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This is what I have to deal with. Back and forth with my girlfriend. Idek if we’re together still. It’s been after a year and honestly I’m just done. I’ve helped her in everything for a year!!!!
I’ve risked my life for her and her family for a year straight!! And this is what I get, not even a clear answer.
I’m always the one apologizing at the end of the day.
Let’s not forget how she had hit me almost a few days ago out of impulse and I never fought her or left her for it.
Michael is her current boyfriend. We all agreed on a open relationship/polyamorous relationship but we aren’t dating each other we’re only dating her.
She’s so back and forth with me it’s not even funny. I live and care about this girl and would do anything for her but apparently none of that matters. The one time I’m upset and angry I’m not being heard and none of it matters.
She was saying how she was stuck without rent money. She lives in a extended stay hotel with her boyfriend and kids and I go over there most of the time to spend time with the “family” when I can.
The one time I’m not able to come up with $400 is the one time she wants to “put a hold on our relationship” and now all she’s worried about is $5 for dutches and not caring about our relationship at all and doesn’t want to see me until she figures out what she’s doing with rent.
Yes I’ve been emotional and annoyed with everything. We both have kids and it’s chaotic sometimes emotionally. Ofc that’s gonna happen that’s normal but to her I’ve been this “toxic” individual in her life and her and her man have this perfect fairy tale relationship (dude they fight all the time left and right over the most stupidest sh*t but apparently me and her fight more from her words smh. Saying how, “me and him don’t even fight like this”)
On top of that, she wanted to move all the way to New York. She told me how she wanted me to move with them at one point but now I’ll only be “visiting” and staying here. When I heard that, yes I did get upset and felt some type of way because why get my hopes up and say one thing and then say another and then get mad and call ME A LIAR because I changed my mind a couple times on giving her expensive a*s headphones THAT SHE GAVE ME! Like wtf.
Idk I’m so confused with everything and really hurt. All she’s worried about is keeping her and her man together and the kids and moving states if that’s even an option. I thought we were doing well with each other but apparently she might just be using me for money and the one time I’m not able to help she tells me to go back home and then sh*t happens over text smh.
The last time she had put a hold on us was when she had to make a decision in the beginning of our relationship to see which one she wanted to be with more and she chose him but that was when I told her I still wanted to be with her regardless if she was dating him or not.
But now after a year we’re back to square one with her putting a pause on me. Not wanting to see me and wanting to ONLY figure out rent money so her and her kids and her man aren’t on the streets and that “emotions/feelings” are the least of her problems right now.
She mentioned, “Regardless of what happens you know I’d be here for you. But not the drama against me all the time I can’t handle that”
Then I asked if she wanted to be with me still and her response is, “I do and don’t with everything going on” because I’m “too emotional for her right now and “drama” (I’ve been going through stress to but I’ve always been there for her regardless).

Currently I'd qualify my social dysphoria as extremely mild, especially compared to my own physical dysphoria.
I may sometimes wince when called "Sir"/"a guy"/he/him and I find myself wishing that people didn't use my birth name as much as they do, but truthfully I find myself being able to ignore it most of the time. And sure, I wish I could have lived my teens as a girl and get jealous that my younger sister (or just women my age in general) gets to have that, but I know you can't make up lost time.
Frankly, I really need to be in poor shape for stuff like that to start being really upsetting, to the point where I sometimes wonder if this stuff only really bothers me because I've been thinking about trans stuff for the last few months.
So yeah, fairly mild all things considered. In any case it's not like I interact with that many people day-to-day so things are mostly fine.
I look like any normal dude IRL. Not a hint of queerness to the outside observer.
I feel like I'd be the type of person who'd be like "any pronouns are fine", at least in part out of a lack of willingness to inconvenience others tbh.
However, I keep coming back to the idea that if I were to fully transition this current situation would change drastically. If I presented as a woman IRL I would NOT want people to refer to me as he/him or using my birth name, and just thinking about it makes me uncomfortable.
Is this like a common experience or something? It feels like part of the "problem" is that I perceive myself based on how others see me, and vice versa, creating some sort of weird dysphoric loop.

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So, because of the suspension of AUD payments to Binance, I opened an account with another exchange, did a small test send of funds yesterday and then rusty sent a larger amount to be ready to take advantage of current drop in prices.
So I get the usual call from the fraud team, ok no problem, it's annoying but I went through this a couple of years ago when I started investing, I'll just tell them it's all good, I intended to transfer that money, it's a legitimate platform (Swyftx) etc etc. But no, they have so many invasive questions - where am I sending the money, do I have anyone advising me, what (specific coins) am I going to buy, why do I think it's going to make money etc etc. I said that I didn't know what I would invest in, then I said ok, bitcoin and maybe a couple of others, she says which, I said I don't know why I need to tell you that, she said we need to make sure it's not a scam, I said, it's not, I've been doing this for a couple of years with binance, she said which other ones, I said just bitcoin, she said we need you to tell us the truth, I said ok, maybe polkadot , she said how do you spell it, I said I don't want this to be recorded, she said ok, I've paused the recording, I said ok, but I can hear you typing, why does this need to be recorded, anyway, you get the idea, we just went around and around. She asks why I think it would make money, I said that i had never said that it would, and actually, crypto want just about making money, it was about taking control of my own money and if they meant to choice to make mistakes and get scammed then that was my choice, she then asked me which other platforms I already had crypto on. At that point I said fuck this and hung up. But then I had to wait another hour calling back because they've locked me out of my internet banking for a 'review' which may take 5-10 days. I said look, I don't care about that transaction, just cancel it, but you've got no reason to lock my account , she says yes but we believe you may be part of a scam and if we unlock it you might make another payment. I said yes, but if I do that you'll block it anyway, so you don't need to block my entire account.
On top of this, I said, when I started in crypto, I did actually get scammed and you making this call and asking me questions back then didn't stop it, so are you going to give me that money back because you didn't do proper due diligence? No, didn't think so. If you're really that worried about scammers then you should be checking out the platform that I'm sending it to, not asking me what I'm going to invest in and why, that's none of your business.
I'm closing my account as soon as they give me access.
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Hi everyone, I have lived a rough life and am trying to turn the corner on some underlying issues that I have carried with me for some time. These issues affect my parenting and my close family relationships.
Being that I have tried mist everything for help, and have had the most success and gaining a new perspective on things....the most helpful was mushrooms. I used them a few years ago for a bit and the benefits were amazing. I ironed out my mega problems and improved My overall life in amazing ways. I am left with some anger issues and some alcohol use that do not mix well at times.
Due to my insane financial situation from cancer a few years back and some unsavory decisions I made thinking I may die, I cannot afford to purchase any mushroom spores. I usually never ask people for help as I feel my life is my problems but the weight of the issues solely on my shoulders has become horrific.
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i (21f) was recently having a conversation with a friend D (also 21f) about our mutual friend K (22m), who we have known for several months now.
i was telling her about the dynamic between K and i, to which she said it sounds like K might like me as more than a friend, and was curious as to what others thought.
for added context, I have a closer friendship with K due to being more free to hang out and willing to spend time with him more than D. K is from Norway and will be leaving the country I live in in early July of this year to return back home.
now here are the things that made her think that he might think of me as more than a friend.
for starters, he often lets me stay over at his place to sleep during the day if I get exhausted after work, as his residence is closer to my workplace than mine is. I'll go over there and sleep for a couple hours, then wake up and chill for a few more before going home.
this is where the "more than friends" things begin to come into play. he will ask me to wrestle with him (which I have a couple times and lost incredibly quickly due to our size difference, with him being 6'1 and I being 5'3) or he'll pick me up throw me around, often onto his bed while teasing me to eat more because I'm supposedly "light" in weight. whenever we do "fight" he likes to pin my legs and knees and tease me about how i won't be able to escape.
if I'm lying down on my stomach or back on his bed, he will occasionally just come over and collapse on top of me, explaining how he's bored and wants to be entertained. when I complain he's like a heavy weighted blanket, he'll laugh and tell me to deal with it as he scrolls on his phone, and we'll stay like like for like a half hour or so. whenever I tried to move to make myself more comfortable, he would grab my legs with his hands to stop me from moving so much.
the most recent thing he did was a couple days ago, when I was sitting up against his headboard. he climbed onto the bed without saying a word, grabbed a pillow, put it against my legs and leaned back on it, essentially using me as a chair of sorts with the pillow as a barrier between us. after about five minutes of this, he complained that his neck was tired and rested it back on my collarbone (? english isn't my first language, so bear with me) as he continued to scroll through his phone. occasionally he'd turn back his head to look at me and show me something, and his face would be so close with his hair tickling my neck, which would make me panic internally of sorts.
he's also said a couple times about how I need a boyfriend to keep me warm (as I get cold easily), his preferences and types (although it never goes anything above PG) and teases me for being "innocent" due to being inexperienced when it comes to dating and relationships. we also tend to tease each other a lot, and he has no problem in taking off his shirt and changing in front of me, often bragging to me about how he has "abs".
there's also been a few instances where we've been with friends and i've gotten intoxicated and he's let me use him as a pillow of sorts. apparently every time I would wake up, he would pat my hair and shush me to go back to sleep and would pretty much take care of me for most of the night until it was time for me to head home.
we tend to also message each other very often throughout the day, and call for hours on end several times a week. I know a lot about him, such as his past relationships and how he would never make the first move when it comes to a girl, as he is afraid of being accused of something he didn't do later on. he also calls me his closest and most favourite friend, which makes me think he only does just see me as one, but he also doesn't do this with our other female friends. he also often says how he wants a girlfriend, but also just wants to work on himself.
i cannot tell if this is normal behaviour between male and female friends, and want to know what others may think.
again, apologies if there are some things that don't make sense, as english isn't my first language, and if there was too much information. it's just that since my friend has suggested he could see me as something more, it's been on my mind a lot and has me analysing every interaction between us. this is also my first time posting on reddit, so again, apologies if this post is a little messy.
TLDR: friend thinks my male friend might think of me as more than just a friend due to things he does.
also posted on relationship_advice, but wanted to also post here in hopes to get more opinions

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My mum has been moody recently and I've been trying to get out of her way because I tend to be targeted more than my sister as I look more like my dad while my sister is fair, slim, pretty and petite. I'm pretty much the opposite and look quite pudgy now that I'm a bit over my pre ED weight after recent recovery. Anyways she got triggered by something my dad did and then I came into the room and she straight up said 'You really grew up looking like a pig. Haven't you taken a look in the mirror ar your face? Don't you know what you look like?' And she made a reference to how I wasn't eating much before but suddenly ate a lot ( this was because I lost my period for 3 years and decided I actually had to recover since the doctor told me I had osteopenia, and once I ate a little more it was like the floodgates broke lose and I was ravenous). I'm still eating a lot more than I used to because I can't seem to restrict myself again. But now hearing my mum say that makes me feel so so so inferior because I've always been and always will be the biggest and ugliest female in my family. My mum has always been praised and envied by others for her beauty, she literally looks like one of those Hong Kong actresses back in 90s. My self esteem has always been really low because I neither have beauty, body nor brains. I'm not an eloquent speaker either. I feel like a freak and I feel even more shit about my existence because I've recently started having a crush on someone who is way out of my league. I just feel so so so sad and unloved and worthless. I feel like no one will ever be attracted to me. I just wanted to rant so thanks to those who actually read this.

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I think this is a big problem that I have to deal with in the future if I’m going to stay in NoFap and without a partner yet.
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Hello,
Its a long text of wall, I am sorry for this, but somehow,
I am ashamed of my situation, that I let myself in like this. I want to be as honest as I can, and hopefully someone will understand my struggle and my situation, because I feel pretty alone,unloved and left alone to rott somehow...
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I have this relationship with a girl from abroad for now almost a year, she is from indonesia, we met through dating website, and pretty fast she confessed her love to me, which overwhelmed me, and i felt very uncomfortable, but she was the first girl that was flirty with me, that gave me the feeling she wants me and not only for the reason i am a foreigner.. Not only that, but also she was so increadibly beautifull, no joke. My eyes got attached to her, and we startet chatting... the first red flag, i ignored, because from my last toxic relationship, i have learned about myself that i can be a catalyst, and i am aware of my short moodswings(i have ADHD, and struggled with that not being aware of myself), so I kinda thought, okay maybe i was just not very kind or something?
The situation was, after 3-4 days of talking to her daily, i was mentioning her thati am not her boyfriend yet, i dont know exact reason why i have said that, but her mood switched instantly, and she was cold, not talking anymore and visibly upset... The next day i wanted to discuss this, and kinda yea blamed myself for her reaction and asked her to be my girlfriend, which she agreed too. At this point I already heard from her, she never had a boyfriend or relationship before..(She was 25 at this point) Which is not a rare statement...
More and more situations like these happened, her temper, I always blamed myself, took the stress, but never yelled or snapped, tried calling her trying to comfort her... at a point, stupid me... I asked just for "fun" if she want to have the number of my ex(I have also a daughter with her), which she said, yes. And i have told her, that this was just a joke"i could not shut my mouth, i regret that so much)... and i gave her the number, i warned her my ex is not an honest person and i am single for a reason..I told her not to contact her, which she stated, i will, but everything she tells me wont have an effect...
I havent had much contact with my ex, and since i was with my new girlfriend now, i wanted to be loyal as possible, since i had a daughter with my ex, it was kinda obvious at a certain point i had to talk with her(the kid lives with me). Fast forward, within a few weeks i got a unrest in my belly, and i kindly asked her to give me a whatsapp screenshot of her recent chats, i wanted to feel okay, i asked her about this because she suddenly wrote to me "dont chat any girls" and as far as i know, i did not... so why would she asked like that.. i said to her, you too, dont chat with boys. Aaaand she gave me the screenshot, bingo, she chattet with a man, flirty(he replied pretty dry), one sentence kinda hurt me the most, she wrote him after he asked, "what are you doing" she replied, "chatting with you 😊" ... she was chatting with me at the same time.
This was the first time, i lost hope with her, but unfortunatley, i was emotionally attached to her already, she told me "its just a friend" ob boy, i cant heat that nonsense... i was devastated, i did nothing, i was loyal, why could she do this to me? I yelled at her, lost my temper... the next day i told her how much i suffer from seeing this, she kinda turned it off, its just a friend, sorry... And i think, when she betray me why she not delete the chat before she sent me it? And i though, okay, calm down, maybe its really just like that.... Later (6 month) she revaled she startet chatting with him, because my ex told her i had a relationship with her and she thought i am unloyal to her.(which i was not at the time)
But the situation at this point, i lost trust in her, i could not trust her anymore, when she said to me over the peroid of 2-3 days "dont chat with other girls" i got so suspicious.... and now i saw this, it prooved what i was scared of, that i found someone again who is not loyal.
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6 weeks into the relationship i decided to visit her in indonesia, i have never been there, until that moment we had almost fight on a daily base for small things, wrong questions or whatsoever... but i thought, when i see her, i will know what person she really is, maybe its justa huge missunderstanding .
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So i arrived with my daughter at the airport, suprise, the girl is not there, she has a reason the next day she will have an exam(which is not a lie) and will be interviewed by some people and she needed to prepare for that. Atleast thats what she said. (Later she revealed, she did not want to pick me up at the airport, because her friends wanted to join and she felt jealous).. So i was there, alone in the hot sun of indonesia, felt lost and left alone, unworthy, and kinda realise what big mistake i do, someone who i thought loves me, left me alone in a country where i never been too, i contacted her, and ofcource i complained... she asked the hotel staff from the hotel to pick me up, which he did, so yea, i kinda felt atleast she cared, somehow.
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the next day, i was in the hotel, i havent showered or eaten yet, only my daughter. She was pretty happy, she loves to jump on beds, so yea, i felt atleast a bit relief that this wasnt a total faulure yet to go there after such a short amount of time.
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She said she will visit me after work, which is 16, with driving or traffic problems arround 18 then.. I havent talked to her, because i wanted to wait, guess who could not be reached for hours, at 18, she turned on her phone, said she is on the way, there was an accident on the road, and they will drive a detour... (Later she revealed, that she lied, the story about this isnt very compleeted, just recently she added more details, but yea)
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Anyway she arrived at 21:00 on the hotel, and i was in a state between is she playing with me and excitement to see her. I knew she was lying, i had checking up google maps, no way the driving was arround 4-5 hours... So after our heartfull greeting, we where hugging and kissing but somehow these unrest within me, that she might not be serious, so i asked her, did you really drive 4-5 hours? She said yes, there was traffic accident... i knew she was lying, and i asked her, to be honest to me, which she said, she is honest. (At that time i took that very serious, because i dont want to hear any stories, which are false, i am pretty sensitive and could not trust her so easily after she not there at the airport and the previous situation with the chatting boy)
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And i made my decision, i asked her to go away, i was just devastated that she lied to me, she startet crying and tried to call with her godmom, its already 3am, and i did not really realised about her situation, after i calmed down, i approached her and said sorry, and we went to bed(she stayed with me) We had no issue so far for the next 2-3 days. After 5 days(the peroid of the hotel booked) i needed to find a new hotel, we, before i went to indonesia agreed that i could stay with her, in her arpartment... Turns out, its not the case, so yea, i booked a hotel for me and her, which she visited me, its very close to her work, so everything was kinda fine, but we argued alot, almost everyday until this point...
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And my behaviour was more and more like a brute, i was starting to yell at her when she really dared to pick up a fight again, i could not calm myself, her little things really hurt me, for instance, she asked me to kiss her for 10 minutes, which i refused, and i kissed her for 30 seconds, which was not what she wanted, and she went mad, pointed a google maps route on her phone without saying anything, packed her stuff let the phone on the bed so i can see it, and after she almost done packing, i asked her whast this about... Yup she was about to leave... Small things like this, elevated our sitation always, from small things like these we went up to risk everything, neither she or me wanted to budge and not try to calm down the other person, int he end it was me who calmed first and tried to make the situation less toxic.
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Now to the initial situation almost 10 month later... I am sitting here writing this, my ex almost talked oto her and spread lies about me on a weekly base, she believe the most things, and this makes me so broken, i have suicidal thoughts, i hurt myself pretty bad, i have scard on my body(which i never had before!) and she uses everything against me what she can in a "fight" she never approaches ne, never feels guilty, never see's her attiture and her cold behaviour, at this point she knows already i am the weak one here in this relationship, i am the one who will always come back, regardless what she does, at this point she states almost everymonth she want to chat with somerone else(turned out she did that a few times) and also mentioned at some point she wanted to have intercourse with another man.
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Besides my mistakes, and yes i really did a few huge things, like i asked my ex, after the first time i saw her chat with another man, i got so sus, that i asked her to translate(my ex also from that country......but living here in my country) and she assure me "hey this girl is nice to you, you need to go with her, she is good for our daughter) so i felt comfortable getting informations and solutions about this what i do, yea she confirmed my relationship with my new girlfriend, and kinda felt supportive... I fell into a deep trap, behind my back she told my currentl girlfriend "he is horrible, dont be with him etc etc etc"
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i havent clearly understood everything between those two, neither my ex or my current girlfriend are very open and only reveal a bit by a bit, ofcourse my current girlfriend is super jealous and angry... somehow i cant break this relation, i know myself, the red flags are everywhere, even on my side, i had done a huge mistake and other things which i havent mentioned... but until this day everything i do, she uses against me, a small word, and i end up crying in agony and pain. she hangs up the phone so easily, like i mean nothing to her when she is upset, she can throw me away like garbage when she is about to be angry...
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i dont understand, when she states she loves me? how can she constantly disrespecting me and treating me like this.... I really need to get out of this, i dont know how, i am alone and isolated, i have a few friends which they clearly stated at some point, "you dont want to listen, please dont bother anymore with that"
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the emotionally attachment makes me crazy, i dont want to feel, i want to be cold and careless, i want to have my peace, how??

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i (21f) was recently having a conversation with a friend D (also 21f) about our mutual friend K (22m), who we have known for several months now.
i was telling her about the dynamic between K and i, to which she said it sounds like K might like me as more than a friend, and was curious as to what others thought.
for added context, I have a closer friendship with K due to being more free to hang out and willing to spend time with him more than D. K is from Norway and will be leaving the country I live in in early July of this year to return back home.
now here are the things that made her think that he might think of me as more than a friend.
for starters, he often lets me stay over at his place to sleep during the day if I get exhausted after work, as his residence is closer to my workplace than mine is. I'll go over there and sleep for a couple hours, then wake up and chill for a few more before going home.
this is where the "more than friends" things begin to come into play. he will ask me to wrestle with him (which I have a couple times and lost incredibly quickly due to our size difference, with him being 6'1 and I being 5'3) or he'll pick me up throw me around, often onto his bed while teasing me to eat more because I'm supposedly "light" in weight. whenever we do "fight" he likes to pin my legs and knees and tease me about how i won't be able to escape.
if I'm lying down on my stomach or back on his bed, he will occasionally just come over and collapse on top of me, explaining how he's bored and wants to be entertained. when I complain he's like a heavy weighted blanket, he'll laugh and tell me to deal with it as he scrolls on his phone, and we'll stay like like for like a half hour or so. whenever I tried to move to make myself more comfortable, he would grab my legs with his hands to stop me from moving so much.
the most recent thing he did was a couple days ago, when I was sitting up against his headboard. he climbed onto the bed without saying a word, grabbed a pillow, put it against my legs and leaned back on it, essentially using me as a chair of sorts with the pillow as a barrier between us. after about five minutes of this, he complained that his neck was tired and rested it back on my collarbone (? english isn't my first language, so bear with me) as he continued to scroll through his phone. occasionally he'd turn back his head to look at me and show me something, and his face would be so close with his hair tickling my neck, which would make me panic internally of sorts.
he's also said a couple times about how I need a boyfriend to keep me warm (as I get cold easily), his preferences and types (although it never goes anything above PG) and teases me for being "innocent" due to being inexperienced when it comes to dating and relationships. we also tend to tease each other a lot, and he has no problem in taking off his shirt and changing in front of me, often bragging to me about how he has "abs".
there's also been a few instances where we've been with friends and i've gotten intoxicated and he's let me use him as a pillow of sorts. apparently every time I would wake up, he would pat my hair and shush me to go back to sleep and would pretty much take care of me for most of the night until it was time for me to head home.
we tend to also message each other very often throughout the day, and call for hours on end several times a week. I know a lot about him, such as his past relationships and how he would never make the first move when it comes to a girl, as he is afraid of being accused of something he didn't do later on. he also calls me his closest and most favourite friend, which makes me think he only does just see me as one, but he also doesn't do this with our other female friends. he also often says how he wants a girlfriend, but also just wants to work on himself.
i cannot tell if this is normal behaviour between male and female friends, and want to know what others may think.
again, apologies if there are some things that don't make sense, as english isn't my first language, and if there was too much information. it's just that since my friend has suggested he could see me as something more, it's been on my mind a lot and has me analysing every interaction between us. this is also my first time posting on reddit, so again, apologies if this post is a little messy.
TLDR: friend thinks my male friend might think of me as more than just a friend due to things he does.

I’ve been with my boyfriend a little over a year now. He’s had the same job the whole time we’ve been together. He’s a supervisor for a welding company, and oversees 3rd shift. About a month ago he started ranting about this new girl at his job. He said she keeps on reporting guys for harassment, and has already gotten 4 guys fired. I didn’t think much of this and just felt bad for the girl. Flash forward to 2 days ago.
My boyfriend picks me up every morning at 6am (when he gets off work), and as he’s driving, I notice a faded heart on his arm. I ask what it is, and he insists it’s “just a smudge.” Obviously I don’t believe this, because I can tell the difference between a smudge and what is clearly a faded heart drawn with pen 2x over. I immediately assume a girl has done it (I mean come on). He goes on saying “Come on, you know I’d never let you sit here looking stupid like that” and “I wouldn’t let a girl touch me, you know that.” And although I knew it wasn’t what he said it was, I dropped it. As he’s the only guy I’ve been with who I’ve actually felt was fully committed to me, and I’ve never worried about him cheating or anything like that.
2 hours go by and he can tell it’s bothering me. He tells me to just talk to him about it, tell him my concerns. I do. He tries telling me it’s just a smudge again, until I start thinking about it more and start getting upset to the point of shaking. Eventually he says “fine, i did it to myself” which I didn’t believe for a second. Without thinking I grab a notepad and a pen and ask him to draw a heart. He draws one and (of course) it doesn’t look anything like the one on his arm. I ask him to draw one on his own arm, and he draws it upside down from the other one. Looking completely different. I point both these facts out to him, as well as tell him that the heart is on his dominant hand. The one he uses to write with.
After some silence he admits it was a girl. He admits he tried to wash it off before I saw it. He told me that him, and a few of his employees were in his office talking about drawing hearts (he told me why, but i can’t remember), and I guess she just decided to draw one on him. He told me he let her do it “in a soft moment” (that broke my heart). I asked what her name was, and he replied with the name of the girl who’s been getting guys fired left and right. I asked why she even felt comfortable doing that, and he said “I think she likes me.” He goes on and tells me that on her breaks she’s been coming in and ranting about her baby daddy to him. Having him comfort her. He cried telling me it was a stupid reason to lie. He told me he didn’t want me to leave, but will respect my decision If I decide to. I’ve never seen him cry. I had him drive me back home.
I texted his mom. Yup. I didn’t know what else to do, and me and her are pretty close. She also works with both of them and told me that she isn’t a threat. She told me that she’s always is men’s faces, that my boyfriend wasn’t the only one. If they end up doing something that the girl doesn’t like, she reports them. She told me that we are still new to the relationship and people are going to try and test it, that i shouldn’t hold it over his head because we are good for each other, and she truly believes this was a mistake. My mom pretty much thinks the same thing, telling me that “everyone deserves at least 1 chance.”
I’ve been throwing up and not eating these past 2 days, the only breaks I get come from me sucking it up to go to work. It took me so long to trust someone again after my previous relationship of 3 years where I got cheated on countless times. I genuinely trusted this man with my life, just for it all to be ripped away in a matter of hours. I know we are both young, but I genuinely believed this man would be my future. I gave everything to him, and he’s given everything to me. He’s been perfect up until this point. It mostly hurts because it seems like there was emotion involved on both ends. As well as how hard he tried to lie about it, until I pushed it to where he literally couldn’t deny it. I’ve been thinking, if I hadn’t gone through the trauma I had in the previous relationship, I 100% would’ve let it slide and forgave him as long as he promised not to let anything like that happen again. He didn’t give me this trauma. Am I taking that trauma out on him wrongfully? Am I overreacting?