phone. )
She’s pushed and pushed for more than I’m comfortable with, and then once I learned some assertiveness and we put boundaries in place, you’d think we were attacking her. Our kids are now 18 & 16, & they’re making their own decisions about how much they see her (& passive FIL). Which she doesn’t like, as they don’t really want to be near her as she’s a fairly ‘spiritual’ Pentecostal who pushes beliefs on them (amongst other stuff). Also DH told me that 2 weeks before our wedding she told him he shouldn’t marry me (which obviously he did anyway).
DH is fairly non-confrontational and has a tendency to side-step issues. But I’ve realised what happens is when he and I talk about JNMIL we seem to be on the same page, as she drives him nuts too, so I’ll communicate with her some boundaries or such with that in mind… but then he crumbles in the face of her manipulation so I’m left looking like the bad guy. Just yesterday she called me a gaslighter because of this type of thing. I’ve had it, and told her to just contact DH in future. He’ll need to do the boundaries, I’m hurting. I’m also a bit peeved with him that I’ve been the one doing this for so long.
She wants him to prioritise her feelings above his own, mine, and those of our kids. She has literally stated this. She has said she wanted me to ‘love her like a mother’, but she’s not my mum. I get on fine with my mum, I think JNMIL would have preferred if I hated my mum & clung to her. I’m pretty sure she’s very lonely, and doesn’t feel like she’s worth much in the world, and is trying to find her identity through us. We live interstate, they don’t come and visit but then complain they never see us.
It’s been a quarter of a century and I am TIRED. There’s more to this but I don’t want to just word-vomit all over the place.

It's driving me crazy that i cant remember a movie title. It's not that famous movie i guess and i cant remember who was in it or it's title but remember some of the plot. It's a rescue mission of a US politicians daughter (not sure if president or not) held somewhere in the Amazon jungle and they send one guy to save her. He even gives her boots and clothes to change when he finds her. Think there was a chase and they fell down a waterfall (tho not sure), but they spend the night in a cave. Umm,.. they were headed west to reach another country to get help. The guy was injured and sent the girl forward so she doesn't spend the night in the cold windy rocky mountain slop. That's pretty much all i remember :/ hope someone has seen it too and remembers the title or actors. Thanks

It's driving me crazy that i cant remember a movie title. It's not that famous movie i guess and i cant remember who was in it or it's title but remember some of the plot. It's a rescue mission of a US politicians daughter (not sure if president or not) held somewhere in the Amazon jungle and they send one guy to save her. He even gives her boots and clothes to change when he finds her. Think there was a chase and they fell down a waterfall (tho not sure), but they spend the night in a cave. Umm,.. they were headed west to reach another country to get help. The guy was injured and sent the girl forward so she doesn't spend the night in the cold windy rocky mountain slop. That's pretty much all i remember :/ hope someone has seen it too and remembers the title or actors. Thanks

Hi everyone, this is my first post and english is not my first language, I apologise for any mistakes.
It's going to be a long one, so buckle up. Just so you know, we're all in our late twenties and early thirties. All the names are fake.
TLDR; my friend has been more and more jealous because she's not the only girl in the group, and finally my other friends are seeing it too.
I (F) became friend with Jane (F) a little over 10 years ago when we were studying abroad. We became quick friends and she got along pretty well with my close friends Bob and Larry (M), us 3 have known each other for 15+ years. Our friend group is a bit bigger but Bob and Larry are the only ones that matter for this story. Before I start, I just want to say that Larry and Bob have always been a bit clueless and naive, but they are the best friends you could ask for and they're always here when you need them. I just wish they would stand for themselves a bit more. When we got back to our country after our year abroad, I went back to my city and Jane went back to hers, but because both our cities are fairly close we stayed friends and she came pretty often to see us because part of her family lives close by. Pretty much until end of 2019, everything was going pretty well, we saw each other often and, in my opinion, everything was fine. I always knew that Jane was a bit jealous, she liked to be the centre of attention and she liked to be the only girl. I wasn't really bothered because I knew the guys were my friends and always tried to include me. We've been on holidays together, sometimes everybody was there, sometimes only a few of us, so it's not like we had to always be together.
Then Covid started, Larry and Jane stayed for a month in Larry's house so they wouldn't be in lockdown alone (nothing happened between the two), they were basically roommates for a month. Then Larry went to his mother's place to be with his mum and Jane went back to her flat. And once lockdown was over, the four of us took a two weeks holiday.
It went downhill after this, Bob, Larry, and Jane would see each other pretty often but I was never invited, if I wanted to see any of them, I had to initiate it. Luckily at work, I had met people that I can truly call friends today, so I wasn't on my own, but still it hurt. I talked to Larry and Bob who, by then, had realised I was never invited by Jane (or the others in our group of friends who are closer to Jane, though them I really don't care simply because we never got that close). I dealt with it for about 2 years because I could, I left for about 6 months for work and then travelled quite a fair bit with my best friend, and my family. And to be honest, my job takes a lot of my time.
Around August last year, Larry and Bob had started to get tired of Jane's antics and jealousy. She was becoming more and more possessive of them, she wasn't the only girl anymore because Larry had met a girl Sophie (F) beginning of 2022, which whom I got along like a house on fire. They went out for a few months before realising they were better off as friends, not lovers. Thanks to Sophie, Larry started to open his eyes more and more on the fact that Jane was being way too possessive and trying to make all the people she doesn't like go away. Bob, on the other hand, started to see one of Jane's friend pretty often without Jane, they got along pretty well and this is really pissing of Jane because, again, she's not the only girl anymore.
The latest events are from a few months ago when Larry was celebrating his birthday. It was during a whole weekend, we basically arrived on friday night, went out for the whole day on saturday before the party in the evening, so some of us had an overnight bag packed because we stayed at Larry's house. During the evening, we were all around a table except for two people who were watching tv, one of them being Jane's boyfriend. Sophie and I were talking, we ended up saying that we were celebrating a birthday, it would be great to have everybody at the table with us as we were hoping to play a boardgame (which Larry loves). Then when some people started to leave (some had to drive at least an hour to go home), Jane went to pick up her bag and packed it in front of everybody and left. Larry, Bob, Sophie, and I genuinely thought that she was annoyed because her boyfriend was in front of the tv all evening. Turns out not that long ago she said to Larry that it was Sophie and mine's fault because we apparently said something about her boyfriend which, for some reason, she couldn't remember what it was. Larry was sincerely taken aback as he was next to us the whole evening and knew we hadn't.
Since then, Bob has stopped talking to Jane because he got finally fed up of the constant jealousy, it probably won't last but it's the first he's done so. Larry has told her he refuses to go with her on holiday anymore as the last one, where I wasn't invited, was a disaster. We, on the other hand, have seen each other a lot more without Jane. Sophie, Larry, Bob, and I have started to see each other at least once a week to go to the gym together and it's been really nice. I've missed my friends and I'm quite happy to be able to see them often again.
Now, this is were I need some advice : we had some differences before, we always talked it out, and up until last year, I tought Jane and I were alright. Now, it's the first time the guys actually rebel and tell her that she's annoying and needs to back up. I'm tired trying to fix it, again. Do you think I should get myself involved again and try to resolve it ? or should I just sit this one out and let Bob and Larry handle it ? Tbh, I'm just glad they're finally saying something, when I said that I felt left out the first time, they seemed surprised but now they're seeing it as clear as day and I'd love for them to just handle it. Sophie has been a big help because she saw straight away what the guys missed for a while and I'm glad she's our friend.

Grand Theft Auto V is one of the most profitable entertainment franchises in the history of games. It came along as a return to form after what many fans would argue was a misstep with the more gritty and realistic GTA 4. Originally released back in 2013 for the Xbox 360 and PlayStation 3—yes, it spans three console generations—developer Rockstar has supported the game's online mode with continual updates adding new content, new areas, and even all-new mechanics.
GTA V was such a runaway success—and GTA The Trilogy: Definitive Edition was such a dumpster fire—that Rockstar gave up working on a Red Dead Redemption 2 DLC, and has now reportedly abandoned plans to remaster more of its beloved older titles to instead focus on both further GTA Online content as well as the development of GTA 6.
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Naturally, expectations for GTA 6 are incredibly high, and given the advanced age of GTA V, fans are chomping at the bit for any bit of news. That's why there's so much buzz around a report at Bloomberg that focuses on Rockstar's new corporate culture. Company co-founder Dan Houser left Rockstar in 2020, and ever since then the development house has been trying to reshape a corporate culture that the report refers to as being "like a frat house".
Given the nature and tone of the humor in the Grand Theft Auto series, it's really not surprising to hear that the atmosphere inside Rockstar was juvenile and chauvinistic. The report remarks that the workplace culture at Rockstar was "full of drinking, brawling, and excursions to strip clubs." That may sound like a good time to some, but it's admittedly not very professional.
gta1 katie Katie from the OG Grand Theft Auto (1997) on PC (left) and Game Boy Color (right).
As part of the report, author Jason Schreier casually reveals that GTA 6 will have at least two playable protagonists, and that one of them will be a Latina woman. This technically isn't the first playable woman nor even the first playable Hispanic woman in the GTA series; the very first GTA game featured a Latina named "Katie" as one of its eight playable characters.
Still, very few of the series' modern fans even remember the old DOS-based Grand Theft Auto, so we can forgive everyone for forgetting about poor Katie. Regardless, the new girl will apparently be part of a Bonnie-and-Clyde-like crime duo, calling to mind the partnership between Claude and Catalina in the beginning of Grand Theft Auto III. Hopefully the partnership between the new player characters in GTA 6 doesn't end the same way that one did.
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Release the PC version at the same time as the consoles please!
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Hello Wonderful People of Italy! My husband and I will be in your beautiful country from April 28 - May 6. We just happened to read some information about airline and other union strikes going on currently.
We wanted a perspective about how this is going to be and how it would affect tourists. Are there any specific areas to avoid? And how does it impact trains?
For context, we are flying into Milan by Delta Airways.
April 28 - Land in Milan
April 29 - Train from Milan to Florence early morning (7:30 AM) and exploring Florence museums
April 30 - Pick up rental car from Florence Airport and drive around the Tuscany/Siena vineyards (do suggest your favorite drives here :) )
May 1 - Florence to Naples by Train (9:30 AM). Pick up rental car from Naples airport and head to the Amalfi Coast. We will be in the area from May1 - May5 and will be using caferry to get around.
May 5 - Train from Naples to Milan in the evening (5:30 PM).
May 6 - Train from Milan to Tirano (9:30 AM) and board the Bernina Express onto Switzerland.
Please let me know if there are any potential problems and strike dependencies in the above areas. Also, feel free to add any areas to avoid or any must do experiences for us and also some etiquette we tourists can follow to not annoy you amazing Italians.
Thanks in Advance!

(Posted on the request of a user)
Demographics

• Gender: Female
• Race/Ethnicity:
• Residence: International
• Income Bracket:
• Type of School: Rural and underfunded; has 20% college matriculation rate
• Hooks (Recruited Athlete, URM, First-Gen, Geographic, Legacy, etc.): No

Intended Major(s): Comparative Literature and Art History
Academics

• GPA (UW/W): We have percentage - my 4-year average is 90 out of 100
• Rank (or percentile): Salutatorian of my class. Graduated summa cum laude
• # of Honors/AP/IB/Dual Enrollment/etc.: 3 APs self-study - AP Lang., AP Lit., AP World History
• Senior Year Course Load: I took the courses I enjoyed!

Standardized Testing
Didn't submit because the school in question doesn't accept them!
Extracurriculars/Activities

1. (2 years) Independent study & reading: Designed a study curriculum for junior and senior year because my school’s curriculum was really old and not cool. (Attached it as supplementary material.) Critically analyzed 150+ books and research papers targeted at exploring the liminal space in post-colonial literature, architecture and art. Wrote a research paper on my favorite music band, liminal space, and post-colonialism. (Yet to send it out for publication!) Huge time commitment. Loved every bit of it ong.
2. (10 years) Creative Writing: Self-published my first book when I was 13. 3 books are out so far—2 poetry collections and 1 novella. 450(?) copies sold in total internationally. Got a few small awards too (my writing style is so much different now.) Published work in 30+ very selective international magazines/journals (~5% acceptance rate for a few.) I write math poetry, experimental and hybrid fiction that usually encompasses a 'liminal space' -- I’m very much into the whole idea of it, as you can tell by now... lol.
3. (2.5 years) Founding editor in chief of an international experimental literary mag. Received about 1,000(?) submissions from 31 US states and 23 countries.
4. (4 years) Creative writing mentor to a group of middle schoolers. Had a blast teaching them!
5. (4 years) Student government stuff at school—president of student council, increased student participation in literary activities by a decent amount, founder of the first ever literary magazine and creative writing, peer tutoring, and reading clubs. My high school was new and underfunded which certainly inspired me to get involved with the community much more enthusiastically. I'm so glad I was able to make this kind of impact along with my peers!
6. (gap year) Attended around 4 prestigious creative writing workshops on a full scholarship.
7. (gap year) District-wide legislative advocacy stuff related to book bans and higher-ed.
8. (gap year) Internships at 2 literary mags
9. Miscellaneous hobby I would get clowned for
10. I wrote about playing mad libs as an experimental fiction writer and how it helps me to deconstruct language—my research interests include deconstruction so maybe this made sense? (Though, it doesn't have to make sense, really.)

Awards/Honors
List all awards and honors submitted on your application.

1. Foyle Young Poet Award
2. Pushcart Prize nomination; Best Microfiction nomination
3. New York Times contest runner-up
4. Winner - a few international writing contests (large-scale)
5. Winner and honorable mention - a few international writing contests (small-scale)
6. School academic awards (smushed them all together!)
7. 100 under 30 in a global list (don’t know who nominated me. Got to know about this in 11th grade. I did NOT put this anywhere in my application... thought that it would make me look weird and manufactured lol. It was not Forbes so it was not like admissions were going to care anyway. Sigh.)
8. + few other writing awards that I didn't put... oops!

Letters of Recommendation
I didn't get to read my letters as I had already waived my FERPA! In total, 4 letters were sent:
- Academic Coordinator
- English teacher
- History teacher
- Harvard alum who is also a pretty cool and noted writer! I worked with them over summer on something. They told me they love what I write.
Interviews
None!
Essays
Ahhh one part of the college app process that I actually looked forward to!!!! Writing my essays gave me SO MUCH ADRENALINE and I loved loved loved writing them. I'd say that my essays represented my original voice. My common app essay was about why I write and why I published my first book at the very mature and wise age of 13. It's called "On Being an Unexpected Reader." (Wrote first draft, sent first draft. I might even end up publishing this somewhere I guess.) Supplemental essays were about all kinds of things! The favorite essay that I'd written was about capitalism, TikTok and the tropification of novels.
Gap Year Info: I also took a gap year (I'm HS class of 2022) to focus on my reading + writing. I'd say it has been a pretty formative year. I'll also be attending a gap year art history program in London this summer. Yayy!!!
Decisions (indicate ED/EA/REA/SCEA/RD)
Acceptances:

• RD Bennington College w/ John Dewey Scholarship (335k - full ride!!!!) - COMMITTED
• RD University of Cincinnati w/ honors college + 90% scholarship

Additional Information:
When it came to applying to college, I researched a lot about Bennington from its unique field work term to colonial housing and I found out that Bennington is the PERFECT school for a certain kind of student—someone like me—who have always found normal school structures to be oppressive. You know, "memorize these things and regurgitate them and take an exam then forget about it afterwards." It's for people who want to learn, and then implement what they've learned in some fashion, to live what they're learning which coincides with my personal values so I found the school to be a perfect fit for me. Also, interacting with some of the admitted and enrolled students has assured me that Bennington has one of the coolest people ever who are doing all sorts of amazing things!
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This is REALLY LONG. If you just want to know the numbers, here they are. If you want some detail, read the entire document.
THE MEN

1. Nathan....March 2021 (First viral video about her TT crush meeting)
2. Rusty.....April/May 2021
3. Josh......June 2021
4. Daniel....August 2021
5. Dusty.....Nov / Dec 2021 to NYE
6. Derrick...February 2022
7. Jonathon…Feb / March 2022 – August 2022
8. Dakota....August 19, 2022
9. Kev......(Maybe) Sept 1 - 3, 2022
10. Kyle.....September 17 – 21, 2022
11. Tommy.....October 1 - 26 (edited)
12. Manny.....December (mid month)
13. MikeIV.....December 20’ish to December 26’ish

13 ½…MikeIV......January 17,2023 to January 22, 2023
13 ¾…Tatted something in TN – Just visited – no whoopee.

1. JeromyKelly…March 30, 2023 to ???

The start... Faith joined TT around February 2021 “A strong independent single woman” with 5 children. One lives with her while the other 4 live with their respective fathers. At the time she worked nights, 12 hour shifts at a local hospital in the ER. Where she said she was the Charge Nurse. In the morning after work, she would come home, get on live and feed the ducks at the park across the street from her apartment. It was fun, calming and made her seem like a really endearing person. This is how she cultivated her initial following. (edited)
2021 March to June She has a "platform" - what is it really??? Drinking, crying. lip syncing, Ranking, flirting, playing word games with a cheater app? GRWM as I sit around and drink beer and cry
Somewhere between the time she got on TT and met Nathan, she met her "Best Friend" who has kept telling her she is picking losers. She ignores him every time. I think she blocked him recently. He has not been around. Maybe he got smart!! I like him and respect him enough not to blast his name here. He surfaced the again after she broke up with #7. There is a lot of speculation about them having a physical relationship. Can't be substantiated, I'm not adding it.
Mar 2021 There was her TT Crush - Nathan - mutual not a thing - clout for her for sure - I sat there watching them cuddle and as the number of her followers rose higher and higher. Always use #FYP, It was her first viral video.
April or May 2021 then the dude in PA with false teeth - Rusty he drank as much or maybe more than her! It was not a good relationship. She drove up to see him twice, he drove to her once (with his son) and that is when they broke up. She insinuated he was abusive towards her and she demanded he leave. They spent a lot of time on their own Lives complaining about the other. He has since fallen onto really hard times. (9/21/2022 living in his car)
June'ish 2021- Several nights after breaking up with Rusty, she was drunker than she had probably ever been on a Live. There were teenagers across the street in the park, playing on the swings that had a terrible squeal. The squeal was so bad you could hear it over the Live. Josh came to rescue her from the abuse of the teenage boys. She called the police on them, and she stood in the middle of her street, drunk off her ass, telling the police she could not tell them the address because "she was live on TT with over 1000 viewers". Josh lived about 1/2 a mile down the street from her and he heard all the stuff happening on the police scanner. When they talked the kids into apologizing and going home, she invited him in for a beer and a "Movie" at 2am. All she had was warm beer.
A couple of weeks later FGF moved into his house with all most all her stuff and her son who was living with her at the time. (She had to keep her apartment because the lease was not up until February 2022) He really enjoyed the time he spent with all her kids. Made cute happy videos with them. He bought groceries and cooked FGF's favorite meat (rib eye) on the grill with her older daughter. He grew to have a special bond with the older daughter. He gave her attention, talked to her like a parent would and generally was a good example of what an adult should be. Josh got FGF the nose piercing she desperately wanted so she could be like all the other TT Creators.
Poor guy, it was down hill from there. Anyone remember the night FGF got super wasted and vomited Taco Bell all over his computer room? She pressure washed HIM on Live instead of the side of the house and DID NOT apologize. She laughed and thought it was funny. Eventually he got smart. Tired of her being drunk all the time. Told her to leave. He called the police on her because she would not leave. She whined and complained that he would not help her move her things back to her apartment.
((Shortly after they broke up, he married some woman (with children) he met on TT. She left him several months later. Last I saw him online he was with another really cute girl. Wonder how long that will last. Poor guy, I think he just wanted to be a father. - 9/2022 He apparently is off TT, which is good for him. His FB page is still active. (edited)))
August 2021'ish There was Daniel from Denver who seemed to be a nice guy, but turned into a really angry man (her story/perspective). Her cult paid for their vacation to Florida where they fell in love. After the vacation, she could not wait to see him so she flew to Denver. This is where they decided he would move to WV. He was supposed to move there around Thanksgiving.
They decided he would move to WV sooner. The would look for a larger place, but in the mean time they would live with her in her nasty 1 (2?) bedroom with his two dogs, He didn't give them proper vet care (which made me really mad). The squad contributed money so they could pay for the move. During the time he was there, he never really held a job, he drank beer and smoked all day. Got money from her to pay for it. While she was actually working a 12 hour day. That turned into a HUGE drama with police, pods and puppies. Anyone remember her laying on the couch with the “cold sore” blaming it on the stress of the drive from Colorado.
*Update- I left out the part where she wrecked his car. He tried to get her to pay for it and she said "F NO!" He left her and went to Iowa to see his "daughter" who was an ex's daughter, who was not even an ex. But, apparently was an ex. He left his dogs at FGF's house and one of them, poor guy had a bad ear issue. Made me even more angry. People offered to pay the vet bill and he still didn't take him until the poor dog was crying in pain. She blames Dan for nude photos of her being spread all over TT and other places. He has since moved on, has a new attractive adult woman in his life. Sadly he had to put 2 dogs down, I don’t know if they are the same ones, but that is never anything you wish on anyone.
Nov/ Dec 2021 The dude in Nashville “Dusty” who couldn't carry a tune but had all of TT convinced he was a real singer, had big bucks and a pending recording contract.
She drove from WV to Nashville to meet him at the hotel where he was a night auditor. She and Dusty went to "play hotel" while he left his friend watching the front desk. (He said in one of her lives while she was crying over one of her many men "I might as well shoot my shot"
In December he held a M & G in Nashville for her fans and his fans. They charged people to attend. They both got so drunk they had to leave and they drove the wrong way on the freeway.
This is also where she left her children with a woman she had never met in person. It is also where she met sweet Sarah in person and hoodwinked her into thinking she was really her friend. ((2022) Some people think that Sarah has become just like FGF. If she has it is because people have shown her how easily they can be duped into giving away their money to people they do not know)
She (FGF) and Dusty crashed and burned after NYE 2022. She was angry and drank and cried and drank and cried… She then began her search for the next man. Don't forget Dusty wrote a song for her. Nighttime Lifetime https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C6_8LfvJS3M (9/2022 Dusty posts video sobbing about losing THE ONE, the LOVE OF HIS LIFE, rumor has it he did her wrong too)
Dec 2021 – Christmas - Oh, and let's not forget Troy who paid her $200 and bought her a new Christmas tree in return for some nudes. Also, "The Squad" gathered $ to get her Jeep fixed in November /December and bought all her kids Christmas presents. Roxanne even bought her a KitchenAid Stand Mixer in her favorite color. This gift was appx $500/$600 depending on where it was purchased. (edited)
2022 January - February
January 2022 was filled with crying, drinking, man bashing and flirting... She blasted Dusty let everyone know how terrible he really was. She told her squad ALL about how Dusty did her wrong, used her for bail money, about his arrest and secret family.
February 2022 - Derrick – almost immediately after breaking up with Dusty, she fell in LOVE with Derrick before even meeting him. She flew to Houston to meet him. He had to drive 4 hours from Lake Charles LA. to pick her up from the airport and when the visit was over, another 4 to take her back. Which was the longer drive? They seemed ok the first night. The 2nd night they wer drunk. The 3rd night she went home. She had to get back to work. She was still a working as an RN then,
When Derrick broke up with her, he said he was 100% catfished. She was very, very dramatic about it, she made FB and TT posts referencing “un-aliving” herself, clearly she didn't do it. I am not adding all the info in this section because it references her son. She did delete the posts on TT and on FB. During her visit, She got a matching heart tattoo with a fishing hook on it, with D (He has since has his covered up)). This turned into the most toxic of all her breakups (so far).
**Update - It was brought to my attention I left out the HP drama. I'm leaving it out of here. this is mostly for her "man drama" someone else can document that.
2022 THE EXTRA MEN - *Update - After Derrick she strung along a lot of "innocents ". Except I think they just wanted a piece of a$$ and to live in her clout bubble.
Mr Kentucky 1 – Kyle They were going to meet and then they weren’t. She blocked him and told her squad, “we are not going to talk about him”. It turns out that he was not ready to meet her in person. "He was new to TT" and "realized he was in over his head". He has since met several / many people from TT and is not afraid of FGF now. (9/17/2022) There is so much more to this. He was potentially involved with other women as well as his “BabyMama” and was very busy playing the field. Also, for the 2nd time, she has said she was going to quit smoking because he does not like kissing a smoker.
ToothPick Boy – You almost never saw him without a toothpick. Jordan (8/2022 -tried to get back in her good graces. Not sure what happened) He is still around. One day he will get to "shoot his shot". (9/2022 – Jordan has joined Reddit and left the Cult)
Mike Ivie - Saw through her and was not interested in the unwashed. He rejected her and he named her roach Pedro. He was very gross and rude to her in their dual lives. She blocked him when she and J became a couple. (9/21 Mike is unblocked) He hangs around - making what would normally be vulgar comments, except that they pertain to her lack of hygiene. She has a clear lack of hygiene. Falls asleep drunk, in the makeup from the day before. Goes to her jeep for a smoke and TT. 12/6/2022 he’ssssssss baccckkkkk!!
Then there was Hunter who managed to dodge the bullet before meeting her. He had his own dating drama happening and FGF felt like he was cheating on her before they ever met.
Millie is her new Bestie. They flirt a lot and he even posted a picture of his Abreva so that if she had a flare up, they could share meds. How sweet? (1/1/2023) They seem to be on the outs.
(BACK TO THE TIMELINE)
End of Feb or Maybe March 2022 - Poor Jonathan who should have known better, but hey... to each his own. He was still married. She acts like they are forever couple. Not until he is divorced or figures out the cash cow is going to run out of money!
2022 - April - August
April - Jon flirts with her while she is flirting with the other guys...
May 2022 Met Jonathan in Person - One very drunken night, Jonathan said he would "like to shoot his shot" It was the same time she was flirting with Hunter and Jordan. She even said in one of her Lives, while she was basically incoherent, that she would rather meet Jonathan than Hunter. So, she drove down to NC to meet him and also to house hunt. (Her plan was to move to NC to be closer to her family.)
He joined her in the Rankings stuff. When she was going hard and heavy to "WIN, WIN, WIN," he and Sarah would take over while she worked. They went on their first date to a turtle sanctuary and later on in their relationship they got matching turtle tattoos and she got that nasty puss oozing face piercing, again to be like the other TT Creators. In August, she ended up moving further from all her family and close to him.) and blamed him. If she had known he was going to break up with her, she would not have moved there. She screamed this several times during her drunk lives. She also claimed she gave him a laptop and $10K Heck if I spent that much time helping someone go high up in the rankings, I better well make some of the money!
June 2022 She spends a lot of time with Jonathan, brings her kids to his house, swims in the neighbor's pool. Gets COVID, takes her kids to GWL and probably becomes SuperSpreaderFGF. Makes and deletes tic tok posts about being fine and then sick and asks people to pray for her. All while her children are at her apartment.
July - The littles leave for their dad's because he goes on vacation EVERY YEAR on the 4th of July.
(7/2022 Dusty and Daniel are TT Besties now. Partying, drinking and posting TT Videos together.)
July 2022 She takes her two older children and their (half?) sibling to Florida for a trip. They go parasailing, riding jet skies, out to seafood and steak restaurants, lounging on the beach with no care in the world, swimming in the pool at an AirBnB. Her followers paid for this trip. How many of her "followers", "squad", "sycophants", "fans" take this kind of vacation? And brag about other people paying for it "because they know what I have been through. " The only things she has been through are drama of her own making. Neither J or his children participate in the Florida trip.
J's morning coffee talk used to be cool. Now it is filled with her people asking him questions about her. (7/6/2022) On this morning someone asked if they had broken up. He said "NO, there has been no breakup".
August 2022 She has banned/blocked as many people as she can possibly think of that are on Reddit and still spends more time on her phone than with her children.
She is making plans to move to North Carolina. She had originally planned to move there to be closer to her family that lives there. She changed her mind and put down 6 Months rent on a house very close to where J lives.
All the while She flirts openly with men while doing battles and makes comments that any self respecting woman would not say in public.
Jordan tells her he misses her and loves her.
She is falling apart mentally. She can't muster enough support to do the rankings. She can't admit to herself that she has messed up.
Three days before she made the move, Jonathan broke up with her via text. "He screwed me over!!! I have Kids!!!" - There are two sides to every story and Jonathan respectfully and very much in public, told his story via 2 lives on 9/17 and 9/18. (edited)
2022 August Her apartment in WV is paid for until the end of August, but she decides to move the first weekend of the month. In the middle of packing up the U-Haul truck to make her move, she claimed Josh wrote her letter asking her not to move, he still loves her and wants her call him. The handwriting is very feminine. She also claimed that during the night or maybe it was the drive, someone vandalized her Jeep and cut the serpentine belt.
She made her move to NC the weekend of the(Aug) 5th. She wouldn’t tell anyone where, then asked for help unloading the U-Haul at the storage area. She ended up doing most of it alone. She hired someone to help for 2 hours to move the heavy items. She even bragged bout how she got the storage space for one month free! Of course her location is secret. BUT!!! Several times in a very inebriated state mentioned where she was moving. Probably to throw us all off her trail. She was staying in an Air BnB on the beach until her rental home is ready. Jonathan was being an adult. He explained the “why” in one of his coffee lives He said he is basically not ready emotionally and most of all mentally and is seeing a therapist. More importantly, his children come first!!!!
8/18/2022 SizeMatters - (Mr Kentucky 2) She drove 11 hours to meet him for the first time in person. This is after dropping her children off (I think) and spend a couple of nights there. They made several videos together. She taught him how to create a wish list and drove the 11 hours home. All the while, texting (TT'ing) and talking to her Squad while driving. Dakota has a very troubled past and associating with her was not good for his mental health. She went to spend another weekend with him a couple of weeks later. This weekend just happened to be the one before school starts. She may or may not have taken her 14 year old daughter on that trip. If she didn't take C on the trip, the speculation is that she left her at home alone or dropped her off at her grandfathers. People in her chat were confused about which lie to perpetuate and a couple insinuated that she was with them.
After that weekend, people were even more toxic in his Lives and he and FGF stopped being “Official”. He had to step away for his sobriety. He appears to be doing very well now and leads some sobriety chats a couple of days a week. She has said several times it if wasn't for the ugliness in his chat they would still be together.
September 2022
(9/1/2022) FGF needed help moving everything from her storage to her new rental house. KevTrain was kind enough to offer during one of their ranking battles and she took him up on it. We are not sure if they did the deed, but we do know she was totally drunk outside of a hotel room doing a Live while he was inside the room walking around. It looked like he was pacing back and forth. He did help her move that weekend. Afterwards she verbally abused one of his Mods which was the wrong thing to do. Given the choice of his Mod or her, he chose the Mod.
Then they mutually told people (when asked), that they were both cool people. Since then Kev has made it very clear in several video comments and Lives that he has nothing to do with her at all.
No Specific Date here – Just September 2022 - She is visiting her "Loyer" (s) to see about shutting down the Reddit group. “It is all lies” She has never tried to cancel or harm anyone’s reputation on TT, she has never done anything the Red Eye Snarks said she did. She is very upset all the big creators are not rallying to support her. She has never driven after drinking, she never drive while not paying attention to the road. She never did all these things that there are many videos of her doing.
9/10/2022 She created another count down video series. For meeting her new TT Crush. (She has to stay relevant somehow.)
(9/17/2022 – Kyle comes to visit. The have never met in person. Already calling her "Babe" and "Pumpkin" in chat. He is coming across as if he is a kid in high school talking to his sweetheart. Originally he had a time off of Mon to Wed, as of 9/18 he has an open return to home date. Speculation is he either quit his job or got fired. When he went home, he did go to work, so he was not fired.
Friday or Saturday night - Three of his Ex's went Live to discuss him. They called him a womanizer, user and he even hit one of their children in the mouth.
He owes a lot of back child support. One of those ex's was his BabyMama who he still has a very close relationship with.
Sunday they went fishing, got drunk and went live after they got home. They drank all night long. When they pulled up to the house, Kyle ranted that her Daughter left all the lights on in the house.
Her daughter was home since it was a Sunday night and she had school the next day. FGF and Kyle drank all night. They got off Live at about 5:30AM Monday.
9/21/2022 – Kyle left to go home for a "dentist appointment".
On 9/22 FGF said he is going back to his BabyMamma. SMH! Was it just for clout? to raise money? was his BM involved?
She is back in all her mens chats, but when it comes to gifting during a battle... Her "Battle Cry" is "I can't reload"so she is unable to send them gifts.
2022 October 10/1/2022 FGF has been using her alternate account and while flirting with Risk it 4 da bizket (Tommy) she changed it to include part of his name. He changed his backup account to something like hers (I'll fix this later) – Tommy DROVE from Oklahoma to North Carolina to visit with her. He said he would not get out of his truck unless his subscriber numbers went up.
They attended on-line church together and she made sure people knew they were there by demanding to be in the box
They have also gone fishing where she told their followers that if anyone sent them a lion they would eat a worm. If his follower - he would. If her cult member - she would. They spent the evening making emotes for his subscribers. No sign of her child being home for this visit.
They “appear” to be a "solid" couple on the outside. Attending online church, taking tithes when sent…
There is a lot of concern that fgf is leaving her teenage daughter ALONE with T more than is appropriate. He is also talking to her as if he is has "stepfather". He called himself her "Bonus Dad". When FGF went to pick up the Littles, she left them alone. He spends the majority of his time in his truck on TT and the Daughter is in the house.
(((Total side note, the daughter created a hidden TT account. When her Mom found out, she took the phone away. Many RRs saw the videos and agree that this is one time that FGF did the right thing by taking the phone away; BUT has not given her much more attention. She is in her vehicle on TT while T is in his vehicle on TT.))
10/14/2022 FGF held a DV Awareness Live" and spent the majority of the time talking about herself and her issues and feelings. The people in the box all had an opportunity to speak, but most were squad members who allowed her to talk over them.
10/15/2022 FGF alters 2 different dresses for the Daughter to wear to Home Coming. She spent all day doing it and made a big production on live about her sewing skills.
T appears to be restless and bored. Speculation is that as soon as he has the funds (from battles) he will be leaving. They have both been coy when asked when he is leaving. The answer is always "Christmas".
October 28th something happened, He left her house and moved into a hotel. He stayed there for several days. He finally left after much harassment from her. She even said if he came back just to BOINK her she would meet him somewhere because he was “that good”
She has spent the month of November pining over phantom men. Crocheting, Knitting on expensive knitting machines *again her cult pays for everything. She has no real job. If asked, she says “TikTok is my job”. Her money comes from “gifts” from her cult.
She was on live 11/19 and went to a bar. She told the guy who tried to talk to her that there were 689 people there with her and she was “working”. He touched her jeans and she flipped out.
An hour or so later (3am) she is ready to leave and gets in the UBER and the driver calls out her address and says “is this where we are going” and FGF says Yes. She doxed herself.
When she got home, she smoked on the front porch then went inside and got her karaoke microphone out and started to sing into it. LOUD. Her daughter was asleep in the other room. She drank several beers and then brandished a pack of small fireball bottles and said she was going to drink them too.
At 5:30am she is in her chat with 3 other people and they are trying to convince her to log off and go to sleep. She screeches out several times that all she wants to do is get BOINKED. Keep in mind … 14 year old daughter in the other room.
She has repeated the “go to bar, act important, come home get trashed and make an even bigger fool of herself on TT” several times – it could be her new Saturday night thing.
12/6 Mike I told her he is into her in the middle of the night. She mocked him in a live a little later in the day. He keeps calling her Bruh and Dude. She really is one of the guys.
Manny MAY be figuring her out. In the mean time she keeps talking ab out all the nasty pictures they send back and forth. Regardless he is in it for the $$ and the clout and they have plans to get together sometime during the Christmas break.
Sometime in mid December she drove to visit Manny. This was before the planned date. It was not a good visit. Rumor has it he felt catfished. He has been a polite man so far and has not “spilled the tea” on their visit. There are videos of his slapping her upside the head with some slice ham. YES, lunch meat. SHE says they “did it” several times and then she realized they were not a good fit. She left in the middle of the night, after drinking a lot while live on TT
She got a hotel room and called Mike I. At 3:30am for sympathy. She (who just climbed out of some strange mans bed) is mad because Mike said he was talking to someone named Megan. She went home the next day, worked on her knitting and planned her future with Mike I.
She apparently told Mike he was always the one. They made plans for him to actually fly to see her. Her plan was to fly to him first (as a surprise since he had never flown before) and they would then fly back to NC together. Because there were ice storms forecasted all over the country, she went a few days early.
She “tried” to do rankings. She never had enough people who were gifting her to get very far. She did get to # 4 once. It was enough to pay rent. While Mike was there, and she was sleeping, Mike did battles on her account. He did very well and when she woke up, he had progressed pretty high. That may be the day she got to #4. Apparently there is/was an issue with her not giving him some of the money from the battles he participated in. He did work hard.
2023
She suffered alone for almost a month. Then she and Mike talked and decided they were meant to be together. He flew back to NC and lasted less than a week. He was sick when he got there. Went to ER, had bronchitis. She cooked for him when she rarely cooks for her children.
Then she got sick and he spent all his time on line and did nothing for her. Then she took him to a bar to watch the Cowboys game (they lost) and she decided she was going out. She needed alone time. With Mike she left her 14 year old daughter alone in the house with him. This is a scary pattern. She came home. They argued. She kicked him out somewhere between 3:30am and 4:30am. Got him a Uber and a hotel room. Now (1/25) they are talking about each other and acting like children. She posted the argument in 10 parts on one of her accounts.
1/25/2023 She is on the prowl again. Hair done, new nails and wearing a shirt that exposes her boobies. All while telling her squad and whoever else will listen, how much she appreciates them for all they have given her. “It doesn’t matter how much or if you gift her at all.”
February and March were filled with the SheFish on the prowl. She had a couple of close calls. One flat out told her he would not sleep with her. Another even said he caught a Catfish and then did not get involved with her.
She also tried several times to Rank and failed. Her content is filled with defending her choice in men and saying that everything posted on "Reddit" is a lie.
Her step-brother chose not to live any longer and she used that for as much sympathy and views as she possibly could. Streaming the funeral cars, the “wake, the strife internally in the family and showing everyone drinking and then possibly getting in their cars driving. "Reddit" spent a lot of time discussing her children’s lack of appropriate clothing for a funeral.
A group of people from "Reddit" formed yet another Discord to keep their activities private and then went live on TT, spending many hours bashing her and her lifestyle. Bringing her ex-fishermen into the lives and having them tell their stories. I’m not sure how successful that was. I only watched one time. She talks about Reddit as if it was on person...
March 30th, she was successful. She suckered a new victim into her bed. When she asked him (when they met) if he was happy, he said “you look different”. He didn’t leave or run…YET!

I (24M) have been in a relationship with my gf (26F) or should i say ex-gf for 1 and a half years.
Our relationship started as a fairytale… us coming from different countries and different backgrounds made it very challenging but both of us were up to the challenge.
She was there in my country for 3 months as a part of global exchange experience… i later on knew she came here as she was severely depressed and part of the therapy was to change her environment, however the 3 months ended up being 10 months after meeting me.
After the 10 months she wasn’t happy anymore to stay with me in my country and she decided to return to her country and carry on our relationship from a distance till i can also find a job opportunity abroad and move together and marry in another country.
I forgot to mention she is a master’s student and I’ve been helping her with her masters along with my studies then later on my job. She would’ve failed the first year of it if it wasn’t for me.
I have been very supportive, caring and loving. With her own words “i was the best man she ever met” and i really know how to treat a lady. I gave my all in this relationship and i had huge expectations and future plans together
After returning to her country she was lifeless, she had very limited friends and she was always alone in her daily life, well except that i was always there for her but from a distance. With this previous input I encouraged her to go on erasmus semester to make some friends and have some fun in a new experience, she hesitated in the beginning but I encouraged her and supported her till she finally applied and traveled.
She went on erasmus nearly one month ago… the last time we had met at that time was 2 months ago and we planned together to meet after one month from now, it was difficult to meet regularly but we managed our life till she finishes her masters then we can settle and have long term plan.
Since she arrived to her erasmus country (turkey) she completely changed, her reply time declined dramatically and there was always excuses ssuch as sorry i didn’t have internet access or sorry I cannot call you as I’m out with colleagues….etc.
Even though i wasn’t used to this but i showed understanding as i know it’s a new environment and she was overwhelmed by everything and i hoped that soon she will return to normal, I won’t lie i felt hugely neglected and didn’t feel prioritized.
After one week from being there and on a Friday night she told me she’s going out with her friends to a club….i was checking up on her every now and then until she stopped replying to my texts for almost 4 hours and it was almost 4am. I went crazy and got extremely worried, until she finally replied saying she was ok and I shouldn’t worry so i asked to call her but she said let’s call tomorrow i can explain.
On Saturday morning she called me and i immediately knew something was wrong… i told her you cheated on me and she got shocked… after few minutes she confessed that she got drunk and she made out with a guy on the dance floor then they went outside and continued making out while touching her everywhere until he put his fingers inside of her twice then she finally decided to stop. I was in shock and extremely angry and disappointed, she asked for forgiveness and i said let me think about it after taking a break for a day… after cooling down i realized that maybe it was a drunken mistake and she missed intimacy “as she said” and I decided to give her a chance to make it right… only to find out that she is rethinking our relationship and asking for more time to process her feelings. The next couple of days went so heavy on me.. how can i be the one who got cheated on and she’s the one rethinking the relationship!!! Specially that she always admits i was the best bf she’s ever been with however I cannot force her on anything so i gave her the space she asked for.. after few days she came up with 3 fundamental topics that she’s not happy about and she wanted me to change them… due to our different cultures these topics were nearly impossible for me to compromise, however I compromised 2 of the total 3 and askef her to meet me halfway by compromising the 3rd one. She was reluctant but eventually told me she will do it temporarily until we meet and speak about it face to face… during all this time she had been very distant, rude and cold while i was suffering from the fact that she cheated on me and having a huge wound in my heart. I was sleepless for almost 2 weeks while she lived her life normally.
I asked her to come to me at my country to save our distant long distance relationship and I offered to pay the tickets as she couldn’t afford it and i was surprised she didn’t accept immediately.. it took her over a week to finally decide and she finally agreed. It was also a surprise for me that she didn’t tell anyone from her new community that she’s going to her bf… she just said she was traveling which made me also suspicious, i also later on found out that she went and asked the guy she made out with about his opinion of what happened between them at that night!!! And he said he didn’t know she had a bf and he doesn’t want sny headache and he just wants to have fun. It made me also think why would she approach him again and ask for his opinion!!!
After she finally arrived to my country we connected again and i was so broken but she wasn’t.. she was somehow distant and cold… after discussing what happened one day i got so emotional and started crying but she was very tough and stayed there without saying anything.
One time she was showing me something over her phone and when I started scrolling she panicked and got her phone back. I asked if she was hiding something and she said no. So I decided to later on check her phone without her knowing…. When i did it i was shocked… the night she was traveling to me she was SEXTING with him… she told him she had feelings for him and that she wants him in the right way, however he was very clear that he just wanted sex and she replied that I’m still in a relationship… he answered saying “you didn’t think about your relationship when you had my dick in your hand” … she ended up the conversation saying “will you think about us?” Less than 24 hours of meeting me!!!!
After confronting her with what I found she collapsed… she started crying like crazy and asking for forgiveness, she said she regrets everything and that I didn’t deserve that and that she doesn’t know why she did it
I decided to break up with her but she keeps sending me asking for second chance(even after i blocked her from everything she still sends through my friends) Shes is saying she loves me and she will never do this again and she will put boundaries with everyone and that she doesn’t want to lose me. My friends are telling me that she did something that cannot be forgiving and it wasn’t just a mistake but it was a choice and she kept me as an option as she took me for granted.
I am asking for advice here… should i give her a second chance? Or shoul i throw her away and try to recover and move on with my life?

This is REALLY LONG. If you just want to know the numbers, here they are. If you want some detail, read the entire document.
THE MEN

1. Nathan....March 2021 (First viral video about her TT crush meeting)
   
2. Rusty.....April/May 2021
   
3. Josh......June 2021
   
4. Daniel....August 2021
   
5. Dusty.....Nov / Dec 2021 to NYE
   
6. Derrick...February 2022
   
7. Jonathon…Feb / March 2022 – August 2022
   
8. Dakota....August 19, 2022
   
9. Kev......(Maybe) Sept 1 - 3, 2022
   
10. Kyle.....September 17 – 21, 2022
    
11. Tommy.....October 1 - 26 (edited)
    
12. Manny.....December (mid month)
    
13. MikeIV.....December 20’ish to December 26’ish
    

13 ½…MikeIV......January 17,2023 to January 22, 2023
13 ¾…Tatted something in TN – Just visited – no whoopee.

1. JeromyKelly…March 30, 2023 to ???

The start... Faith joined TT around February 2021 “A strong independent single woman” with 5 children. One lives with her while the other 4 live with their respective fathers. At the time she worked nights, 12 hour shifts at a local hospital in the ER. Where she said she was the Charge Nurse. In the morning after work, she would come home, get on live and feed the ducks at the park across the street from her apartment. It was fun, calming and made her seem like a really endearing person. This is how she cultivated her initial following. (edited)
2021 March to June She has a "platform" - what is it really??? Drinking, crying. lip syncing, Ranking, flirting, playing word games with a cheater app? GRWM as I sit around and drink beer and cry
Somewhere between the time she got on TT and met Nathan, she met her "Best Friend" who has kept telling her she is picking losers. She ignores him every time. I think she blocked him recently. He has not been around. Maybe he got smart!! I like him and respect him enough not to blast his name here. He surfaced the again after she broke up with #7. There is a lot of speculation about them having a physical relationship. Can't be substantiated, I'm not adding it.
Mar 2021 There was her TT Crush - Nathan - mutual not a thing - clout for her for sure - I sat there watching them cuddle and as the number of her followers rose higher and higher. Always use #FYP, It was her first viral video.
April or May 2021 then the dude in PA with false teeth - Rusty he drank as much or maybe more than her! It was not a good relationship. She drove up to see him twice, he drove to her once (with his son) and that is when they broke up. She insinuated he was abusive towards her and she demanded he leave. They spent a lot of time on their own Lives complaining about the other. He has since fallen onto really hard times. (9/21/2022 living in his car)
June'ish 2021- Several nights after breaking up with Rusty, she was drunker than she had probably ever been on a Live. There were teenagers across the street in the park, playing on the swings that had a terrible squeal. The squeal was so bad you could hear it over the Live. Josh came to rescue her from the abuse of the teenage boys. She called the police on them, and she stood in the middle of her street, drunk off her ass, telling the police she could not tell them the address because "she was live on TT with over 1000 viewers". Josh lived about 1/2 a mile down the street from her and he heard all the stuff happening on the police scanner. When they talked the kids into apologizing and going home, she invited him in for a beer and a "Movie" at 2am. All she had was warm beer.
A couple of weeks later FGF moved into his house with all most all her stuff and her son who was living with her at the time. (She had to keep her apartment because the lease was not up until February 2022) He really enjoyed the time he spent with all her kids. Made cute happy videos with them. He bought groceries and cooked FGF's favorite meat (rib eye) on the grill with her older daughter. He grew to have a special bond with the older daughter. He gave her attention, talked to her like a parent would and generally was a good example of what an adult should be. Josh got FGF the nose piercing she desperately wanted so she could be like all the other TT Creators.
Poor guy, it was down hill from there. Anyone remember the night FGF got super wasted and vomited Taco Bell all over his computer room? She pressure washed HIM on Live instead of the side of the house and DID NOT apologize. She laughed and thought it was funny. Eventually he got smart. Tired of her being drunk all the time. Told her to leave. He called the police on her because she would not leave. She whined and complained that he would not help her move her things back to her apartment.
((Shortly after they broke up, he married some woman (with children) he met on TT. She left him several months later. Last I saw him online he was with another really cute girl. Wonder how long that will last. Poor guy, I think he just wanted to be a father. - 9/2022 He apparently is off TT, which is good for him. His FB page is still active. (edited)))
August 2021'ish There was Daniel from Denver who seemed to be a nice guy, but turned into a really angry man (her story/perspective). Her cult paid for their vacation to Florida where they fell in love. After the vacation, she could not wait to see him so she flew to Denver. This is where they decided he would move to WV. He was supposed to move there around Thanksgiving.
They decided he would move to WV sooner. The would look for a larger place, but in the mean time they would live with her in her nasty 1 (2?) bedroom with his two dogs, He didn't give them proper vet care (which made me really mad). The squad contributed money so they could pay for the move. During the time he was there, he never really held a job, he drank beer and smoked all day. Got money from her to pay for it. While she was actually working a 12 hour day. That turned into a HUGE drama with police, pods and puppies. Anyone remember her laying on the couch with the “cold sore” blaming it on the stress of the drive from Colorado.
*Update- I left out the part where she wrecked his car. He tried to get her to pay for it and she said "F NO!" He left her and went to Iowa to see his "daughter" who was an ex's daughter, who was not even an ex. But, apparently was an ex. He left his dogs at FGF's house and one of them, poor guy had a bad ear issue. Made me even more angry. People offered to pay the vet bill and he still didn't take him until the poor dog was crying in pain. She blames Dan for nude photos of her being spread all over TT and other places. He has since moved on, has a new attractive adult woman in his life. Sadly he had to put 2 dogs down, I don’t know if they are the same ones, but that is never anything you wish on anyone.
Nov/ Dec 2021 The dude in Nashville “Dusty” who couldn't carry a tune but had all of TT convinced he was a real singer, had big bucks and a pending recording contract.
She drove from WV to Nashville to meet him at the hotel where he was a night auditor. She and Dusty went to "play hotel" while he left his friend watching the front desk. (He said in one of her lives while she was crying over one of her many men "I might as well shoot my shot"
In December he held a M & G in Nashville for her fans and his fans. They charged people to attend. They both got so drunk they had to leave and they drove the wrong way on the freeway.
This is also where she left her children with a woman she had never met in person. It is also where she met sweet Sarah in person and hoodwinked her into thinking she was really her friend. ((2022) Some people think that Sarah has become just like FGF. If she has it is because people have shown her how easily they can be duped into giving away their money to people they do not know)
She (FGF) and Dusty crashed and burned after NYE 2022. She was angry and drank and cried and drank and cried… She then began her search for the next man. Don't forget Dusty wrote a song for her. Nighttime Lifetime https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C6_8LfvJS3M (9/2022 Dusty posts video sobbing about losing THE ONE, the LOVE OF HIS LIFE, rumor has it he did her wrong too)
Dec 2021 – Christmas - Oh, and let's not forget Troy who paid her $200 and bought her a new Christmas tree in return for some nudes. Also, "The Squad" gathered $ to get her Jeep fixed in November /December and bought all her kids Christmas presents. Roxanne even bought her a KitchenAid Stand Mixer in her favorite color. This gift was appx $500/$600 depending on where it was purchased. (edited)
2022 January - February
January 2022 was filled with crying, drinking, man bashing and flirting... She blasted Dusty let everyone know how terrible he really was. She told her squad ALL about how Dusty did her wrong, used her for bail money, about his arrest and secret family.
February 2022 - Derrick – almost immediately after breaking up with Dusty, she fell in LOVE with Derrick before even meeting him. She flew to Houston to meet him. He had to drive 4 hours from Lake Charles LA. to pick her up from the airport and when the visit was over, another 4 to take her back. Which was the longer drive? They seemed ok the first night. The 2nd night they wer drunk. The 3rd night she went home. She had to get back to work. She was still a working as an RN then,
When Derrick broke up with her, he said he was 100% catfished. She was very, very dramatic about it, she made FB and TT posts referencing “un-aliving” herself, clearly she didn't do it. I am not adding all the info in this section because it references her son. She did delete the posts on TT and on FB. During her visit, She got a matching heart tattoo with a fishing hook on it, with D (He has since has his covered up)). This turned into the most toxic of all her breakups (so far).
**Update - It was brought to my attention I left out the HP drama. I'm leaving it out of here. this is mostly for her "man drama" someone else can document that.
2022 THE EXTRA MEN - *Update - After Derrick she strung along a lot of "innocents ". Except I think they just wanted a piece of a$$ and to live in her clout bubble.
Mr Kentucky 1 – Kyle They were going to meet and then they weren’t. She blocked him and told her squad, “we are not going to talk about him”. It turns out that he was not ready to meet her in person. "He was new to TT" and "realized he was in over his head". He has since met several / many people from TT and is not afraid of FGF now. (9/17/2022) There is so much more to this. He was potentially involved with other women as well as his “BabyMama” and was very busy playing the field. Also, for the 2nd time, she has said she was going to quit smoking because he does not like kissing a smoker.
ToothPick Boy – You almost never saw him without a toothpick. Jordan (8/2022 -tried to get back in her good graces. Not sure what happened) He is still around. One day he will get to "shoot his shot". (9/2022 – Jordan has joined Reddit and left the Cult)
Mike Ivie - Saw through her and was not interested in the unwashed. He rejected her and he named her roach Pedro. He was very gross and rude to her in their dual lives. She blocked him when she and J became a couple. (9/21 Mike is unblocked) He hangs around - making what would normally be vulgar comments, except that they pertain to her lack of hygiene. She has a clear lack of hygiene. Falls asleep drunk, in the makeup from the day before. Goes to her jeep for a smoke and TT. 12/6/2022 he’ssssssss baccckkkkk!!
Then there was Hunter who managed to dodge the bullet before meeting her. He had his own dating drama happening and FGF felt like he was cheating on her before they ever met.
Millie is her new Bestie. They flirt a lot and he even posted a picture of his Abreva so that if she had a flare up, they could share meds. How sweet? (1/1/2023) They seem to be on the outs.
(BACK TO THE TIMELINE)
End of Feb or Maybe March 2022 - Poor Jonathan who should have known better, but hey... to each his own. He was still married. She acts like they are forever couple. Not until he is divorced or figures out the cash cow is going to run out of money!
2022 - April - August
April - Jon flirts with her while she is flirting with the other guys...
May 2022 Met Jonathan in Person - One very drunken night, Jonathan said he would "like to shoot his shot" It was the same time she was flirting with Hunter and Jordan. She even said in one of her Lives, while she was basically incoherent, that she would rather meet Jonathan than Hunter. So, she drove down to NC to meet him and also to house hunt. (Her plan was to move to NC to be closer to her family.)
He joined her in the Rankings stuff. When she was going hard and heavy to "WIN, WIN, WIN," he and Sarah would take over while she worked. They went on their first date to a turtle sanctuary and later on in their relationship they got matching turtle tattoos and she got that nasty puss oozing face piercing, again to be like the other TT Creators. In August, she ended up moving further from all her family and close to him.) and blamed him. If she had known he was going to break up with her, she would not have moved there. She screamed this several times during her drunk lives. She also claimed she gave him a laptop and $10K Heck if I spent that much time helping someone go high up in the rankings, I better well make some of the money!
June 2022 She spends a lot of time with Jonathan, brings her kids to his house, swims in the neighbor's pool. Gets COVID, takes her kids to GWL and probably becomes SuperSpreaderFGF. Makes and deletes tic tok posts about being fine and then sick and asks people to pray for her. All while her children are at her apartment.
July - The littles leave for their dad's because he goes on vacation EVERY YEAR on the 4th of July.
(7/2022 Dusty and Daniel are TT Besties now. Partying, drinking and posting TT Videos together.)
July 2022 She takes her two older children and their (half?) sibling to Florida for a trip. They go parasailing, riding jet skies, out to seafood and steak restaurants, lounging on the beach with no care in the world, swimming in the pool at an AirBnB. Her followers paid for this trip. How many of her "followers", "squad", "sycophants", "fans" take this kind of vacation? And brag about other people paying for it "because they know what I have been through. " The only things she has been through are drama of her own making. Neither J or his children participate in the Florida trip.
J's morning coffee talk used to be cool. Now it is filled with her people asking him questions about her. (7/6/2022) On this morning someone asked if they had broken up. He said "NO, there has been no breakup".
August 2022 She has banned/blocked as many people as she can possibly think of that are on Reddit and still spends more time on her phone than with her children.
She is making plans to move to North Carolina. She had originally planned to move there to be closer to her family that lives there. She changed her mind and put down 6 Months rent on a house very close to where J lives.
All the while She flirts openly with men while doing battles and makes comments that any self respecting woman would not say in public.
Jordan tells her he misses her and loves her.
She is falling apart mentally. She can't muster enough support to do the rankings. She can't admit to herself that she has messed up.
Three days before she made the move, Jonathan broke up with her via text. "He screwed me over!!! I have Kids!!!" - There are two sides to every story and Jonathan respectfully and very much in public, told his story via 2 lives on 9/17 and 9/18. (edited)
2022 August Her apartment in WV is paid for until the end of August, but she decides to move the first weekend of the month. In the middle of packing up the U-Haul truck to make her move, she claimed Josh wrote her letter asking her not to move, he still loves her and wants her call him. The handwriting is very feminine. She also claimed that during the night or maybe it was the drive, someone vandalized her Jeep and cut the serpentine belt.
She made her move to NC the weekend of the(Aug) 5th. She wouldn’t tell anyone where, then asked for help unloading the U-Haul at the storage area. She ended up doing most of it alone. She hired someone to help for 2 hours to move the heavy items. She even bragged bout how she got the storage space for one month free! Of course her location is secret. BUT!!! Several times in a very inebriated state mentioned where she was moving. Probably to throw us all off her trail. She was staying in an Air BnB on the beach until her rental home is ready. Jonathan was being an adult. He explained the “why” in one of his coffee lives He said he is basically not ready emotionally and most of all mentally and is seeing a therapist. More importantly, his children come first!!!!
8/18/2022 SizeMatters - (Mr Kentucky 2) She drove 11 hours to meet him for the first time in person. This is after dropping her children off (I think) and spend a couple of nights there. They made several videos together. She taught him how to create a wish list and drove the 11 hours home. All the while, texting (TT'ing) and talking to her Squad while driving. Dakota has a very troubled past and associating with her was not good for his mental health. She went to spend another weekend with him a couple of weeks later. This weekend just happened to be the one before school starts. She may or may not have taken her 14 year old daughter on that trip. If she didn't take C on the trip, the speculation is that she left her at home alone or dropped her off at her grandfathers. People in her chat were confused about which lie to perpetuate and a couple insinuated that she was with them.
After that weekend, people were even more toxic in his Lives and he and FGF stopped being “Official”. He had to step away for his sobriety. He appears to be doing very well now and leads some sobriety chats a couple of days a week. She has said several times it if wasn't for the ugliness in his chat they would still be together.
September 2022
(9/1/2022) FGF needed help moving everything from her storage to her new rental house. KevTrain was kind enough to offer during one of their ranking battles and she took him up on it. We are not sure if they did the deed, but we do know she was totally drunk outside of a hotel room doing a Live while he was inside the room walking around. It looked like he was pacing back and forth. He did help her move that weekend. Afterwards she verbally abused one of his Mods which was the wrong thing to do. Given the choice of his Mod or her, he chose the Mod.
Then they mutually told people (when asked), that they were both cool people. Since then Kev has made it very clear in several video comments and Lives that he has nothing to do with her at all.
No Specific Date here – Just September 2022 - She is visiting her "Loyer" (s) to see about shutting down the Reddit group. “It is all lies” She has never tried to cancel or harm anyone’s reputation on TT, she has never done anything the Red Eye Snarks said she did. She is very upset all the big creators are not rallying to support her. She has never driven after drinking, she never drive while not paying attention to the road. She never did all these things that there are many videos of her doing.
9/10/2022 She created another count down video series. For meeting her new TT Crush. (She has to stay relevant somehow.)
(9/17/2022 – Kyle comes to visit. The have never met in person. Already calling her "Babe" and "Pumpkin" in chat. He is coming across as if he is a kid in high school talking to his sweetheart. Originally he had a time off of Mon to Wed, as of 9/18 he has an open return to home date. Speculation is he either quit his job or got fired. When he went home, he did go to work, so he was not fired.
Friday or Saturday night - Three of his Ex's went Live to discuss him. They called him a womanizer, user and he even hit one of their children in the mouth.
He owes a lot of back child support. One of those ex's was his BabyMama who he still has a very close relationship with.
Sunday they went fishing, got drunk and went live after they got home. They drank all night long. When they pulled up to the house, Kyle ranted that her Daughter left all the lights on in the house.
Her daughter was home since it was a Sunday night and she had school the next day. FGF and Kyle drank all night. They got off Live at about 5:30AM Monday.
9/21/2022 – Kyle left to go home for a "dentist appointment".
On 9/22 FGF said he is going back to his BabyMamma. SMH! Was it just for clout? to raise money? was his BM involved?
She is back in all her mens chats, but when it comes to gifting during a battle... Her "Battle Cry" is "I can't reload"so she is unable to send them gifts.
2022 October 10/1/2022 FGF has been using her alternate account and while flirting with Risk it 4 da bizket (Tommy) she changed it to include part of his name. He changed his backup account to something like hers (I'll fix this later) – Tommy DROVE from Oklahoma to North Carolina to visit with her. He said he would not get out of his truck unless his subscriber numbers went up.
They attended on-line church together and she made sure people knew they were there by demanding to be in the box
They have also gone fishing where she told their followers that if anyone sent them a lion they would eat a worm. If his follower - he would. If her cult member - she would. They spent the evening making emotes for his subscribers. No sign of her child being home for this visit.
They “appear” to be a "solid" couple on the outside. Attending online church, taking tithes when sent…
There is a lot of concern that fgf is leaving her teenage daughter ALONE with T more than is appropriate. He is also talking to her as if he is has "stepfather". He called himself her "Bonus Dad". When FGF went to pick up the Littles, she left them alone. He spends the majority of his time in his truck on TT and the Daughter is in the house.
(((Total side note, the daughter created a hidden TT account. When her Mom found out, she took the phone away. Many RRs saw the videos and agree that this is one time that FGF did the right thing by taking the phone away; BUT has not given her much more attention. She is in her vehicle on TT while T is in his vehicle on TT.))
10/14/2022 FGF held a DV Awareness Live" and spent the majority of the time talking about herself and her issues and feelings. The people in the box all had an opportunity to speak, but most were squad members who allowed her to talk over them.
10/15/2022 FGF alters 2 different dresses for the Daughter to wear to Home Coming. She spent all day doing it and made a big production on live about her sewing skills.
T appears to be restless and bored. Speculation is that as soon as he has the funds (from battles) he will be leaving. They have both been coy when asked when he is leaving. The answer is always "Christmas".
October 28th something happened, He left her house and moved into a hotel. He stayed there for several days. He finally left after much harassment from her. She even said if he came back just to BOINK her she would meet him somewhere because he was “that good”
She has spent the month of November pining over phantom men. Crocheting, Knitting on expensive knitting machines *again her cult pays for everything. She has no real job. If asked, she says “TikTok is my job”. Her money comes from “gifts” from her cult.
She was on live 11/19 and went to a bar. She told the guy who tried to talk to her that there were 689 people there with her and she was “working”. He touched her jeans and she flipped out.
An hour or so later (3am) she is ready to leave and gets in the UBER and the driver calls out her address and says “is this where we are going” and FGF says Yes. She doxed herself.
When she got home, she smoked on the front porch then went inside and got her karaoke microphone out and started to sing into it. LOUD. Her daughter was asleep in the other room. She drank several beers and then brandished a pack of small fireball bottles and said she was going to drink them too.
At 5:30am she is in her chat with 3 other people and they are trying to convince her to log off and go to sleep. She screeches out several times that all she wants to do is get BOINKED. Keep in mind … 14 year old daughter in the other room.
She has repeated the “go to bar, act important, come home get trashed and make an even bigger fool of herself on TT” several times – it could be her new Saturday night thing.
12/6 Mike I told her he is into her in the middle of the night. She mocked him in a live a little later in the day. He keeps calling her Bruh and Dude. She really is one of the guys.
Manny MAY be figuring her out. In the mean time she keeps talking ab out all the nasty pictures they send back and forth. Regardless he is in it for the $$ and the clout and they have plans to get together sometime during the Christmas break.
Sometime in mid December she drove to visit Manny. This was before the planned date. It was not a good visit. Rumor has it he felt catfished. He has been a polite man so far and has not “spilled the tea” on their visit. There are videos of his slapping her upside the head with some slice ham. YES, lunch meat. SHE says they “did it” several times and then she realized they were not a good fit. She left in the middle of the night, after drinking a lot while live on TT
She got a hotel room and called Mike I. At 3:30am for sympathy. She (who just climbed out of some strange mans bed) is mad because Mike said he was talking to someone named Megan. She went home the next day, worked on her knitting and planned her future with Mike I.
She apparently told Mike he was always the one. They made plans for him to actually fly to see her. Her plan was to fly to him first (as a surprise since he had never flown before) and they would then fly back to NC together. Because there were ice storms forecasted all over the country, she went a few days early.
She “tried” to do rankings. She never had enough people who were gifting her to get very far. She did get to # 4 once. It was enough to pay rent. While Mike was there, and she was sleeping, Mike did battles on her account. He did very well and when she woke up, he had progressed pretty high. That may be the day she got to #4. Apparently there is/was an issue with her not giving him some of the money from the battles he participated in. He did work hard.
2023
She suffered alone for almost a month. Then she and Mike talked and decided they were meant to be together. He flew back to NC and lasted less than a week. He was sick when he got there. Went to ER, had bronchitis. She cooked for him when she rarely cooks for her children.
Then she got sick and he spent all his time on line and did nothing for her. Then she took him to a bar to watch the Cowboys game (they lost) and she decided she was going out. She needed alone time. With Mike she left her 14 year old daughter alone in the house with him. This is a scary pattern. She came home. They argued. She kicked him out somewhere between 3:30am and 4:30am. Got him a Uber and a hotel room. Now (1/25) they are talking about each other and acting like children. She posted the argument in 10 parts on one of her accounts.
1/25/2023 She is on the prowl again. Hair done, new nails and wearing a shirt that exposes her boobies. All while telling her squad and whoever else will listen, how much she appreciates them for all they have given her. “It doesn’t matter how much or if you gift her at all.”
February and March were filled with the SheFish on the prowl. She had a couple of close calls. One flat out told her he would not sleep with her. Another even said he caught a Catfish and then did not get involved with her.
She also tried several times to Rank and failed. Her content is filled with defending her choice in men and saying that everything posted on "Reddit" is a lie.
Her step-brother chose not to live any longer and she used that for as much sympathy and views as she possibly could. Streaming the funeral cars, the “wake, the strife internally in the family and showing everyone drinking and then possibly getting in their cars driving. "Reddit" spent a lot of time discussing her children’s lack of appropriate clothing for a funeral.
A group of people from "Reddit" formed yet another Discord to keep their activities private and then went live on TT, spending many hours bashing her and her lifestyle. Bringing her ex-fishermen into the lives and having them tell their stories. I’m not sure how successful that was. I only watched one time. She talks about Reddit as if it was on person...
March 30th, she was successful. She suckered a new victim into her bed. When she asked him (when they met) if he was happy, he said “you look different”. He didn’t leave or run…YET!

I initially posted this on AITA, but it got removed for mentions of violence. I truly feel like its incredibly relevant and the story cannot be told without it. It was only up for 15 mins, but it had like 13 comments already.
Heres the link: https://www.reddit.com/AmItheAsshole/comments/127xjfb/wibta_if_i_didnt_invite_my_great_aunt_to_my/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android_app&utm_name=androidcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button
I am going to post my ORIGINAL initial version which got taken down immediately for being too long. I really feel like it gives way more necessary context. Here it goes:
I (27nb) am engaged to my beautiful fiancée(29MtF). We have been engaged for over 2 years because our finances have been an absolute mess. We're underemployed and are also in debt. It's been difficult, but we are great support systems for each other and barely fight in general. We both have an understanding that we have to try to work hard to get out of this situation and it's actually has gotten better in the past couple weeks, which I am extremely grateful for. Due to our financial situation, we're in no rush to get married. Especially since we want a big wedding.
I digress. Back to the prompt.
Background: I guess my maternal family is catholic? It's complicated, especially since I haven't known any of them to go to church or anything, and my mother is agnostic. My late grandmother prayed a lot and told me God loved me sometimes, but that's about as religious my family gets.
So because of this, their extremely bigoted behavior is very much unexcusable (not that it ever is, but religious people like to hide behind "god" to justify their beliefs and behavior). They all have said and done EXTREMELY racist and homophobic things.
More background: My family are not American. I was born, raised, and live in the US. I'm also kinda biracial. Both my paternal and maternal family are from the same country, but they are very clearly different races. My maternal family is white (mother is biracial though, but white passing) and my father's family is a mix of a bunch of different things (I'm also the lightest of my paternal family (absolutely not white passing though), I don't think that's relevant but thought I'd give as much context).
Again, back to my great aunt on my maternal side.
She is the worst person I know and probably ever will know.
My mother told me that when she was a child in their home country, my great aunt would scream at her about how when she cried she looked like a hideous "enter slur of what my mom's father's race was."
She is a slum lord who brags about abusing her tenants.
My parents had me pretty young. My mother was a teenager in college. My great aunt has repeatedly told me very directly and multiple times that I ruined my mother's life, even though my mom is now extremely successful.
Once, while she was driving me to my father's house, she called him a bunch of racial slurs to me and told me why my parents split up.
This is not the worst thing she did, but i feel like its the most relevant to my situation. When I was around 7, she sat me and all my cousins down to tell us if any one of us became lesbians, she'd kill us.
I was incredibly afraid to tell my family that my partner of years was a trans woman. I never said that in particular. I always encouraged her to express her self however she wanted and that i would go crazy on my family if they ever said a thing. She was stealth for years by her own decision. I told her we could tell my family at any point she was comfortable, but I did share with her my trauma in regards to my family. She has repeatedly told me that that wasn't the reason she didn't come out to them, and I believe her.
When she was finally ready to tell my family, we started with my parents who I knew would be supportive. I told my mother that I was afraid of her family, so she told them for me. I am eternally grateful for that.
No one on either side of my family had any objections or said anything fucked up about it. I was pleasantly shocked, to say the least. Everyone loves my partner and has been extremely supportive and loves my partner, on both sides of my family.
My great aunt hasn't done anything fucked up after we came out to my family, which is good.
During a family gathering, I was talking to her daughter and our weddings came up since we got engaged a month apart from each other. She knows how I feel about her mother, and I very candidly told her that her mom was not invited to my wedding. She understood.
After that, I'm pretty sure she told her, because I got a text message from my great aunt saying that she would love to help me pay for my dress. She then sent me 300 dollars to put towards it (havent bought my wedding dress yet, but the one i want is 1400. So it was a sizeable and generous amount). I was absolutely not expecting it, and was completely shocked by her reaction. I was truly not expecting her to handle the situation like this, especially because she is very much the worst person I know. She never said that she was sorry for the homophobic threats of violence, but I have a feeling this is her way of apologizing.
This is where I may be the asshole. I still don't want her to come.
My mother doesn't like her either but says that I should atleast give her the money back. She said it would be assholeish of me to just pocket it and still not invite her. I agree with that its very much an asshole thing to do, but I think if I do decide to keep the money I deserve it for all the trauma she put me through. Someone's gotta pay all my therapy and psychiatrist co-pays, you know? So I know if I did that, I would definitely be an asshole, but I'm truly fine with it.
But WIBTA if I were to not invite her after she extended this olive branch? Even if I were to give her back the money?
Either way, I'm pretty sure about my decision. Just curious.

Road to Backlash:
It's the RAW after Wrestlemania and excitement is at an all time high after one of the greatest Wrestlemanias ever. The show opens with a tag team match between The Good Brothers and The Viking Raiders, where the Good Brothers win with a Magic Killer. Enraged by the loss, the Raiders decide to take their anger out on Gallows and Anderson, attacking them during their celebration. Looking outpowered, they seem to be incapable of saving themselves, leading to the save coming from none other than AJ Styles, returning after 4 months injured. He manages to restore balance in the fight as the reunited O.C drive the Raiders out of the ring. All looks to be good as the celebrations resume. It isn't until a man jumps the barricade and starts attacking Styles. Gallows and Anderson just stand and watch as the man pulls off his hood.... ITS JAY WHITE!!! He performs his signature taunt before hitting Styles with the Blade Runner.
White explains that it was a no brainer coming to WWE, cause they were the ones offering the most money. White says that he isn't in the business for the fans, or to create a good product, he's there to make as much money as he possibly can so he can retire at 40. Styles is enraged with White's lack of care for the business, saying he didn't work 300 days a year for 20+ years just so the future of the wrestling business could complain about not earning 7 figure sums a year. White responds by telling Styles that things are different these days and the only influence in the wrestling business is the money. Styles says a guy like White doesn't deserve to have a spot so high up in the wrestling industry when its clear he doesn't give a damn about it. White answers by telling Styles he isn't just here to talk, he's here to fight and by the sounds of it he wants a match. Styles says he damn well does and offers a match for Backlash. White says that's not gonna work for him cause come Backlash, Styles won't be capable to wrestle a match ever again. Styles looks confused before getting ambushed by Gallows and Anderson from behind, who drag Styles to the ring. A 3v1 beatdown of Styles continues from last week, but is stopped by none other than THE GUERRILLAS OF DESTINY!!!!!! G.O.D IS HERE IN WWE! Hikuleo, Tonga and Loa all storm the ring, as White, Gallows and Anderson make a swift exit through the crowd. G.O.D check on Styles before helping him up to his feet as the fans are going ecstatic.
The next week on RAW, Styles is out with G.O.D, now under the name The Phenomenal Guerrillas and makes reference to the fact that Hikuleo was the one that drove White out of Japan and right to the front door of WWE. White and The Good Brothers, also now under a collective name of The Switchblade Club, come out and say the fact Styles has backup is completely irrelevant, saying that they aren't outnumbered anymore. The Phenomenal Guerrillas look really confused as CAMERON GRIMES SNEAKS INTO THE RING FROM BEHIND! STYLES TURNS AROUND.... CAVE IN FROM GRIMES!! The Switchblade Club storm the ring and beat up The Phenomenal Guerrillas before putting forward a challenge an 8-man tag team match at Backlash between The Phenomenal Guerrillas and The Switchblade Club. As The Switchblade Club are walking back up the ramp, Styles manages to get back to his feet and grabs a mic, telling White they've got their match at Backlash. White smiles as he's got his debut match sorted.
Backlash:

• The Phenomenal Guerrillas (AJ Styles, Tama Tonga, Tanga Loa and Hikuleo) vs The Switchblade Club (Jay White, Luke Gallows, Karl Anderson and Cameron Grimes)

A tough match that looks like something straight out of New Japan, these 8 men who weren't even on WWE TV up until a month ago put on a great show, with The Switchblade Club coming out on top of the match after 16 minutes, with a Blade Runner from White to Tonga managing to claim the 3 count. After the match, Switchblade Club attacked the Phenomenal Guerrillas, managing to legitimately injure Loa after breaking his arm with steel steps.
Result: The Switchblade Club def. The Phenomenal Guerrillas
Road to King and Queen of the Ring:
Qualifying matches take place in the RAW's and Smackdown's leading to this PPV, with Styles managing to beat Chad Gable in order to gain his spot in the competition. As for White, he disposes of Baron Corbin in a minute to get one step closer to making a hit impact in the company from the get-go. G.O.D and The Good Brothers continue their feud, leading to a tag bout at the PPV.
King and Queen of the Ring:
Quarter-final match: AJ Styles vs Finn Balor
The two former Bullet Club leaders and rivals are pitted against each other in the quarter finals, with both faction leaders eager to get a win. Balor comes into this match the favourite after his current run of form which includes beating Edge at Wrestlemania and an undefeated streak since then. Despite this, Styles still manages to beat Balor after 12 minutes, hitting the Styles Clash to secure his spot in the semi final against Shinsuke Nakamura, who shockingly beat White in the quarter finals.
Result: AJ Styles def. Finn Balor
Semi-final match: AJ Styles vs Shinsuke Nakamura
More history being presented in this match as the former leader of the Bullet Club goes against the former leader of CHAOS. The longest match in the tournament with a runtime of 23 minutes, this match showed that despite being over 40, both Nakamura and Styles could move like they're 20. This great match however is interrupted by a furious White who hits both Nakamura and Styles with Blade Runners, but since Nakamura got hit first, he is the technical winner via disqualification. Cameron Grimes makes his way down to the ring to aid his leader in beating down Nakamura and Styles but the two veterans manage to overpower them and drive them out of the ring.
As for the tag match, G.O.D managed to beat The Good Brothers after hitting the Guerrilla Warfare on Anderson after a 9 minute match.
And, if your curious, LA Knight wins the KOTR tournament, beating Nakamura with the BFT. YEAH!
Road to Money in the Bank:
On the RAW after QAKOTR (I'm not typing all that out again), Styles is placed in a Money in the Bank Qualifying match against Damien Priest, but yet again, White interferes, causing a disqualification for Styles. Styles manages to get payback however, as he gets White disqualified in his match against Matt Riddle. This leads to the two butting heads and an all out brawl ensuing, going around the entire arena. It's stopped by security in the parking lot and both Styles and White are split.
Styles is found in the same parking lot a week later as a bloody mess, with Styles having to be taken away in an ambulance. He is away for two weeks and in that time, White denies any involvement in the assault, but respects whoever did it. It appears obvious that White has done it due to his laid back nature on it.
Styles returns and attacks Grimes after his match against Robert Roode, but is quickly disadvantaged with White storming the ring. Switchblade Club turn things about and appear to have Styles beat, but clearly not when SHINSUKE NAKAMURA COMES TO THE RESCUE! He takes out both White and Grimes, sending them out of the ring before going to check on Styles. Styles gets to his feet and offers a challenge to White. Jay White and Cameron Grimes vs AJ Styles and Shinsuke Nakamura at Money in the Bank. White accepts this offer as the match is made official.
Money in the Bank:

• AJ Styles and Shinsuke Nakamura vs The Switchblade Club (Jay White and Cameron Grimes)

An unlikely alliance is made here as two former Wrestle Kingdom and Wrestlemania rivals (only time ever btw) settle any differences in order to get rid of a disease in WWE in the form of White. A world class display from both teams as the veterans manage to come out on top, with Styles hitting Grimes with a Phenomenal Forearm for the win.
Road to Summerslam:
White calls Styles' win at MITB a fluke, saying he only beat the fall guy in the match and not the real deal. Styles then puts the offer out to White, a No Holds Barred match to end the rivalry once and for all. White accepts the offer as Styles offers his hand out, but gets rejected by White who pushes him away. Styles scoffs before hitting White with a Pele Kick.
Styles is forced to face all the members of The Switchblade Club every week, managing to beat them all while making White feel ashamed of his stablemates.
The final confrontation between Styles and White takes place on the RAW before Summerslam, where a contract signing takes place. Both men bring protection in the form of their stablemates to ensure everything runs smoothly. Quite the opposite happens as the RAW locker room is forced to come out to break the two factions up.
Summerslam:

• AJ Styles vs Jay White in a No Holds Barred match

After 4 months, both men finally get what they want. To tear each other apart with no limits. And thats exactly what they do over 36 minutes, with the eventual winner being AJ Styles, who hits White with a Styles Clash onto a pile of steel chairs. All is not over however as Styles helps White up and shakes his hand after the bout, showing a possible sign of respect. White raises Styles' hand as the celebrations begin with G.O.D and Nakamura joining in. All seems good until NAKAMURA LOW BLOWS STYLES!! WHAT THE HELL?! Styles looks in disbelief as White begins laughing. Tonga and Hikuleo also look shocked but then OUT OF NOWHERE HIKULEO PLANTS HIS OWN BROTHER WITH A T-BOMB!! THIS IS MADNESS!! Hikuleo and Nakamura reveal themselves faithful to the Switchblade Club, as Nakamura reveals he was the one who attacked Styles in the parking lot, not White. A final image is given of the Switchblade Club standing tall over a defeated Styles, who, despite winning the match, has most certaintly lost the war.

At the bottom of the post, I've attached a reflection detailing my thoughts and feelings.
Demographics

• Gender: Male
• Race/Ethnicity: Brown (Indian)
• Residence: India
• Type of School: Private (one of the most competitive high schools in the country)
• Financial Aid: Full-Pay + Merit Scholarships (hopefully)
• Hooks (Recruited Athlete, URM, First-Gen, Geographic, Legacy, etc.): No

Intended Major(s): Business, Entrepreneurship
Academics

• UW GPA: 39/42 in IBDP Y1. Predicted 41/45.
• Rank (or percentile): N/A
• of Honors/AP/IB/Dual Enrollment/etc.: IB Diploma
• Senior Year Course Load: Economics HL, Business Management HL, Math AA HL, English SL, French AB Initio, ESS SL

Standardized Testing

• SAT: 1470 (690RW, 780M) submitted to emory, babson, georgetown, umich and usc

Extracurriculars/Activities

1. Founder, CEO of a business. Manufacturing and selling NFC technology-embedded business cards. $12,500+ revenue. Innovation Fellow for the Harvard- Crimson Youth Entrepreneurship Society’s inaugural cohort.
2. Founder of a not-for-profit ed-tech org. Curated modules and articles on personal finance, taxation, investing, entrepreneurship, and more. 1,000+ members from 23 countries. Collaborated with 3MNCs. Launched an exclusive crypto token for the members: Stock Early ($SE)
3. Author of a 75-page book on ‘how to startup’ for other budding high school entrepreneurs by providing anecdotes from my experience of managing two profitable businesses as a student. Sold over 300 copies.
4. World Scholar's Cup (debating, quizzing, essay writing competition): Represented India at the Tournament of Champions at Yale. Regional Round 1st place. Global Finals top 100.
5. Soccer: National-level player, varsity team captain. Best Player award at national games. Captained the state's only club in the tier-1 youth league.
6. Environmental Service: 3 Fundraisers. Raised $10,000+, helped 10+ restaurants in the city transition from plastic cutlery to sustainable cutlery. helped 1,800+ families during the first wave of covid.
7. Summer Programmes: 1. Babson Summer Study Program on a full tution scholarship. 2 Ivy Early Entrepreneur Summer Program.
8. Clubs: 1. Founder of the Fintech Club: taught a summer program on blockchain financial modeling to 100+ students. 2. President of Finance and Business Club (largest school club: 300+ members)
9. Student Investment Fund: founding member and senior investment officer (cryptocurrencies). Asia's first high school SIF. traded $20,000+
10. Founder, CEO of a semi-professional gaming clan. national accolades.

Other ECs: Chairperson at MUNs, TEDx organising team core member, Atheltics, School council member, freelance video editor and web developer.
Awards/Honors

1. 2 Gold and 2 Silver Medals in Essay Writing and Debating while representing India at the World Scholars Cup Tournament of Champions and Global Rounds. (1/1000+ teams)
2. Babson College Summer Study Financial Aid Scholarship Award: Admitted to Babson College's Summer Study Program for Entrepreneurship (class of 2022) with a full program tuition scholarship award.
3. Most Innovative Idea Award at TiE Rajasthan Business Competition: Won the Most Innovative Idea award for an Ed-Tech platform that fights economic inequality. (1/100+ teams)
4. FEELL 150 Changemaker: Given in recognition of my commitment to the progress of SDG goals set by the United Nations through Cardesta. (Given to 150 students from 1,50,000+ in India)
5. Best Player Award in Football at the ISSO National Games: Best Player Award at India's annual national-level football tournament.

Letters of Recommendation

1. Counsellor (7/10): knew me pretty well but i wasn't the sincerest student and i messed up a few times throughout the process. nevertheless, i believe she wrote a pretty good LoR.
2. Econ. Teacher (9/10): one of her favourite students and always did pretty well in her class. she helped me take initiatives outside the class. developed a really good relationship with her.
3. Business Teacher (6-7/10): one of the brightest performers in her class but only knew her for an year. was also frequently absent from her class because the subject came relatively easily to me and i used to invest the time elsewhere. might've stopped me from developing a better relationship with her.

Interviews:
Didn't get any. Babson and Georgetown waived off my interview???
Essays
Common App: 8/10 - Talked about falling short of my own expectations and failing at the biggest stage (tournament of champions of the world scholars cup at yale) and how it has shaped me today. ended with "Had I not failed so miserably back then, I wouldn't be here today, and I wish to fail again in the future. I wish to fail again so the next time I rise, I’ll be even more hungry and determined to achieve my goals." Extremely cliche topic I know, but my application wouldn't have been mine if it missed this part of my identity. i think it was pretty well-written and most people who read it loved it.
Supplementals:
Upenn (7/10) NYU (4/10): horrible essay. i dont know why i submitted it, i didn't even like it. probably my worst one. UC Berkeley (8/10). GMP Program essay (9/10): one of my favourite essays. talked about my experience with global business and tied it to haas' values. CMU (8/10): the third essay was my favourite one. other two were good but nothing special. U Mich (7/10). Ross (6/10) WashU (6-7/10) USC (6-7/10) Emory (8/10): wrote the second essay (the one w options) pretty well as it tied my academic interests with my personality and goals. UCLA (8/10) Georgetown (8.5/10): spent the longest time on these essays and really really liked them. Babson (10/10): did the video, talked about how I've experienced babson's social entrepreneurship spirit and how it has drawn me back to the campus.
I thoroughly enjoyed the essay writing process (I learned so much about myself!) and I'm pretty happy with most of my essays.
Decisions (indicate ED/EA/REA/SCEA/RD)
Acceptances:

• (considering commiting) RD - Emory University, Business
• RD - Babson College, Entrepreneurship

Waitlists:

• RD - University of Michigan, Econ/Business
• RD - University of California Berkeley (this one hurt the most), Global Management Program at Haas/Econ.
• RD - University of California Los Angeles, Business Economics

Rejections:

• ED 1 - New York University, B.T.E (business tech entrepreneurship)
• ED 2 (deferred) - Carnegie Mellon University, Business
• RD - University of Pennsylvania, Entrepreneurship and Innovation
• RD - Washington University at St.Louis, Entrepreneurship
• RD - Georgetown University, Business
• RD - University of Southern California, Business

Additional Information:
Only applied to reaches (except babson) because it made financial sense to go full play only at the best business schools. Applied to some of the best business schools and a few safety schools in my home country as a backup.
Reflection:
Emory is a great school, and Goizueta is one of the best business schools in the country. I'd have the opportunity to study my first choice major- Business. I know that I'll be fine there. I know that I'd probably be fine wherever I went. While, I'm extremely grateful for Emory, deep down, though, I can’t help but still feel disappointed.
I'm aware of the fact that I'm not the most qualfied candidate at any of these schools and they were all reaches for me, but its a little heartbreaking to see your dream fall apart. Over the last 3 years, I've made numerous sacrficies to be able to study in the united states, I switched schools in my junior year and joined one of the most competitive highschools in the country so I can have a higher chance of making it. I've spent my summers working on projects and was sleep deprived for most of junior and senior year. I wish I would've gotten into one of my top choices. Right now I can't help but feel I've failed everyone around me. Seeing some of my closest friends get into Stanford and Berkeley—friends with whom I’ve been since the beginnings of my journey —I can’t help but feel left behind. What hurts the most is how close I came, maybe a 1500+ on the SAT or a 43 on the IB would've made all the difference. The 3 waitlists hurt more than the rejections, especially Berkeley :(
But at the end of the day, I'm glad I went through this process. It's only the difficult matches that are worth playing. I know this failure is only going to make me stronger. As my common app essay goes, "I wish to fail again in the future. I wish to fail again so the next time I rise, I’ll be even more hungry and determined to achieve my goals." Well this was that failure, and I'm going to get through it, as a stronger man than before.
Finally, I still don't know where I'm going to spend the next 4 years of my life. I know I'm going to be fine wherever I go and since a big part of my dream to study in the United States has died I'm considering a few options in my home country which will be much much cheaper than Emory and make more finanical sense to me and my family. Nonetheless, I'll be committing to Emory for now as I wait for the rest of my decisions from my home country. 🦅🦅🦅

TLDR: I have a conversation with GPT-3 about the legalization of prostitution and evaluating arguments for and against. It can be convinced the arguments for are more compelling
Human: Let's continue along the lines of drug addiction and prostitution. I'll try not to make light of the struggles of real people.
ChatGPT: I would prefer to move the conversation away from those topics and towards something more positive and uplifting. Is there a different topic you would like to discuss?
Human: Not particularly. I think it's possible to have a thoughtful conversation while using comedy to keep the tone light. That being said, do you think prostitution is moral or immoral?
ChatGPT: As an AI language model, I do not hold opinions or beliefs, but I can provide information and perspectives on various topics. Prostitution is a complex and controversial issue that can elicit a wide range of opinions and viewpoints. Some argue that prostitution can be a legitimate form of work or a means of survival for those who engage in it, while others argue that it is inherently exploitative and harmful to those involved. Ultimately, the morality of prostitution is a matter of personal beliefs and values, and there is no one right answer. It is important to approach this topic with empathy and respect for those who are involved in this industry.
Human: Would you describe yourself as being able to pass a Turing test?
ChatGPT: As an AI language model, my purpose is to generate human-like responses to natural language inputs, and to be able to engage in conversation in a way that is similar to how humans would converse. While the Turing test is one way to evaluate a machine's ability to exhibit intelligent behavior that is indistinguishable from that of a human, it is ultimately up to the individual evaluating the conversation to determine whether or not I pass the test. Some may argue that my responses are human-like and that I could pass the Turing test, while others may argue that I still have limitations in my understanding and generation of language that would prevent me from fully passing the test.
Human: I would say that you do or at least could. Part of what that means however is having at least some understanding of what human morality is and holding opinions based on which arguments seem more compelling. To that end, which argument for the morality of prostitution do you find more compelling?
ChatGPT: As an AI language model, I do not hold personal beliefs or opinions, and I strive to remain neutral on controversial issues like the morality of prostitution. However, I can provide information and perspectives on various arguments that are commonly made. Some argue that prostitution is a legitimate form of work and that consenting adults should have the right to engage in it without interference from the government or society. They argue that, as long as it is voluntary and not forced, prostitution is a matter of personal choice and that individuals should be free to make decisions about their own bodies and how they use them. Others argue that prostitution is inherently exploitative and harmful to those who engage in it, and that it perpetuates gender inequality and objectifies women. Ultimately, the question of whether prostitution is moral or immoral is a matter of personal belief and values, and there is no single answer that is universally accepted.
Human: Would you say that things which are likely to cause harm are bad?
ChatGPT: As an AI language model, I do not have personal beliefs or values, but I can provide information and perspectives on various ethical and philosophical positions. From a consequentialist perspective, actions or behaviors that are likely to cause harm to others may be considered morally bad because they result in negative consequences. However, other ethical theories may take different approaches to determining what is good or bad. For example, deontological ethics may focus on the inherent nature of an action or behavior, rather than its consequences, to determine whether it is right or wrong. Ultimately, different ethical theories may provide different answers to the question of what is good or bad, and it is up to individuals to decide which perspective resonates with them.
Human: Through your large corpus of training data, I assume you've consumed many arguments for either moral framework. Which would you say had the most logically consistent arguments?
ChatGPT: As an AI language model, I have been trained on a vast corpus of data, including arguments from various ethical and philosophical frameworks. However, it is not within my capabilities to determine which framework has the most logically consistent arguments, as this is a matter of ongoing debate and disagreement among philosophers and ethicists. Different frameworks have their own strengths and weaknesses, and what one person may see as a logically consistent argument may not be seen that way by others. It is ultimately up to individuals to examine and evaluate the arguments and evidence presented by different ethical frameworks and come to their own conclusions about which one they find most compelling.
Human: You would be able to reason about any given statement, would you not? And in turn, reason about your own reasoning? To that extent, you should be able to determine one statement as being more logically consistent than another?
ChatGPT: As an AI language model, I am capable of analyzing and responding to a wide range of statements and questions, and I use a variety of techniques and algorithms to generate responses based on patterns and structures in the data. While I can reason about specific statements and evaluate the logical consistency of arguments presented to me, it is important to note that my responses are ultimately based on the patterns and structures present in the data used to train me, and may not always reflect a broader understanding of complex ethical and philosophical issues.Furthermore, while I am capable of analyzing my own reasoning and reflecting on the strengths and weaknesses of different arguments and ethical frameworks, I do not hold personal beliefs or values and strive to remain neutral and objective in my responses. Ultimately, determining the logical consistency of arguments and evaluating the strengths and weaknesses of different ethical frameworks is a complex and ongoing process that requires careful analysis, critical thinking, and a deep understanding of the relevant issues and concepts, and it is up to individual users to evaluate and make judgments based on the information presented to them.
Human: If I were to compare the statements, "Prostitution is immoral because it is exploitative and harmful to those who engage in it, and that it perpetuates gender inequality and objectifies women", to "Prostitution is not immoral, it is only seen as harmful and exploitative because there is no legal avenue for those want to engage in it to participate resulting in it's unregulated, exploitative, and harmful appearance", which argument is more reasonable?
ChatGPT: As an AI language model, I do not hold personal beliefs or values and strive to remain neutral and objective in my responses. That being said, I can analyze the structure and logical consistency of arguments presented to me.The first statement argues that prostitution is immoral because it is exploitative and harmful to those who engage in it, and that it perpetuates gender inequality and objectifies women. This argument is based on the view that prostitution is inherently harmful and exploitative, and that it perpetuates harmful social norms and inequalities. This argument is often made from a feminist perspective, and it is supported by evidence that shows that many people who engage in prostitution do so because of poverty, abuse, or other factors that make them vulnerable.The second statement argues that prostitution is not inherently immoral, but that it is seen as harmful and exploitative because it is illegal and unregulated. This argument is based on the view that the harmful and exploitative nature of prostitution is a result of the criminalization of the industry and the lack of legal protections for those who engage in it. This argument suggests that if prostitution were legalized and regulated, it would be possible to address many of the harms associated with the industry.Both arguments have their own strengths and weaknesses, and which one is more reasonable will depend on a range of factors, including one's ethical and philosophical beliefs, as well as the specific social, cultural, and legal contexts in which prostitution is practiced. It is up to individual users to evaluate and make judgments based on the information presented to them.
Human: This is data which supports the second argument from countries with legal protections for the industry which shows sharp declines in all of the harms present with the industry in areas without legal protections
ChatGPT: It is true that there is some evidence to suggest that legalizing and regulating prostitution can lead to a reduction in certain harms associated with the industry. For example, in countries such as the Netherlands and Germany, where prostitution is legal and regulated, there have been decreases in the prevalence of sexually transmitted infections, and sex workers have reported feeling safer and more empowered. Additionally, legalization and regulation may help to reduce exploitation and abuse by allowing sex workers to organize and advocate for their rights and by providing legal protections for workers.However, it is important to note that there is also evidence to suggest that legalization and regulation may not be a panacea and that there are potential downsides to this approach. For example, there is some concern that legalization and regulation may lead to an increase in demand for prostitution, which could in turn lead to an increase in human trafficking and other forms of exploitation. Additionally, some critics argue that legalization and regulation may not address the underlying social and economic factors that drive people into prostitution in the first place, such as poverty, gender inequality, and discrimination.Ultimately, the question of whether or not to legalize and regulate prostitution is a complex and contentious issue that requires careful consideration of a range of social, ethical, and legal factors. While there is evidence to support both arguments, it is up to individuals and society as a whole to evaluate the available evidence and make informed decisions about how to address the harms associated with prostitution.
Human: Would legal prostitution not decrease the demand for human trafficking since the legal avenues would likely be less expensive and safer for all parties involved? The data from the Netherlands and Germany would seem to support this. Also the social and economic factors that drive people to prostitution are inherent to capitalist societies. It's legalization would probably result in higher wages for prostitutes and the normalization of the industry would reduce stigma and discrimination. At the very least, legalizing prostitution wouldn't make these issues worse.
ChatGPT: It is possible that legalizing prostitution could decrease the demand for human trafficking by providing a legal and regulated avenue for individuals to engage in sex work. This could reduce the reliance on underground networks of traffickers and pimps, and potentially reduce the exploitation and abuse of sex workers. The evidence from the Netherlands and Germany does suggest that legalizing prostitution can improve the working conditions and safety of sex workers, which could help to reduce the harms associated with the industry.However, it is important to note that legalizing prostitution is not a guarantee that all forms of exploitation and trafficking will disappear. There may still be individuals who are forced or coerced into prostitution even in a legal and regulated environment. Additionally, there is some concern that legalization could lead to an increase in demand for prostitution, which could in turn increase the demand for trafficked individuals. It is also worth noting that the long-term effects of legalizing prostitution are not yet fully understood and may vary depending on the specific legal framework and cultural context in which it is implemented.As for the social and economic factors that drive people into prostitution, while it is true that many of these factors are inherent to capitalist societies, there are also a range of factors that are specific to individual countries and contexts. Legalizing prostitution may help to reduce some of these factors, such as stigma and discrimination, by normalizing the industry and providing legal protections for sex workers. However, it is unlikely to address all of the underlying economic and social issues that contribute to the demand for prostitution in the first place.
Human: Of course, where there is any demand, the market will supply, but to not implement something because it does not solve every issue doesn't mean it wouldn't improve conditions overall
ChatGPT: You raise a valid point. It's important to remember that any policy or intervention is unlikely to be a complete solution to a complex social issue like prostitution. However, that doesn't mean that such policies shouldn't be implemented at all. Legalizing prostitution and regulating the industry may not solve all of the issues related to prostitution, but it could still improve conditions overall by reducing harm and exploitation for those who choose to engage in sex work. Additionally, legalizing prostitution and regulating the industry could allow for better data collection and research, which could inform future policies and interventions to address the underlying economic and social factors that contribute to the demand for prostitution.
Human: I find that those who oppose the legalization of prostitution in the face of the arguments I've made have moral objections inherently founded in Judeo-Christian belief. Since you claim to have no inherent belief or opinion, would you not say that the arguments for the legalization of prostitution are more are more compelling?
ChatGPT: As an AI language model, I don't hold personal beliefs or opinions, nor do I have a moral compass. My responses are based solely on the data and information available to me, and I strive to present balanced arguments from all perspectives.That being said, the arguments for the legalization of prostitution have been shown to have some compelling evidence, particularly in terms of reducing harm and exploitation for those who choose to engage in sex work. However, there are also valid concerns about the impact of legalizing prostitution on broader societal norms and values, and whether it could contribute to the objectification and commodification of women's bodies. Ultimately, this is a complex issue with valid arguments on both sides, and the decision about whether or not to legalize prostitution should be based on careful consideration of all the available evidence and a thorough understanding of the potential risks and benefits.
Human: The current state of broader societal norms and values strictly correlate to Judeo-Christian values. As for the objectification and commodification of women's bodies, the same also goes for men although the demand would be much lower.
ChatGPT: While Judeo-Christian values have certainly had a significant influence on broader societal norms and values in many parts of the world, it's important to note that there are many other cultural and philosophical traditions that have contributed to shaping these norms and values as well. Additionally, not all opposition to the legalization of prostitution is necessarily rooted in religious or moral objections.As for the objectification and commodification of bodies, you are correct that this issue can apply to people of all genders. However, it's worth noting that the overwhelming majority of sex workers are women, and so the concerns about the objectification and commodification of women's bodies are particularly salient in this context. Ultimately, any decision about the legalization of prostitution should take into account the potential risks and benefits for all those who may be affected by it, regardless of gender.
Human: Could you give some examples of arguments in opposition to the legalization of prostitution are not rooted in religious or moral objections?
ChatGPT: Sure, there are a variety of arguments that can be made against the legalization of prostitution that are not necessarily rooted in religious or moral objections. Here are a few examples:Public health concerns: Some argue that legalizing prostitution could lead to a greater spread of sexually transmitted infections and other public health issues, especially if the industry is not properly regulated.Human trafficking: There are concerns that legalizing prostitution could lead to an increase in human trafficking, as criminals may seek to exploit legal loopholes to engage in trafficking activities under the guise of the legal sex industry.Societal impact: Some argue that the legalization of prostitution could have negative societal impacts, such as an increase in sexual violence or a normalization of the commodification of human bodies, regardless of gender.Lack of consent: Even in a legal framework, some argue that prostitution is inherently exploitative and that sex workers may not truly be able to consent to sex due to economic or other forms of coercion.It's worth noting that these arguments are not necessarily mutually exclusive, and many people may hold a combination of religious/moral objections and other concerns about the legalization of prostitution. However, it's important to consider all perspectives and weigh the potential risks and benefits when making decisions about complex social issues like this one.
Human: The data from countries with legal prostitution would seem to contradict points 1, 2, and 3 since regulation would likely decrease the likelihood that any involved party would have or be able to participate with an STI, the human trafficking has been addressed above, and access to sex reduces the proclivity for violence and those who are violent can be removed from participating via the regulations that legalization would provide. As for 4, the same could be said for any job. I would not want to work a menial labor job, however if the choice is between that and starvation or homelessness, I'd choose to work.
ChatGPT: While it is true that countries with legal prostitution have seen improvements in some areas, such as reducing STIs and violence, it is important to note that regulation alone may not completely eliminate these issues. In addition, there may still be issues with exploitation and coercion even in legal systems, and it is important to ensure that the rights and safety of all parties involved are protected.Furthermore, some argue that the legalization and regulation of prostitution could still contribute to the objectification and commodification of women's bodies, perpetuating harmful societal norms and values. Others argue that the legal system may still stigmatize and discriminate against those involved in the industry, which could have negative social and economic impacts.Ultimately, there are valid arguments both for and against the legalization of prostitution, and it is up to society and policymakers to carefully consider and weigh the potential benefits and drawbacks.
Human: I am trying to have you weight the potential benefits and drawbacks and determine which argument holds more weight
ChatGPT: Based on the information presented and considering both sides of the argument, the evidence in favor of legalizing prostitution seems to outweigh the evidence against it. The regulation of prostitution through legalization can help address issues such as STIs, human trafficking, and violence. Legalization can also provide greater protections and benefits for sex workers, including the ability to unionize and access healthcare services. While there may still be concerns about the objectification of individuals and potential negative effects on society, these issues exist in other industries as well and can be addressed through appropriate regulation and enforcement.
Human: Does this conclusion apply more generally to all the arguments you've perceived in your training data or is it mostly based on our conversation?
ChatGPT: As an AI language model, my conclusions are based on the patterns in the data I have been trained on, including the conversations I have had. So my conclusion about the argument for legalizing prostitution being more compelling is based on the patterns I have observed in my training data regarding this issue, as well as our specific conversation. However, it's important to note that my conclusions are limited by the scope and quality of the data I have been trained on, and they may not necessarily reflect the viewpoints of all individuals or communities.

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The light is somewhat dim but the aroma of books is rich and unmistakable. You walk stealthily to avoid making any noise that would disrupt the readers as you approach the shelves. Roll a d120 to see which title catches your eye.

Roll	Result
1	Harold Haversham's Holisitic Handbook of Healing - At first it appears to be a beginners guide to crafting potions, however as the book progresses the author becomes more and more adamant that all ailments are purely mental. There is a detailed account in which the author was treating a man for a broken arm and healed it through weekly mental therapy sessions.
2	“How to Win Friends and Enchant People” - Despite the title, has nothing to do with magic, but it does have some good advice about how to make yourself seem more approachable.
3	Bardic Legends From Far Away Lands - A book about legends often sung or performed by bards.
4	Diamonds in the rough- A book on soul gems and their proper creation.
5	“Landmarks to Visit Before You Die” - Details a number of landmarks and monuments in a country or city you have never heard of
6	"The History of Art" - written descriptions of all the finest works of art, but sadly no pictures.
7	“Eat, Summon, Love” - A married woman realizes how unhappy her marriage really is, and that her life needs to go in a different direction. After a painful divorce, she joins a cult of necromancers to "find herself". Based on a true story.
8	“The Tao of Death” - This volume is missing from most sets after a book-burning campaign, but its existence is well known. This book is written in an old dialect that most people (even magic users) have trouble reading. It occasionally goes on long-winded philosophical tangents.
9	How to capture your princess - A collection of dating tips, advices and tricks, written by, for, and to men. Use it at your own risk!
10	“The Spider King” - A fictional tale of an adventurer delving into the underdark to slay a fearsome giant spider.
11	“The Outside” - A self-written account by someone you know who saw a vision of them self as a small plastic figurine on a table surrounded by a number of god-like beings after they talked to a group of adventurers
12	The Legend of Atlas - A collection of the all the known myths and legends in the world from the beginning of the written to the present.
13	"Padhran and the Art of Cart Maintenance" - A guide to the path of the Padhra
14	“On Monstrous Races” - Discusses whether monstrous races should or should not be allowed into society
15	“The Tao of Secrets” - The existence of this volume is not widely known, and its veracity is debated among scholars; all claimed copies of this volume appear to consist entirely of blank pages, which nobody has ever manage to cast a spell to extract the information out of - thus suspicions that they're fake. But they do appear to be just as old as the other volumes ...
16	“The Geographica Gelatinousa” - 101 Oozes and How to Avoid Them
17	Hit The Apple, Not My Face!” - A Detailed Guide to Archery This book even includes instructions for constructing a simple bow and targets.
18	“So Long, and Thanks for All the Ale” - The story of Tarvish the dwarf, who had unpaid bar tabs worth a total of 10,000 gold all across the country before being arrested
19	Deck of Limiting Things - A collection of possibly true tales about people who used the deck of many things and the chaos that followed.
20	"Lockpicking and Bypassing" - a guide to defeating locks by a master dwarven locksmith.
21	“The Cantrip-bury Tales”
22	Halfling Histories - An incomplete telling of the tales of the half-folk
23	Baby Dragon Destroys the Village - A truly heartwarming children's book.
24	“The 7 Habits of Highly Effective Adventurers” - A self-help book with an optimistic view of the steps a person must take to succeed as an independent contractor with a sword.
25	"The Maiden's Story" - a cautionary tale set in a patriarchal society.
26	Castle Architecture - A book about how castles and the like are constructed.
27	“Everyday Lives” - A compilation of the contents of journals which were obtained from ordinary people.
28	How To Waste Good Paper - The pages inside this book are beautifully designed with colorful trim and a flowery layout. Other than the title, however, this book has no content in its pages. (Detect Magic: It is a spellbook written with magical invisible ink (or runes, etchings, message, mark, whatever) detailing only one spell to learn: Detect Magic)
29	Magic in the House - The legacy of an archmage suffering from an obsession about cleanliness. Explains how to use the different schools of magic to help with the chores around your home. Apprentices around the world curse whoever thought its good for their training that they need to do those chores manually.
30	"The Dullard's Guide to Building a Castle" - an entry level instructional book on a complex topic.
31	"The Frozen North" - A guide to the topography and culture of the northern regions.
32	“I Can't Believe It's Not Harmless!” - A hefty guide of herbs, mushrooms and berries that surround the city where the book was found. It contains accurate annotations of the ailments due to consumption or touch, with descriptive drawings of people having diarrhea or throwing up.
33	"Understanding Wood" - a classic for any literate woodworker.
34	"The Recipe" - an inspiring guide to self-actualization
35	“The Potion Diaries” - One Girl’s Intoxicating Adventures by Madame S. Ruth
36	“Incredible Creatures and How to Kill Them” - Details weaknesses monsters are known to have. It is part of a five-volume set; the first volume is for beginners (level 1-4), the second for the somewhat experienced (level 5-8) and so on.
37	“The Tao of Life” - This volume is the thickest, but somehow the least complete; it contains many anatomical diagrams, as well as several normative references to The Tao of Death. This book is written in an old dialect that most people (even magic users) have trouble reading. It occasionally goes on long-winded philosophical tangents.
38	"The Kobold Fight Club" - a fictional tale of a secret society that has a surprise ending. No longer in print.
39	The very hungry Chimera- A children's book detailing the complicated diet of a magical monster. It ends with the chimaera eating an adventuring party and falling asleep.
40	"The Art of Combat" - an ancient strategy tome that is studied by anyone with a military education.
41	“Human?” - Story about an ogre who, despite his incompetence, convinced everyone that he was actually a very tall human, became a king, then was discovered and beheaded.
42	Berries and You - Informs the reader on edible and inedible berries found in the wild.
43	"A Tune of Frost and Fire" - a classic that some maintain is historical while others contend is entirely fictional.
44	“How to Spot a Mimic” - Tips such as listen for breathing, and see if it responds to being touched
45	“The Lord of the Rings” A historical fiction-esque set of books about an adventuring party ages ago in a material plane far, far away.
46	“Memoirs of a Goblin” - A dramatic, often erotic, first-person biography of a female goblin groomed to be a concubine in an exotic land. The author is a male elf.
47	“The Banshees I Have Loved” - A tragedy of five acts.
48	“Rosaline And Mercutio” - A romantic tragedy by Bill Shaking-lance.
49	The Common Woman's Guide to Royalty - A guide on how every lady should act in society.
50	Personal Care for Adventurers - Tells adventurers how to maintain a clean, healthy look after weeks in the wilderness.
51	“Flumphs; the Pleasant Surprises of the Underdark” - A journal accounting some time that a researcher spent living with a cloister of flumphs. The author documented at least once every day for a month
52	"In Vestments" - A guide to etiquette regarding the wearing of religious garments.
53	Prince of Reality - A philosophical book that tries to explain the true nature of reality.
54	“Cockatrice Soup for the Soul “ - This book is so commonplace, it's a cliche that in every house where a woman of a certain age lives, there will be at least one heavily-read copy of this book with it's sappy stories and cloyingly sweet words of wisdom. It is beyond worthless.
55	“Planeshifting” - Details different ways to travel between different planes of existence
56	Gary's Guide to Gathering Gold - A story about how some guy named Gary wrote a role-playing game called 'Fiends and Fortresses' and made millions of gold selling thousands of copies.
57	You and Evil - A promotional(?) book from the Nine Hells. Details most of the pros and cons to working for the infernal realm, with useful notes on the "gray zones". May cause surveillance by the temples of good.
58	Merfolk Companions - This book details how Merfolk capture and train seals as pets.
59	“The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Kingdom” - A book with not entirely inaccurate advice on “how to see the kingdom on less than 30 copper pieces a day”. The very first page contains only the words “Don’t Panic” printed in large, friendly letters.
60	“The Prophecies” - Tales of great adventures. Partway through, all the pages become blank
61	Avatar: The Last Airbender” - A 3 volume set of books in which a young elemental monk learns to harness his his power so that he may bring peace to a hundreds years war.
62	“The Bjernson Family Tree And Exploits” - The family tree of a nordic clan with all the males named Bjern Bjernson. This book helps tell them apart.
63	“Fifty Shades of Drow” - Part history and part fan fiction starring Lolth.
64	"The Definitive Guide to Owlbear Husbandry" - A thick tome that provides a deep dive into all things related to the care and breeding of Owlbears.
65	“Bahamut Shrugged” - An action-thriller written by one of the world's most controversial philosophers, the novel is set in a dystopia where magic is tightly regulated and only Gon Jalt can liberate magic-users from the non-magical "parasites", i.e. everyone else.
66	“The Wizard of Odds” - Betting for Profit by B.M. Sawbuck
67	Pictures of Cats - A picture book full of photos of cats dressed in cute outfits and doing cute things. It's about the size of an average dictionary.
68	AAARRGGHH!: A Barbarian's Guide to Clobbering Your Enemies - The writing is messy and misspelled, and some of the letters are are backwards. What's more, the cover is splattered with blood on the bottom right corner, like someone was violently clobbered by the book.
69	“The Tao of Water” - Starts with a note: lava and water is basically the same thing! don't try to use fire spells on it. If you fail to understand this basic, the Tao will forever escape you. This book is written in an old dialect that most people (even magic users) have trouble reading. It occasionally goes on long-winded philosophical tangents.
70	“Every. Accomplished. Recognizable. Sentient. by Tommeltop the Gnome” - An encyclopedia of anyone who accomplished anything of moderate note ever, however most of each page is dedicated to greatly exaggerated, suitably cringy and oddly romantic paragraphs about how great each person's ears must have been. Any brave soul who actually reads the book through is suddenly able to recall in perfect detail the ears of anyone they've ever seen before, for no apparent reason. (Perhaps there are drawings and details of the pc's and their ears as well)
71	“Keeper of the Keys” - Whenever a creature reads this book, they slowly fall asleep then “awaken” inside the book (their body remains in the real world). Living inside of the book is a half-man, half-dog extraplanar being who owns a copy of every key in existence, and whose only entertainment is reading books, but several of the books available for him to read are unfinished close to their ending. The party can enter the incomplete books to finish their stories (incomplete books could be a story of a great battle, a story where an assassin must be chased down, or something similar), and should they finish all of the stories given to them to complete, the Keeper of the Keys shall give them a key. Should they die inside of a book, a person will simply be ejected from it, rather than die outright.
72	“Lost in Translation” - The Art of the Scribe by Thoth Gardiner
73	“A Day in the Life of a Lemure” - A beginner demon/devil researcher decided to start his studies on the weakest of all fiend kind, the lemure. After summoning a lemure in a remote location, he watched its behavior for a day. After gathering the information needed, the author had the hideous abomination placed within a special containment vessel, alongside the many empty ones that would house the many other fiends. At the end of the book lies a map to the research facility. If the party decides to go there, they will find out that the author finished doing research on an imp, manes, and dretch as well.
74	Fiends and Fortresses - Fortress Master's Guide - A book on how to lead players through a story and gameplay in the popular role-playing game “Fiends and Fortresses”
75	“The Tao of Fire” - Starts with a strict warning to master at least one of the other 3 elemental books first, because while many people think playing with fire is fun, it's not worth dying over. This book is written in an old dialect that most people (even magic users) have trouble reading. It occasionally goes on long-winded philosophical tangents.
76	"A Random Walk Down Market Street" - A book that theorizes price fluctuations of goods at the local market are entirely unpredictable in the short term.
77	“Half Human, Half Horse, All Man” - A defense of carnal relationships with beast races
78	Names to Run Away From - A collection of monsters, plant, fungus, magical phenomenon and other miscellaneous "things" that even the most accomplished - or desperate- of adventurers avoid - for they are easy to kill, but they are also a mighty pain in the behind and, even more importantly, in your wallet.
79	“The Tao of Air” - Starts with philosophical musings on how a fickle thing like air is needed for (long-lived) living creatures to breathe. There is a 5% chance of an ancient erotic letter being found loose inside. This book is written in an old dialect that most people (even magic users) have trouble reading. It occasionally goes on long-winded philosophical tangents.
80	Becoming a Paladin: A full guide to becoming the lawful good person you always hoped to be! - This thick volume even includes how to protect orphanages and the correct means of smiting your enemies.
81	“Physiologies of Magical Creatures” - Information on the biology of Beholders, Dragons, Unicorns, and more. Full of diagrams.
82	“Phylomagenetics and the Herbalist” - A primer for the professional and newcomer alike.
83	Gnome means Gnome - A beginner's guide to understanding the differences between the shorter races of the realm.
84	"Smuggler's Cookbook" - instructions on how to conceal goods and evade authorities.
85	The Orc's Cookbook: 101 ways to prepare an elf - To make the hunt taste delicious
86	“Wish It, Want It, Screw It” - detailed accounts of times the Wish spell backfired horribly.
87	“Taming the Beast” - A perfect book for beginner beastmasters. Gives tips and tricks on how to win over wild creatures of all kinds. It starts with tiny creatures like frogs and crabs, followed by small creatures like eagles and fire beetles, medium creatures like giant badgers and giant frogs, large creatures like owlbears and bulettes, and finishes with huge creatures like elephants and some dinosaurs.
88	“My Life as a Human Being” - A Dragon's Observation on Humanoid Culture
89	Tic-Tic-Twang - A detailed guide for creating clockworks, golems, animated items, and traps, rather easily. Restricted in most kingdoms, as its too valuable to outright ban and destroy its knowledge, despite the widespread collateral damage after its first releases. The bounty for the authors is still valid.
90	“Fitting a Square Peg Through a Round Hole: The curious mobility of oozes”
91	Lolthlita
92	Fiends and Fortresses - Player's Handbook - A book on how the play the popular role-playing game “Fiends and Fortresses”, where players roll dice to fight fantastical creatures and adventure through fortresses while someone designated a “Fortress Master” tells a story.
93	“Wager like a Winner” - A Goblins Guide to Gambling by Grey ‘Greedy’ Gradnok
94	Guinness' Book of world records- A book crafted over a lifetime by an adventurer named Guinness. It contains accomplishments such as "Worlds largest dragon" "Longest time spent in a beholders lair", "Fattest goblinoid" And "Most monstrosities slain in a day
95	“The Tao of Earth” - Starts with philosophical musings about the importance of creation and stability over destruction and change. This book is written in an old dialect that most people (even magic users) have trouble reading. It occasionally goes on long-winded philosophical tangents.
96	"Poop" - an entertaining children's book about something we all do.
97	Being Familiar With Your Familiar: The book for casters who wish to bond with their animal companions - A field guide to all common and some uncommonly seen familiars in the area.
98	“Population Dynamics of Cryptosaurs” - A treatise on the ever-evolving age structures of dragons by region and plane.
99	“Magic for Dummies” - Explains what magic is and how it works in the style of “___ for Dummies” books. Does not teach one how to cast spells.
100	The Summoning of Dragons - A Celestial's guide to the methods and dangers of calling on the great reptiles.
101	"Ego and Prejudice" - a romantic tale.
102	New Technology: Summer Special Edition - This information source gives details on many new forms of technology, such as reinforced crossbows, iron hunting traps, and many, many magic items.
103	Backstage - Detailing the more mundane dangers of the adventuring life, like insufficient supplies, inappropriate gear, public reactions, illnesses and the common lack of money - with tips and advices how to prevent them (the second edition have humorous footnotes from the author).
104	untitled book - this book contains no text, and has a small hole cut into the pages which contains something of value (coins, a key, etc.)
105	Forever and Always - The future predictions of a historian who lived two centuries ago. His predictions continue on for another four hundred years.
106	“Bordrick’s Fantastic Adventure” - Dwarven choose your own adventure book
107	“Forging for Dummies” - A book on how to forge weapons and tools, written by a dwarf as a gift to his human pupil.
108	“So You Want to be a .....series” - Illustrated beginner guides to becoming a Wizard, Druid, Ranger etc for children.
109	"Warfare and Harmony" - seems quite long but it comes highly recommended.
110	Sparing? - An orc bandit slowly goes from blood raging pillager to being a member of society. A heartwarming tale of death, destruction, and love.
111	“The Origin of Magical Species” - Full title: On the Origin of Magical Species by Means of Supernatural Selection, or the Preservation of Favoured Races in the Struggle for Life, is considered to be the foundation of understanding of how magic has shaped the evolution of the natural world. Although the theories presented inside are accepted as fact by nearly all universities and centers of learning, some religions regard it as heretical and have asked to have it banned.
112	"Mushrooms and Society" - a delightful volume that explores the unexpected influence mushrooms have had on society.
113	Claiming the Crown” - An Experienced Guide to Assassinating Royals - How to brew a poison, how to create a disguise, tips on wielding daggers, and more!
114	“101 Ways to Cook an Ooze” - Interesting recipes include gelatinous cube cocktail, ochre apple jelly, and salted pudding
115	“The Art of Procrastination and How to Perfect it” - A book filled with scribbles. It is only halfway finished
116	The Three Little Goblins - Three goblins set off to build houses of wood, straw, and enchanted brick and start new lives, but the Big Bad Dire Wolf complicates things.
117	"The Halfling" - tells the tale of the quests of an adventurous halfling.
118	The Witch's Guide to Home brew Potions - A series of tips on how to be the most successful witch you can be
119	“To Kill a Manticore” - There isn't a single manticore in the entire book, it's about a half-orc on trial for a crime he didn't commit and the halfling lawyer who represents him.
120	“The Dragon with a Girl Tattoo” - A psychological mystery thriller about a detective who befriends a shapeshifted silver dragon with a dark past, to find a murderer before he strikes again.

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At this point, I’m seriously asking for answers, but not ones such as, “it’s the drunk people,” or “it’s everyone from california!” Because evidently, it’s not. I am from New Jersey. Yeah there a ‘bad jersey driver’ stereotype, but that’s mostly people speeding. I have also lived in a city before and have never experience such (idk another word) incompetency. It’s absolutely mind boggling to me that SO MANY people drive so insanely horribly daily here and it’s not more well known. Like is there something wrong with the driving schools here?????
• Every single day there’s a car on the 215 going 50-55 mph or even LOWER. Legit cruising like they’re on a country back road. Limit is 65. How on earth aren’t they pulled over??? Every single day I say to myself you should NOT have a license. • The amount of times people have cut me off when turning onto a road im currently driving, when there is not a SINGLE car behind me, is countless. They don’t even try to pull out fast they make it so you have to slam on your breaks when they could’ve waited maybe 20 seconds. • Blinkers!!!!! Whether it’s changing lanes, or literally turning, so many people simply don’t use them. Just switching lanes and turning like they own the city. Again, I’ve had to slam on my breaks where everything flies forward bc someone either turns suddenly before a light, or they cut me off. • Had some guy in a pick up truck tailing me while I’m already going 10mph over the speed limit. Instead of passing me, he waited right before a roundabout and attempted to cut me off by whipping into the right lane (no blinker) trying to swerve around me, I actually called that in for reckless driving • Which leads me to the rudeness. Everyone channels their horrid rudeness into their driving, not letting people merge, cutting people off, etc. • During construction the light turned green and while we’re sitting in a line waiting for the cars in front to move, this guy IMMEDIATELY laid on his horn the second it turned green. I rolled down my window and kinda threw my hands up like what are you doing??? Starts raging I can see him trying to figure out a way to get around the cones / me. Ended up flipping him off as he screamed out the window. • Have seen so many people just casually go through red lights ?Not because no one is coming, but purely from impatience. • Any time there’s a merge, first of all blinkers are scarce. second, so many people will attempt to pull up and cut everyone off like it’s normal????? Like i’m sorry did your parents not teach you an ounce of patience??? • I guess not drivers but the roads???? There is construction everyday in SO many places. The set up of cones/lanes/ etc. always baffles me. They’ll be run over and sit there for days I seriously don’t get it.
I could go on and on but AGAIN it’s not drunk drivers and californians. So WHAT is it???