Least common multiple 6 and 9

So I have now worked for the same employer since high school, I made 10$ an hour for a long time, now I’m salaried at 53k a year, I’ll be at 6 years in October this year and the owner is the only one above me. I have run about 120 sites since hired including Walmart, target, Home Depot, rite aid, Walgreens, multiple military bases and multiple hospitals. I have my OSHA 30 and I can pretty much do any construction and I have the tools to do so. I can do anererobic fiber and splice it, I can analog voice, I can do cameras, I can do anything. My main question is should I continuously work for this guy with no expectation of growth?

Do IPv6 and IPv4 address overlap in some way?
I set AllowedIPs = 0.0.0.0/1, 128.0.0.0/2, 192.0.0.0/9, 192.128.0.0/11, 192.160.0.0/13, 192.168.0.0/24, 192.168.2.0/23, 192.168.4.0/22, 192.168.8.0/21, 192.168.16.0/20, 192.168.32.0/19, 192.168.64.0/18, 192.168.128.0/17, 192.169.0.0/16, 192.170.0.0/15, 192.172.0.0/14, 192.176.0.0/12, 192.192.0.0/10, 193.0.0.0/8, 194.0.0.0/7, 196.0.0.0/6, 200.0.0.0/5, 208.0.0.0/4, 224.0.0.0/3, ::/0
This this should allow all IPv4 address except except 192.168.1.0/24 so that when I'm connected to my home network I can still access my home devices. ::/0 should also allow all IPv6 address.
However I was unable to connect to my home devices even though they are all assigned IPv4 address on 192.168.1.0/24
I had to change ::/0 to 2000::/3 to be able to connect to my home devices. Why do the allowed IPv6 settings affect the connection of devices using IPv4?

Help! My Minecraft kept crashing at random runtimes with a confusing log. Now the crash is on startup. :(
Can someone tell me what this problem is?

# # A fatal error has been detected by the Java Runtime Environment: # # EXCEPTION_ACCESS_VIOLATION (0xc0000005) at pc=0x00007ff9a789ca76, pid=6124, tid=13912 # # JRE version: OpenJDK Runtime Environment Microsoft-32931 (17.0.3+7) (build 17.0.3+7-LTS) # Java VM: OpenJDK 64-Bit Server VM Microsoft-32931 (17.0.3+7-LTS, mixed mode, tiered, compressed oops, compressed class ptrs, g1 gc, windows-amd64) # Problematic frame: # V [jvm.dll+0xca76] # # No core dump will be written. Minidumps are not enabled by default on client versions of Windows # # If you would like to submit a bug report, please visit: # https://github.com/microsoft/openjdk/issues # --------------- S U M M A R Y ------------ Command Line: -XX:HeapDumpPath=MojangTricksIntelDriversForPerformance_javaw.exe_minecraft.exe.heapdump -Dos.name=Windows 10 -Dos.version=10.0 -Xss1M -Djava.library.path=C:\Users\z1297\AppData\Roaming\.minecraft\bin\ff1aab0f0b2807141fc58fca05f9eaa3bb14881c -Dminecraft.launcher.brand=minecraft-launcher -Dminecraft.launcher.version=2.4.104 -DFabricMcEmu= net.minecraft.client.main.Main -Xmx4G -XX:+UnlockExperimentalVMOptions -XX:+UseG1GC -XX:G1NewSizePercent=20 -XX:G1ReservePercent=20 -XX:MaxGCPauseMillis=50 -XX:G1HeapRegionSize=32M -Dlog4j.configurationFile=C:\Users\z1297\AppData\Roaming\.minecraft\assets\log_configs\client-1.12.xml net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.KnotClient --username TheElderScrollsV --version fabric-loader-0.14.21-1.19.4 --gameDir C:\Users\z1297\AppData\Roaming\.minecraft --assetsDir C:\Users\z1297\AppData\Roaming\.minecraft\assets --assetIndex 3 --uuid 0960ebc3d927405f8d189266e94f2310 --clientId Njc0NTYzZjAtZmJmNi00MGUzLTljN2UtMzgxZDBhZThhY2Q2 --xuid 2535453912613662 --userType msa --versionType release Host: Intel(R) Core(TM) i7-6700K CPU @ 4.00GHz, 8 cores, 7G, Windows 10 , 64 bit Build 19041 (10.0.19041.2913) Time: Sat Jun 10 02:51:58 2023 Eastern Daylight Time elapsed time: 12.935539 seconds (0d 0h 0m 12s) --------------- T H R E A D --------------- Current thread (0x0000027d0909ca20): GCTaskThread "GC Thread#1" [stack: 0x00000098ed000000,0x00000098ed100000] [id=13912] Stack: [0x00000098ed000000,0x00000098ed100000], sp=0x00000098ed0ff4c8, free space=1021k Native frames: (J=compiled Java code, j=interpreted, Vv=VM code, C=native code) V [jvm.dll+0xca76] siginfo: EXCEPTION_ACCESS_VIOLATION (0xc0000005), reading address 0x00000008e01152ef Register to memory mapping: RIP=0x00007ff9a789ca76 jvm.dll RAX=0x0 is NULL RBX=0x0000000000000001 is an unknown value RCX=0x0000000717dde7a0 points into unknown readable memory: 0x00000001000585a0 a0 85 05 00 01 00 00 00 RDX=0x0000000717dde7a0 points into unknown readable memory: 0x00000001000585a0 a0 85 05 00 01 00 00 00 RSP=0x00000098ed0ff4c8 points into unknown readable memory: 0x00007ff9a7b9618c 8c 61 b9 a7 f9 7f 00 00 RBP=0x00000008e01152e7 is an unknown value RSI=0x0000027d0f3fac80 points into unknown readable memory: 0x00007ff9a81e7db8 b8 7d 1e a8 f9 7f 00 00 RDI=0x0000027d0f3fac80 points into unknown readable memory: 0x00007ff9a81e7db8 b8 7d 1e a8 f9 7f 00 00 R8 =0x0000000717dde7a0 points into unknown readable memory: 0x00000001000585a0 a0 85 05 00 01 00 00 00 R9 =0x00000008e01152e7 is an unknown value R10=0x0000000717dde7a0 points into unknown readable memory: 0x00000001000585a0 a0 85 05 00 01 00 00 00 R11=0x00007ff9c24015c3 VCRUNTIME140.dll R12=0x00000098ed0ff7f0 points into unknown readable memory: 0x00007ff9a81e8eb8 b8 8e 1e a8 f9 7f 00 00 R13=0x0000027d66926ea0 points into unknown readable memory: 0x0000000000000080 80 00 00 00 00 00 00 00 R14=0x0000000000000040 is an unknown value R15=0x0000000717dde7a0 points into unknown readable memory: 0x00000001000585a0 a0 85 05 00 01 00 00 00 Registers: RAX=0x0000000000000000, RBX=0x0000000000000001, RCX=0x0000000717dde7a0, RDX=0x0000000717dde7a0 RSP=0x00000098ed0ff4c8, RBP=0x00000008e01152e7, RSI=0x0000027d0f3fac80, RDI=0x0000027d0f3fac80 R8 =0x0000000717dde7a0, R9 =0x00000008e01152e7, R10=0x0000000717dde7a0, R11=0x00007ff9c24015c3 R12=0x00000098ed0ff7f0, R13=0x0000027d66926ea0, R14=0x0000000000000040, R15=0x0000000717dde7a0 RIP=0x00007ff9a789ca76, EFLAGS=0x0000000000010206 Top of Stack: (sp=0x00000098ed0ff4c8) 0x00000098ed0ff4c8: 00007ff9a7b9618c 0000000000000000 0x00000098ed0ff4d8: 0000000000000005 0000000800210000 0x00000098ed0ff4e8: 0000000709d3d000 0000000700000003 0x00000098ed0ff4f8: 00007ff9a7f4961f 0000000000000021 0x00000098ed0ff508: 0000027d0c0c1460 0000000000000001 0x00000098ed0ff518: 00007ff9a7b9c792 0000000000000000 0x00000098ed0ff528: 0000000000000000 0000000000000040 0x00000098ed0ff538: 0000027d66926ea0 00000098ed0ff7f0 0x00000098ed0ff548: 0000027d0f3fac80 000000071989db88 0x00000098ed0ff558: 000000000000111f 000000071989db89 0x00000098ed0ff568: 00007ff9a7b97212 0000000000030000 0x00000098ed0ff578: 0000000003830001 0000000000000028 0x00000098ed0ff588: 00000001000585a0 0000027d7bd3fd00 0x00000098ed0ff598: 0000000000000002 0000000000000080 0x00000098ed0ff5a8: 00000098ed0ff7f0 0000000707fa3a00 0x00000098ed0ff5b8: 00007ff9a7b93fce 0000027d0a728358 Instructions: (pc=0x00007ff9a789ca76) 0x00007ff9a789c976: cc cc cc cc cc cc cc cc cc cc 4c 8b 01 4c 8b c9 0x00007ff9a789c986: 48 8b 0d 43 30 b6 00 ba 64 60 08 00 e9 c9 f1 ff 0x00007ff9a789c996: ff cc cc cc cc cc cc cc cc cc 8b 05 42 79 b0 00 0x00007ff9a789c9a6: c3 cc cc cc cc cc cc cc cc cc 0f b6 05 0a 37 b7 0x00007ff9a789c9b6: 00 48 8b d1 84 c0 74 16 44 8b 41 08 8b 0d 20 79 0x00007ff9a789c9c6: b0 00 49 d3 e0 4c 03 05 0e 79 b0 00 eb 04 4c 8b 0x00007ff9a789c9d6: 41 08 45 8b 50 08 45 85 d2 7e 0e 41 f6 c2 01 75 0x00007ff9a789c9e6: 53 41 c1 fa 03 41 8b c2 c3 79 49 84 c0 b9 10 00 0x00007ff9a789c9f6: 00 00 8b 05 26 88 b0 00 41 b8 0c 00 00 00 41 0f 0x00007ff9a789ca06: 45 c8 ff c8 4c 63 c8 48 63 14 11 41 8b ca 83 e1 0x00007ff9a789ca16: 3f 48 d3 e2 41 8b ca 48 c1 f9 10 0f b6 c1 49 8d 0x00007ff9a789ca26: 0c 11 49 f7 d1 48 03 c1 49 c1 e9 03 48 c1 e8 03 0x00007ff9a789ca36: 41 23 c1 c3 49 8b 00 49 8b c8 48 ff a0 00 01 00 0x00007ff9a789ca46: 00 cc cc cc cc cc cc cc cc cc 8b 44 24 30 45 03 0x00007ff9a789ca56: c9 44 2b 4c 24 28 83 c0 0b 44 03 ca 45 03 c8 41 0x00007ff9a789ca66: 03 c1 c3 cc cc cc cc cc cc cc 4c 8b ca 48 8b d1 0x00007ff9a789ca76: 45 8b 41 08 45 85 c0 7e 0e 41 f6 c0 01 75 56 41 0x00007ff9a789ca86: c1 f8 03 41 8b c0 c3 79 4c 80 3d 2b 36 b7 00 00 0x00007ff9a789ca96: b8 0c 00 00 00 b9 10 00 00 00 0f 45 c8 8b 05 7b 0x00007ff9a789caa6: 87 b0 00 ff c8 4c 63 c8 48 63 14 11 41 8b c8 83 0x00007ff9a789cab6: e1 3f 48 d3 e2 41 8b c8 48 c1 f9 10 0f b6 c1 49 0x00007ff9a789cac6: 8d 0c 11 49 f7 d1 48 03 c1 49 c1 e9 03 48 c1 e8 0x00007ff9a789cad6: 03 41 23 c1 c3 49 8b 01 49 8b c9 48 ff a0 00 01 0x00007ff9a789cae6: 00 00 cc cc cc cc cc cc cc cc 48 8b 41 08 0f b7 0x00007ff9a789caf6: 48 2a 0f b7 40 28 83 c0 48 03 c1 c3 cc cc cc cc 0x00007ff9a789cb06: cc cc cc cc cc cc cc cc cc cc 48 89 5c 24 08 57 0x00007ff9a789cb16: 48 83 ec 20 0f b6 05 0f 14 bb 00 48 8b fa 48 8b 0x00007ff9a789cb26: d9 84 c0 74 4f 48 85 15 26 0c bb 00 74 38 48 8b 0x00007ff9a789cb36: ca e8 44 72 85 00 48 8b d0 48 85 db 74 25 48 85 0x00007ff9a789cb46: c0 74 20 48 8b c7 f0 48 0f b1 13 74 16 48 85 05 0x00007ff9a789cb56: fe 0b bb 00 74 0d 48 8b c8 f0 48 0f b1 13 48 3b 0x00007ff9a789cb66: c1 75 ea 48 8b fa 48 8b c7 48 8b 5c 24 30 48 83 Stack slot to memory mapping: stack at sp + 0 slots: 0x00007ff9a7b9618c jvm.dll stack at sp + 1 slots: 0x0 is NULL stack at sp + 2 slots: 0x0000000000000005 is an unknown value stack at sp + 3 slots: 0x0000000800210000 is a pointer to class: org.objectweb.asm.Label {0x0000000800210008} - instance size: 7 - klass size: 66 - access: public synchronized - state: fully_initialized - name: 'org/objectweb/asm/Label' - super: 'java/lang/Object' - sub: - arrays: 'org/objectweb/asm/Label'[] - methods: Array(0x0000027d0b6030f0) - method ordering: Array(0x0000027d08000018) - default_methods: Array(0x0000000000000000) - local interfaces: Array(0x0000027d08000058) - trans. interfaces: Array(0x0000027d08000058) - constants: constant pool [214] {0x0000027d0b602848} for 'org/objectweb/asm/Label' cache=0x0000027d0b603f70 - class loader data: loader data: 0x0000027d08981d70 for instance a 'jdk/internal/loadeClassLoaders$AppClassLoader'{0x0000000700001d98} - source file: 'Label.java' - class annotations: Array(0x0000000000000000) - class type annotations: Array(0x0000000000000000) - field annotations: Array(0x0000000000000000) - field type annotations: Array(0x0000000000000000) - inner classes: Array(0x0000027d08000028) - nest members: Array(0x0000027d08000028) - permitted subclasses: Array(0x0000027d08000028) - java mirror: a 'java/lang/Class'{0x0000000701917a90} = 'org/objectweb/asm/Label' - vtable length 6 (start addr: 0x00000008002101c8) - itable length 2 (start addr: 0x00000008002101f8) - ---- static fields (8 words): - static final 'FLAG_DEBUG_ONLY' 'I' @116 - static final 'FLAG_JUMP_TARGET' 'I' @120 - static final 'FLAG_RESOLVED' 'I' @124 - static final 'FLAG_REACHABLE' 'I' @128 - static final 'FLAG_SUBROUTINE_CALLER' 'I' @132 - static final 'FLAG_SUBROUTINE_START' 'I' @136 - static final 'FLAG_SUBROUTINE_END' 'I' @140 - static final 'FLAG_LINE_NUMBER' 'I' @144 - static final 'LINE_NUMBERS_CAPACITY_INCREMENT' 'I' @148 - static final 'FORWARD_REFERENCES_CAPACITY_INCREMENT' 'I' @152 - static final 'FORWARD_REFERENCE_TYPE_MASK' 'I' @156 - static final 'FORWARD_REFERENCE_TYPE_SHORT' 'I' @160 - static final 'FORWARD_REFERENCE_TYPE_WIDE' 'I' @164 - static final 'FORWARD_REFERENCE_HANDLE_MASK' 'I' @168 - static final 'EMPTY_LIST' 'Lorg/objectweb/asm/Label;' @112 - ---- non-static fields (11 words): - 'bytecodeOffset' 'I' @12 - 'flags' 'S' @16 - private 'lineNumber' 'S' @18 - 'inputStackSize' 'S' @20 - 'outputStackSize' 'S' @22 - 'outputStackMax' 'S' @24 - 'subroutineId' 'S' @26 - public 'info' 'Ljava/lang/Object;' @28 - private 'otherLineNumbers' '[I' @32 - private 'forwardReferences' '[I' @36 - 'frame' 'Lorg/objectweb/asm/Frame;' @40 - 'nextBasicBlock' 'Lorg/objectweb/asm/Label;' @44 - 'outgoingEdges' 'Lorg/objectweb/asm/Edge;' @48 - 'nextListElement' 'Lorg/objectweb/asm/Label;' @52 - non-static oop maps: 28-52 stack at sp + 4 slots: 0x0000000709d3d000 is pointing into object: [Ljava.util.HashMap$Node; {0x0000000709d3ced8} - klass: 'java/util/HashMap$Node'[] - length: 256 stack at sp + 5 slots: 0x0000000700000003 is pointing into object: java.lang.String {0x0000000700000000} - klass: 'java/lang/String' - string: "" stack at sp + 6 slots: 0x00007ff9a7f4961f jvm.dll stack at sp + 7 slots: 0x0000000000000021 is an unknown value --------------- P R O C E S S --------------- Threads class SMR info: _java_thread_list=0x0000027d0d7a43e0, length=16, elements={ 0x0000027d669fbfe0, 0x0000027d7f710020, 0x0000027d7f710a40, 0x0000027d7f745560, 0x0000027d7f746e30, 0x0000027d7f747900, 0x0000027d7f7483d0, 0x0000027d7f753840, 0x0000027d7f7582b0, 0x0000027d7f758bb0, 0x0000027d08a371a0, 0x0000027d08a56720, 0x0000027d0e58fe70, 0x0000027d0e58f9a0, 0x0000027d0c3751c0, 0x0000027d0f0d8960 } Java Threads: ( => current thread ) 0x0000027d669fbfe0 JavaThread "main" [_thread_blocked, id=6780, stack(0x00000098ebb00000,0x00000098ebc00000)] 0x0000027d7f710020 JavaThread "Reference Handler" daemon [_thread_blocked, id=6420, stack(0x00000098ec200000,0x00000098ec300000)] 0x0000027d7f710a40 JavaThread "Finalizer" daemon [_thread_blocked, id=8332, stack(0x00000098ec300000,0x00000098ec400000)] 0x0000027d7f745560 JavaThread "Signal Dispatcher" daemon [_thread_blocked, id=1284, stack(0x00000098ec400000,0x00000098ec500000)] 0x0000027d7f746e30 JavaThread "Attach Listener" daemon [_thread_blocked, id=5764, stack(0x00000098ec500000,0x00000098ec600000)] 0x0000027d7f747900 JavaThread "Service Thread" daemon [_thread_blocked, id=1588, stack(0x00000098ec600000,0x00000098ec700000)] 0x0000027d7f7483d0 JavaThread "Monitor Deflation Thread" daemon [_thread_blocked, id=11184, stack(0x00000098ec700000,0x00000098ec800000)] 0x0000027d7f753840 JavaThread "C2 CompilerThread0" daemon [_thread_blocked, id=7480, stack(0x00000098ec800000,0x00000098ec900000)] 0x0000027d7f7582b0 JavaThread "C1 CompilerThread0" daemon [_thread_blocked, id=1652, stack(0x00000098ec900000,0x00000098eca00000)] 0x0000027d7f758bb0 JavaThread "Sweeper thread" daemon [_thread_blocked, id=8076, stack(0x00000098eca00000,0x00000098ecb00000)] 0x0000027d08a371a0 JavaThread "Notification Thread" daemon [_thread_blocked, id=11816, stack(0x00000098ecb00000,0x00000098ecc00000)] 0x0000027d08a56720 JavaThread "Common-Cleaner" daemon [_thread_blocked, id=3004, stack(0x00000098ecd00000,0x00000098ece00000)] 0x0000027d0e58fe70 JavaThread "Keep-Alive-Timer" daemon [_thread_blocked, id=152, stack(0x00000098eda00000,0x00000098edb00000)] 0x0000027d0e58f9a0 JavaThread "JNA Cleaner" daemon [_thread_blocked, id=300, stack(0x00000098ede00000,0x00000098edf00000)] 0x0000027d0c3751c0 JavaThread "C2 CompilerThread1" daemon [_thread_blocked, id=6552, stack(0x00000098ece00000,0x00000098ecf00000)] 0x0000027d0f0d8960 JavaThread "C2 CompilerThread2" daemon [_thread_blocked, id=5784, stack(0x00000098ecf00000,0x00000098ed000000)] Other Threads: 0x0000027d66bb7b10 VMThread "VM Thread" [stack: 0x00000098ec100000,0x00000098ec200000] [id=5356] 0x0000027d66b6ac60 WatcherThread [stack: 0x00000098ecc00000,0x00000098ecd00000] [id=14096] 0x0000027d66b579c0 GCTaskThread "GC Thread#0" [stack: 0x00000098ebc00000,0x00000098ebd00000] [id=13648] =>0x0000027d0909ca20 GCTaskThread "GC Thread#1" [stack: 0x00000098ed000000,0x00000098ed100000] [id=13912] 0x0000027d0a1dd840 GCTaskThread "GC Thread#2" [stack: 0x00000098ed100000,0x00000098ed200000] [id=3668] 0x0000027d09083050 GCTaskThread "GC Thread#3" [stack: 0x00000098ed200000,0x00000098ed300000] [id=9448] 0x0000027d091c88a0 GCTaskThread "GC Thread#4" [stack: 0x00000098ed300000,0x00000098ed400000] [id=11524] 0x0000027d0a1eab30 GCTaskThread "GC Thread#5" [stack: 0x00000098ed400000,0x00000098ed500000] [id=10316] 0x0000027d0a21eb50 GCTaskThread "GC Thread#6" [stack: 0x00000098ed500000,0x00000098ed600000] [id=8736] 0x0000027d0a21ee00 GCTaskThread "GC Thread#7" [stack: 0x00000098ed600000,0x00000098ed700000] [id=8720] 0x0000027d66b59900 ConcurrentGCThread "G1 Main Marker" [stack: 0x00000098ebd00000,0x00000098ebe00000] [id=5868] 0x0000027d66b5aac0 ConcurrentGCThread "G1 Conc#0" [stack: 0x00000098ebe00000,0x00000098ebf00000] [id=6008] 0x0000027d0c0b86c0 ConcurrentGCThread "G1 Conc#1" [stack: 0x00000098edf00000,0x00000098ee000000] [id=8800] 0x0000027d66b89dd0 ConcurrentGCThread "G1 Refine#0" [stack: 0x00000098ebf00000,0x00000098ec000000] [id=4548] 0x0000027d0ee35490 ConcurrentGCThread "G1 Refine#1" [stack: 0x00000098ed700000,0x00000098ed800000] [id=8772] 0x0000027d0ee35770 ConcurrentGCThread "G1 Refine#2" [stack: 0x00000098ed800000,0x00000098ed900000] [id=8716] 0x0000027d0ee365d0 ConcurrentGCThread "G1 Refine#3" [stack: 0x00000098ed900000,0x00000098eda00000] [id=8792] 0x0000027d0ee35a50 ConcurrentGCThread "G1 Refine#4" [stack: 0x00000098edc00000,0x00000098edd00000] [id=8700] 0x0000027d0ee368b0 ConcurrentGCThread "G1 Refine#5" [stack: 0x00000098edd00000,0x00000098ede00000] [id=292] 0x0000027d66b8c700 ConcurrentGCThread "G1 Service" [stack: 0x00000098ec000000,0x00000098ec100000] [id=13212] Threads with active compile tasks: C2 CompilerThread0 13049 8430 4 net.minecraft.class_2688::method_11654 (46 bytes) C2 CompilerThread1 13049 8551 4 java.util.HashMap::computeIfAbsent (330 bytes) C2 CompilerThread2 13049 8461 4 net.minecraft.class_244::method_31941 (270 bytes) VM state: at safepoint (normal execution) VM Mutex/Monitor currently owned by a thread: ([mutex/lock_event]) [0x0000027d66b0e280] Threads_lock - owner thread: 0x0000027d66bb7b10 [0x0000027d66b0f5a0] Heap_lock - owner thread: 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Heap address: 0x0000000700000000, size: 4096 MB, Compressed Oops mode: Zero based, Oop shift amount: 3 CDS archive(s) not mapped Compressed class space mapped at: 0x0000000800000000-0x0000000840000000, reserved size: 1073741824 Narrow klass base: 0x0000000800000000, Narrow klass shift: 0, Narrow klass range: 0x40000000 GC Precious Log: CPUs: 8 total, 8 available Memory: 8143M Large Page Support: Disabled NUMA Support: Disabled Compressed Oops: Enabled (Zero based) Heap Region Size: 32M Heap Min Capacity: 32M Heap Initial Capacity: 128M Heap Max Capacity: 4G Pre-touch: Disabled Parallel Workers: 8 Concurrent Workers: 2 Concurrent Refinement Workers: 8 Periodic GC: Disabled Heap: garbage-first heap total 720896K, used 484372K [0x0000000700000000, 0x0000000800000000) region size 32768K, 11 young (360448K), 2 survivors (65536K) Metaspace used 55495K, committed 56128K, reserved 1105920K class space used 6533K, committed 6848K, reserved 1048576K Heap Regions: E=young(eden), S=young(survivor), O=old, HS=humongous(starts), HC=humongous(continues), CS=collection set, F=free, OA=open archive, CA=closed archive, TAMS=top-at-mark-start (previous, next) 00x0000000700000000, 0x0000000702000000, 0x0000000702000000100% O TAMS 0x0000000702000000, 0x0000000700000000 Untracked 10x0000000702000000, 0x0000000704000000, 0x0000000704000000100% O TAMS 0x0000000702000000, 0x0000000702000000 Untracked 20x0000000704000000, 0x0000000706000000, 0x0000000706000000100% O TAMS 0x0000000706000000, 0x0000000704000000 Untracked 30x0000000706000000, 0x0000000708000000, 0x0000000708000000100% O TAMS 0x0000000708000000, 0x0000000706000000 Untracked 40x0000000708000000, 0x000000070a000000, 0x000000070a000000100% O TAMS 0x00000007095d9400, 0x0000000708000000 Untracked 50x000000070a000000, 0x000000070a3d0a00, 0x000000070c000000 11% O TAMS 0x000000070a000000, 0x000000070a000000 Untracked 60x000000070c000000, 0x000000070c000000, 0x000000070e000000 0% F TAMS 0x000000070c000000, 0x000000070c000000 Untracked 70x000000070e000000, 0x000000070e000000, 0x0000000710000000 0% F TAMS 0x000000070e000000, 0x000000070e000000 Untracked 80x0000000710000000, 0x0000000710000000, 0x0000000712000000 0% F TAMS 0x0000000710000000, 0x0000000710000000 Untracked 90x0000000712000000, 0x0000000712000000, 0x0000000714000000 0% F TAMS 0x0000000712000000, 0x0000000712000000 Untracked 100x0000000714000000, 0x00000007146b46a0, 0x0000000716000000 20% S TAMS 0x0000000714000000, 0x0000000714000000 Complete 110x0000000716000000, 0x00000007175349c0, 0x0000000718000000 66% ECSTAMS 0x0000000716000000, 0x0000000716000000 Complete 120x0000000718000000, 0x000000071a000000, 0x000000071a000000100% S TAMS 0x0000000718000000, 0x0000000718000000 Complete 130x000000071a000000, 0x000000071c000000, 0x000000071c000000100% ECSTAMS 0x000000071a000000, 0x000000071a000000 Complete 140x000000071c000000, 0x000000071e000000, 0x000000071e000000100% ECSTAMS 0x000000071c000000, 0x000000071c000000 Complete 150x000000071e000000, 0x0000000720000000, 0x0000000720000000100% ECSTAMS 0x000000071e000000, 0x000000071e000000 Complete 160x0000000720000000, 0x0000000722000000, 0x0000000722000000100% ECSTAMS 0x0000000720000000, 0x0000000720000000 Complete 170x0000000722000000, 0x0000000724000000, 0x0000000724000000100% ECSTAMS 0x0000000722000000, 0x0000000722000000 Complete 180x0000000724000000, 0x0000000726000000, 0x0000000726000000100% ECSTAMS 0x0000000724000000, 0x0000000724000000 Complete 190x0000000726000000, 0x0000000728000000, 0x0000000728000000100% ECSTAMS 0x0000000726000000, 0x0000000726000000 Complete 200x0000000728000000, 0x000000072a000000, 0x000000072a000000100% ECSTAMS 0x0000000728000000, 0x0000000728000000 Complete 210x000000072a000000, 0x000000072c000000, 0x000000072c000000100% ECSTAMS 0x000000072a000000, 0x000000072a000000 Complete Card table byte_map: [0x0000027d7bd00000,0x0000027d7c500000] _byte_map_base: 0x0000027d78500000 Marking Bits (Prev, Next): (CMBitMap*) 0x0000027d66b57fd0, (CMBitMap*) 0x0000027d66b58010 Prev Bits: [0x0000027d00000000, 0x0000027d04000000) Next Bits: [0x0000027d04000000, 0x0000027d08000000) Polling page: 0x0000027d6ba70000 Metaspace: Usage: Non-class: 47.81 MB used. Class: 6.38 MB used. Both: 54.20 MB used. Virtual space: Non-class space: 56.00 MB reserved, 48.12 MB ( 86%) committed, 7 nodes. Class space: 1.00 GB reserved, 6.69 MB ( <1%) committed, 1 nodes. Both: 1.05 GB reserved, 54.81 MB ( 5%) committed. Chunk freelists: Non-Class: 3.83 MB Class: 1.23 MB Both: 5.07 MB MaxMetaspaceSize: unlimited CompressedClassSpaceSize: 1.00 GB Initial GC threshold: 21.00 MB Current GC threshold: 59.06 MB CDS: off MetaspaceReclaimPolicy: balanced - commit_granule_bytes: 65536. - commit_granule_words: 8192. - virtual_space_node_default_size: 1048576. - enlarge_chunks_in_place: 1. - new_chunks_are_fully_committed: 0. - uncommit_free_chunks: 1. - use_allocation_guard: 0. - handle_deallocations: 1. Internal statistics: num_allocs_failed_limit: 6. num_arena_births: 800. num_arena_deaths: 0. num_vsnodes_births: 8. num_vsnodes_deaths: 0. num_space_committed: 876. num_space_uncommitted: 0. num_chunks_returned_to_freelist: 6. num_chunks_taken_from_freelist: 2462. num_chunk_merges: 6. num_chunk_splits: 1548. num_chunks_enlarged: 983. num_purges: 0. num_inconsistent_stats: 0. CodeHeap 'non-profiled nmethods': size=120000Kb used=5686Kb max_used=6250Kb free=114313Kb bounds [0x0000027d73560000, 0x0000027d73b80000, 0x0000027d7aa90000] CodeHeap 'profiled nmethods': size=120000Kb used=12413Kb max_used=14256Kb free=107586Kb bounds [0x0000027d6c030000, 0x0000027d6ce20000, 0x0000027d73560000] CodeHeap 'non-nmethods': size=5760Kb used=1410Kb max_used=1490Kb free=4350Kb bounds [0x0000027d6ba90000, 0x0000027d6bd00000, 0x0000027d6c030000] total_blobs=7259 nmethods=6499 adapters=672 compilation: enabled stopped_count=0, restarted_count=0 full_count=0 Compilation events (20 events): Event: 12.853 Thread 0x0000027d7f7582b0 8545 3 net.fabricmc.mapping.tree.DescriptorMapper::mapDescriptor (154 bytes) Event: 12.854 Thread 0x0000027d7f7582b0 nmethod 8545 0x0000027d6ccee590 code [0x0000027d6ccee960, 0x0000027d6ccf0068] Event: 12.855 Thread 0x0000027d7f7582b0 8546 % 3 net.fabricmc.loader.impl.MappingResolverImpl::recordMember @ 8 (81 bytes) Event: 12.855 Thread 0x0000027d7f7582b0 nmethod 8546% 0x0000027d6c091310 code [0x0000027d6c0915a0, 0x0000027d6c092778] Event: 12.857 Thread 0x0000027d7f7582b0 8547 3 net.fabricmc.loader.impl.MappingResolverImpl::recordMember (81 bytes) Event: 12.858 Thread 0x0000027d7f7582b0 nmethod 8547 0x0000027d6c25c090 code [0x0000027d6c25c320, 0x0000027d6c25d3d8] Event: 12.861 Thread 0x0000027d0c3751c0 nmethod 8526 0x0000027d739f0c90 code [0x0000027d739f0e60, 0x0000027d739f1b78] Event: 12.861 Thread 0x0000027d0c3751c0 8539 4 java.util.HashMap::afterNodeAccess (1 bytes) Event: 12.861 Thread 0x0000027d0c3751c0 nmethod 8539 0x0000027d739f0890 code [0x0000027d739f0a00, 0x0000027d739f0a78] Event: 12.861 Thread 0x0000027d0c3751c0 8356 4 java.util.stream.AbstractPipeline::isParallel (8 bytes) Event: 12.862 Thread 0x0000027d0c3751c0 nmethod 8356 0x0000027d73a20190 code [0x0000027d73a20300, 0x0000027d73a20398] Event: 12.862 Thread 0x0000027d0c3751c0 8549 4 java.lang.AbstractStringBuilder::appendChars (207 bytes) Event: 12.869 Thread 0x0000027d0c3751c0 nmethod 8549 0x0000027d7369d610 code [0x0000027d7369d7c0, 0x0000027d7369de78] Event: 12.869 Thread 0x0000027d0c3751c0 8550 4 net.fabricmc.mapping.tree.DescriptorMapper::mapDescriptor (154 bytes) Event: 12.895 Thread 0x0000027d7f7582b0 8553 ! 2 jdk.internal.reflect.GeneratedConstructorAccessor73::newInstance (53 bytes) Event: 12.895 Thread 0x0000027d7f7582b0 nmethod 8553 0x0000027d6c22bf90 code [0x0000027d6c22c180, 0x0000027d6c22c5e8] Event: 12.904 Thread 0x0000027d0c3751c0 nmethod 8550 0x0000027d739ec110 code [0x0000027d739ec3e0, 0x0000027d739eee30] Event: 12.905 Thread 0x0000027d0c3751c0 8551 4 java.util.HashMap::computeIfAbsent (330 bytes) Event: 12.906 Thread 0x0000027d7f753840 nmethod 8462 0x0000027d73846b90 code [0x0000027d73847260, 0x0000027d7384e6c0] Event: 12.908 Thread 0x0000027d7f753840 8430 4 net.minecraft.class_2688::method_11654 (46 bytes) GC Heap History (20 events): Event: 7.145 GC heap after {Heap after GC invocations=21 (full 0): garbage-first heap total 458752K, used 164880K [0x0000000700000000, 0x0000000800000000) region size 32768K, 1 young (32768K), 1 survivors (32768K) Metaspace used 38837K, committed 39296K, reserved 1089536K class space used 4184K, committed 4416K, reserved 1048576K } Event: 7.391 GC heap before {Heap before GC invocations=21 (full 0): garbage-first heap total 458752K, used 164880K [0x0000000700000000, 0x0000000800000000) region size 32768K, 2 young (65536K), 1 survivors (32768K) Metaspace used 39953K, committed 40320K, reserved 1089536K class space used 4371K, committed 4544K, reserved 1048576K } Event: 7.399 GC heap after {Heap after GC invocations=22 (full 0): garbage-first heap total 458752K, used 136351K [0x0000000700000000, 0x0000000800000000) region size 32768K, 1 young (32768K), 1 survivors (32768K) Metaspace used 39953K, committed 40320K, reserved 1089536K class space used 4371K, committed 4544K, reserved 1048576K } Event: 9.093 GC heap before {Heap before GC invocations=22 (full 0): garbage-first heap total 458752K, used 234655K [0x0000000700000000, 0x0000000800000000) region size 32768K, 5 young (163840K), 1 survivors (32768K) Metaspace used 42735K, committed 43200K, reserved 1089536K class space used 4728K, committed 4928K, reserved 1048576K } Event: 9.105 GC heap after {Heap after GC invocations=23 (full 0): garbage-first heap total 720896K, used 167342K [0x0000000700000000, 0x0000000800000000) region size 32768K, 1 young (32768K), 1 survivors (32768K) Metaspace used 42735K, committed 43200K, reserved 1089536K class space used 4728K, committed 4928K, reserved 1048576K } Event: 9.602 GC heap before {Heap before GC invocations=23 (full 0): garbage-first heap total 720896K, used 396718K [0x0000000700000000, 0x0000000800000000) region size 32768K, 8 young (262144K), 1 survivors (32768K) Metaspace used 44405K, committed 44928K, reserved 1089536K class space used 4895K, committed 5120K, reserved 1048576K } Event: 9.611 GC heap after {Heap after GC invocations=24 (full 0): garbage-first heap total 720896K, used 172150K [0x0000000700000000, 0x0000000800000000) region size 32768K, 1 young (32768K), 1 survivors (32768K) Metaspace used 44405K, committed 44928K, reserved 1089536K class space used 4895K, committed 5120K, reserved 1048576K } Event: 10.000 GC heap before {Heap before GC invocations=24 (full 0): garbage-first heap total 720896K, used 434294K [0x0000000700000000, 0x0000000800000000) region size 32768K, 9 young (294912K), 1 survivors (32768K) Metaspace used 45562K, committed 46016K, reserved 1097728K class space used 5028K, committed 5248K, reserved 1048576K } Event: 10.004 GC heap after {Heap after GC invocations=25 (full 0): garbage-first heap total 720896K, used 175019K [0x0000000700000000, 0x0000000800000000) region size 32768K, 1 young (32768K), 1 survivors (32768K) Metaspace used 45562K, committed 46016K, reserved 1097728K class space used 5028K, committed 5248K, reserved 1048576K } Event: 10.184 GC heap before {Heap before GC invocations=25 (full 0): garbage-first heap total 720896K, used 437163K [0x0000000700000000, 0x0000000800000000) region size 32768K, 9 young (294912K), 1 survivors (32768K) Metaspace used 45814K, committed 46272K, reserved 1097728K class space used 5033K, committed 5248K, reserved 1048576K } Event: 10.189 GC heap after {Heap after GC invocations=26 (full 0): garbage-first heap total 720896K, used 177546K [0x0000000700000000, 0x0000000800000000) region size 32768K, 1 young (32768K), 1 survivors (32768K) Metaspace used 45814K, committed 46272K, reserved 1097728K class space used 5033K, committed 5248K, reserved 1048576K } Event: 10.393 GC heap before {Heap before GC invocations=26 (full 0): garbage-first heap total 720896K, used 439690K [0x0000000700000000, 0x0000000800000000) region size 32768K, 9 young (294912K), 1 survivors (32768K) Metaspace used 46411K, committed 46912K, reserved 1097728K class space used 5081K, committed 5312K, reserved 1048576K } Event: 10.399 GC heap after {Heap after GC invocations=27 (full 0): garbage-first heap total 720896K, used 178526K [0x0000000700000000, 0x0000000800000000) region size 32768K, 1 young (32768K), 1 survivors (32768K) Metaspace used 46411K, committed 46912K, reserved 1097728K class space used 5081K, committed 5312K, reserved 1048576K } Event: 10.993 GC heap before {Heap before GC invocations=27 (full 0): garbage-first heap total 720896K, used 473438K [0x0000000700000000, 0x0000000800000000) region size 32768K, 10 young (327680K), 1 survivors (32768K) Metaspace used 49381K, committed 49920K, reserved 1097728K class space used 5491K, committed 5760K, reserved 1048576K } Event: 10.999 GC heap after {Heap after GC invocations=28 (full 0): garbage-first heap total 720896K, used 180647K [0x0000000700000000, 0x0000000800000000) region size 32768K, 1 young (32768K), 1 survivors (32768K) Metaspace used 49381K, committed 49920K, reserved 1097728K class space used 5491K, committed 5760K, reserved 1048576K } Event: 11.933 GC heap before {Heap before GC invocations=28 (full 0): garbage-first heap total 720896K, used 475559K [0x0000000700000000, 0x0000000800000000) region size 32768K, 10 young (327680K), 1 survivors (32768K) Metaspace used 53475K, committed 54080K, reserved 1097728K class space used 6181K, committed 6464K, reserved 1048576K } Event: 11.942 GC heap after {Heap after GC invocations=29 (full 0): garbage-first heap total 720896K, used 185592K [0x0000000700000000, 0x0000000800000000) region size 32768K, 1 young (32768K), 1 survivors (32768K) Metaspace used 53475K, committed 54080K, reserved 1097728K class space used 6181K, committed 6464K, reserved 1048576K } Event: 12.418 GC heap before {Heap before GC invocations=29 (full 0): garbage-first heap total 720896K, used 480504K [0x0000000700000000, 0x0000000800000000) region size 32768K, 10 young (327680K), 1 survivors (32768K) Metaspace used 54249K, committed 54912K, reserved 1097728K class space used 6335K, committed 6656K, reserved 1048576K } Event: 12.428 GC heap after {Heap after GC invocations=30 (full 0): garbage-first heap total 720896K, used 189460K [0x0000000700000000, 0x0000000800000000) region size 32768K, 1 young (32768K), 1 survivors (32768K) Metaspace used 54249K, committed 54912K, reserved 1097728K class space used 6335K, committed 6656K, reserved 1048576K } Event: 12.917 GC heap before {Heap before GC invocations=30 (full 0): garbage-first heap total 720896K, used 484372K [0x0000000700000000, 0x0000000800000000) region size 32768K, 10 young (327680K), 1 survivors (32768K) Metaspace used 55495K, committed 56128K, reserved 1105920K class space used 6533K, committed 6848K, reserved 1048576K } Deoptimization events (20 events): Event: 12.803 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 DEOPT PACKING pc=0x0000027d6cd20bbf sp=0x00000098ebbfdb00 Event: 12.803 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 DEOPT UNPACKING pc=0x0000027d6bae2b43 sp=0x00000098ebbfcfb0 mode 0 Event: 12.805 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 DEOPT PACKING pc=0x0000027d6cd20bbf sp=0x00000098ebbfdb20 Event: 12.805 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 DEOPT UNPACKING pc=0x0000027d6bae2b43 sp=0x00000098ebbfcfd0 mode 0 Event: 12.806 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 DEOPT PACKING pc=0x0000027d6cd20bbf sp=0x00000098ebbfdb00 Event: 12.806 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 DEOPT UNPACKING pc=0x0000027d6bae2b43 sp=0x00000098ebbfcfb0 mode 0 Event: 12.809 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 DEOPT PACKING pc=0x0000027d6cd20bbf sp=0x00000098ebbfdb20 Event: 12.809 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 DEOPT UNPACKING pc=0x0000027d6bae2b43 sp=0x00000098ebbfcfd0 mode 0 Event: 12.810 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 DEOPT PACKING pc=0x0000027d6cd20bbf sp=0x00000098ebbfdb20 Event: 12.810 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 DEOPT UNPACKING pc=0x0000027d6bae2b43 sp=0x00000098ebbfcfd0 mode 0 Event: 12.811 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 DEOPT PACKING pc=0x0000027d6cd20bbf sp=0x00000098ebbfdb20 Event: 12.811 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 DEOPT UNPACKING pc=0x0000027d6bae2b43 sp=0x00000098ebbfcfd0 mode 0 Event: 12.814 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 DEOPT PACKING pc=0x0000027d6cd20bbf sp=0x00000098ebbfdba0 Event: 12.814 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 DEOPT UNPACKING pc=0x0000027d6bae2b43 sp=0x00000098ebbfd050 mode 0 Event: 12.815 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 DEOPT PACKING pc=0x0000027d6cd20bbf sp=0x00000098ebbfdb80 Event: 12.815 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 DEOPT UNPACKING pc=0x0000027d6bae2b43 sp=0x00000098ebbfd030 mode 0 Event: 12.843 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Uncommon trap: trap_request=0xffffff45 fr.pc=0x0000027d735c0de8 relative=0x00000000000000c8 Event: 12.843 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Uncommon trap: reason=unstable_if action=reinterpret pc=0x0000027d735c0de8 method=net.fabricmc.mapping.tree.MappedImpl.getName(I)Ljava/lang/String; @ 6 c2 Event: 12.843 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 DEOPT PACKING pc=0x0000027d735c0de8 sp=0x00000098ebbfd750 Event: 12.843 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 DEOPT UNPACKING pc=0x0000027d6bae23a3 sp=0x00000098ebbfd6e8 mode 2 Classes unloaded (0 events): No events Classes redefined (0 events): No events Internal exceptions (20 events): Event: 11.486 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Exception  (0x00000007229736d8) thrown [d:\a\_work\1\jdk\src\hotspot\share\interpreter\linkResolver.cpp, line 766] Event: 11.512 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Exception  (0x0000000722a883f8) thrown [d:\a\_work\1\jdk\src\hotspot\share\interpreter\linkResolver.cpp, line 766] Event: 11.544 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Implicit null exception at 0x0000027d7374a780 to 0x0000027d7374b2fc Event: 11.632 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Exception  (0x0000000720a84a28) thrown [d:\a\_work\1\jdk\src\hotspot\share\interpreter\linkResolver.cpp, line 766] Event: 11.667 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Exception  (0x0000000720caae20) thrown [d:\a\_work\1\jdk\src\hotspot\share\interpreter\linkResolver.cpp, line 766] Event: 11.673 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Exception  (0x0000000720d061e8) thrown [d:\a\_work\1\jdk\src\hotspot\share\interpreter\linkResolver.cpp, line 766] Event: 11.673 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Exception  (0x0000000720d09f30) thrown [d:\a\_work\1\jdk\src\hotspot\share\interpreter\linkResolver.cpp, line 766] Event: 11.748 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Exception  (0x000000071c1e6f00) thrown [d:\a\_work\1\jdk\src\hotspot\share\interpreter\linkResolver.cpp, line 766] Event: 11.749 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Exception  (0x000000071c1ea4d8) thrown [d:\a\_work\1\jdk\src\hotspot\share\interpreter\linkResolver.cpp, line 766] Event: 11.764 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Exception  (0x000000071c962430) thrown [d:\a\_work\1\jdk\src\hotspot\share\interpreter\lin Event: 11.764 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Exception  (0x000000071c96d498) thrown [d:\a\_work\1\jdk\src\hotspot\share\ Event: 11.768 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Exception  (0x000000071c99d930) thrown [d:\a\_work\1\jdk\src\hotspot\share\interpreter\linkResolver.cpp, line 766] Event: 11.768 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Exception  (0x000000071c9a3498) thrown [d:\a\_work\1\jdk\src\hotspot\share\interpreter\linkResolver.cpp, line 766] Event: 11.807 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Exception  (0x000000071dc6cad8) thrown [d:\a\_work\1\jdk\src\hotspot\share\interpreter\linkResolver.cpp, line 766] Event: 11.835 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Exception  (0x000000071dee0398) thrown [d:\a\_work\1\jdk\src\hotspot\share\interpreter\linkResolver.cpp, line 766] Event: 11.838 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Exception  (0x000000071df491a8) thrown [d:\a\_work\1\jdk\src\hotspot\share\interpreter\linkResolver.cpp, line 766] Event: 12.027 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Exception  (0x000000072be17d18) thrown [d:\a\_work\1\jdk\src\hotspot\share\interpreter\linkResolver.cpp, line 833] Event: 12.293 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Exception  (0x0000000722dbaeb0) thrown [d:\a\_work\1\jdk\src\hotspot\share\interpreter\linkResolver.cpp, line 766] Event: 12.349 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Implicit null exception at 0x0000027d736cfd8f to 0x0000027d736d0538 Event: 12.349 Thread 0x0000027d669fbfe0 Implicit null exception at 0x0000027d735b7310 to 0x0000027d735b7a98 VM Operations (20 events): Event: 11.507 Executing VM operation: HandshakeAllThreads done Event: 11.511 Executing VM operation: ICBufferFull Event: 11.511 Executing VM operation: ICBufferFull done Event: 11.733 Executing VM operation: ICBufferFull Event: 11.733 Executing VM operation: ICBufferFull done Event: 11.933 Executing VM operation: G1CollectForAllocation Event: 11.942 Executing VM operation: G1CollectForAllocation done Event: 12.282 Executing VM operation: ICBufferFull Event: 12.282 Executing VM operation: ICBufferFull done Event: 12.418 Executing VM operation: G1CollectForAllocation Event: 12.428 Executing VM operation: G1CollectForAllocation done Event: 12.482 Executing VM operation: HandshakeAllThreads Event: 12.482 Executing VM operation: HandshakeAllThreads done Event: 12.512 Executing VM operation: HandshakeAllThreads Event: 12.512 Executing VM operation: HandshakeAllThreads done Event: 12.589 Executing VM operation: HandshakeAllThreads Event: 12.589 Executing VM operation: HandshakeAllThreads done Event: 12.801 Executing VM operation: ICBufferFull Event: 12.801 Executing VM operation: ICBufferFull done Event: 12.906 Executing VM operation: G1CollectForAllocation Events (20 events): Event: 12.599 Thread 0x0000027d7f758bb0 flushing nmethod 0x0000027d6cd7f190 Event: 12.599 Thread 0x0000027d7f758bb0 flushing nmethod 0x0000027d6cd83190 Event: 12.599 Thread 0x0000027d7f758bb0 flushing nmethod 0x0000027d6cd83690 Event: 12.599 Thread 0x0000027d7f758bb0 flushing nmethod 0x0000027d6cd83b90 Event: 12.599 Thread 0x0000027d7f758bb0 flushing nmethod 0x0000027d6cd85590 Event: 12.599 Thread 0x0000027d7f758bb0 flushing nmethod 0x0000027d6cd87210 Event: 12.599 Thread 0x0000027d7f758bb0 flushing nmethod 0x0000027d6cd87690 Event: 12.599 Thread 0x0000027d7f758bb0 flushing nmethod 0x0000027d6cd88810 Event: 12.599 Thread 0x0000027d7f758bb0 flushing nmethod 0x0000027d6cd89690 Event: 12.599 Thread 0x0000027d7f758bb0 flushing nmethod 0x0000027d6cd89d90 Event: 12.599 Thread 0x0000027d7f758bb0 flushing nmethod 0x0000027d6cdd1d90 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Hey guys, I need some advice. In January my therapist of 7 years terminated me over text. 2 sessions prior she brought up that she thought she might not be the right therapist anymore, but we were still discussing whether or not we would actually terminate, and she asked me if we could commit to at least meet one more time. Then, on the Saturday evening before the meeting, she texted me a very impersonal, cold termination which included rescinding the upcoming appointment we had already made. When I asked for a closure session twice, and explained how it was affecting me and I was having new symptoms like panic, she left me in crisis and ghosted me forever. No closure, no relapse prevention, and no help with the transition to new care (in her termination text, she did name 3 referrals who it turned out weren't even taking new clients).
I did write her a very long (albeit civil) 9 page letter when she first brought up the possibility of termination, which I think annoyed her and might have been what drove her to do this. Looking back, the letter was too long, but I am a counseling grad student myself with my own clients and I understand termination can be super triggering for some people and their reaction isn't always ideal. It's the therapist's job to handle that professionally and not abandon the client even when they are being difficult.
Anyway, I have a new therapist now but even after working with her for almost 6 months after this happened, I don't feel healed. I am extremely heartbroken and traumatized. I shared all my childhood trauma, intimate secrets and every thought in my head with this woman for SEVEN YEARS, all for her to terminate over text, ignore and ghost me. I was completely powerless in the situation and now I have no way to see her, talk to her, or contact her. It was way too sudden and in my opinion it was unethical. I was thinking of reporting it at this point since so far it seems like I can't get over it. Maybe not to the BBS, but there's a local ethics board for the local coalition of therapists that I might report it to, because on their web site they say they deal with mediation for instances like this.
I just hope it wouldn't backfire because she might respond with nastiness and say horrible things about me, my confidentiality might be at risk from reporting it, and me and her are in the same profession (that I'm just newly entering) in a small town, hell I'd even probably try to join the very coalition I'm reporting to once I get my AMFT in the next year. It's hard to know what to do but it's basically either that, try to text her one more time (also soooo emotionally risky since she'll prob just ignore me, plus I already tried twice), or try to just move forward with my life (I have been trying but the pain is immense).

-elemzés: hova írnak szakértők ezzel a háborúval kapcsolatban -ukrán iskolások álcahálókat, mécseseket,... készítenek a katonáknak -újabb amerikai 2.1milliárd$-os katonai segélycsomag , légvédelmek, lőszerek -elemzés EW hadviselés ebben a háborúban

ukrán ellentámadás

-elemzés: hogy lett előkészítve az ellentámadás -ukrán bradley-k és leopardok feltorlódtak egy aknamezőn Mala Tokmachkanál , 3 bradley megsérült, többet magára hagytak -videó az aknamezőn lévő egyik Bradleyből -orosz KA-52 rakétáz ukrán konvojt -orosz katonák menekülnek Velyka Novosilkanál , másik videó -az ukrán hadügyminiszter helyettes üzenete -ukrán főtörzsőrmester tanácsa foteltábornokoknak -kadyroviták bázisát érte találat 50+ halott csecsen katona -ukrán támadás Bakhmutnál -ukrán tank Bakhmut mellett -orosz ellen-ellentámadás -ukrán támadás Lobkovonál -ukrán támadás Bakhmut mellett

gát robbantás

-vöröskereszteseket és újságírókat lő az orosz hadsereg -gyűlnek a bizonyítékok, hogy oroszország robbantotta fel a gáat -evakuálást végzőket ágyúzza oroszország -az árvíz Hryhorivkáig /odesa oblast/ elvitte a törmeléket , rajta egy kutyát -elemzés: oroszországot meg kell büntetni a gát robbantás miatt -az orosz hadsereg Petrivkánál is felrobbantott egy gátat -macsaka mentés

orosz sorozás/mobilizálás

-a wagneresek meg is kínozzás az elfogott orosz katonákat , nem csak az ukránokat

drónok, rakéták

-öngyilkos drón voronyezsi apartmanháyba csapódott , valószínüleg a közeli repülőgépgyár lehetett a célpont -ukrán dróntámadás orosz lövészárok ellen 1:45-nél az oroszok agyonlövik a sérült katonát, ott ez a harctéri eü -drónt szállító drón -irán segít oroszországnak drón gyárat építeni 2024 elejére lehet kész a gyár

fegyverrendszerek

-ukrán erdei gyakorlat elektromos rollerrel -a fronton egy CAESAR önjáró löveg -fegyver álcázás -ukrán mini MLRS -ukrán Bureviy 23-mm-es MLRS

friss térképek

-front Bakhmutnál -déli front

Veszteségek

-orosz veszteségek péntek , $2.1B in the last 30 days, $94M reported today; 1,010 troop losses, 7-day troop average: 694, 104 landbased losses, 7-day average: 89 -orosz veszteségek szombat -az orosz hadsereg az umani szupermarketet lőtte -veszteség statisztikák -sérült orosz tank menekül még egy kicsiit -orosz TOS-1 kapott találatot

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RUSSIAN OFFENSIVE CAMPAIGN ASSESSMENT, JUNE 9, 2023 Ukrainian forces continued counteroffensive operations in at least four areas of the front on June 9, making further gains around Bakhmut and in Western Donetsk. Russian President Vladimir Putin acknowledged on June 9 that the Ukrainian counteroffensive recently began and noted that Ukrainian forces still have offensive potential, a departure from previous Kremlin efforts to downplay Ukrainian counteroffensives. Contrarily, much of the Russian information space prematurely claimed that the Ukrainian counteroffensive has failed after Russian forces damaged more Western-provided Ukrainian military equipment on June 9. Ukrainian officials directly acknowledged that Ukrainian forces expect to suffer equipment losses during counteroffensive operations. The Russian command structure responsible for areas of southern Ukraine is unclear and likely overlapping. Russian forces carried out missile and drone strikes across Ukraine on the night of June 8 to 9. Several independent sources reported additional evidence that an internal explosion likely destroyed the Kakhovka Hydroelectric Power Plant (KHPP) dam on June 6. The White House revealed on June 9 that Iran is helping Russia build a drone manufacturing factory in Yelabuga, Republic of Tatarstan, Russia, underscoring the growing military cooperation between Tehran and Moscow despite Western sanctions. Chief of the Russian General Staff Army General Valery Gerasimov discussed increasing Russian-Chinese military cooperation with Chinese Central Military Commission (CMC) Joint Staff Department Chief of Staff Liu Zhenli on June 9. Russian and Ukrainian forces conducted limited and localized ground attacks south of Kreminna. Russian forces continued ground attacks near Bakhmut and on the Avdiivka-Donetsk City line. Ukrainian forces continued limited ground attacks on the administrative border between Donetsk and Zaporizhia oblasts and in western Zaporizhia Oblast. Russia continues to evade international sanctions and has reportedly restored access to key Western microchips and electronics that Russia needs to produce military equipment. Russia continues to evade international sanctions and has reportedly restored access to key Western microchips and electronics that Russia needs to produce military equipment. A Ukrainian report states that Russian authorities may be preparing evacuations from northern Crimea. Russian President Vladimir Putin announced on June 9 that Russia will begin deploying tactical nuclear weapons to Belarus in July 2023, and this is not an escalation from Putin’s prior nuclear weapons rhetoric.

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If you get hella baked, say a few blunts with some friends and bong hits all night. Then I go to bed at 2am and wake up at 9-10am. Im still hella sluggish and still a bit high for at least an hour after I wake up. Anybody else can relate?

Lol dude "biased feelings" another young doc who got high on the mushrooms??
Meds mess up sometimes, as simple as that. They're ultimately humans (some competent, some incompetent AF) doing a job. I do my research before going to doctor if I have illness. I had scarlet fever the other day but decided to not go since it's mild. I was right, it magically disappeared by day 9. "Kidney problems and rheumatic fever" Some organizations like to exaggerate matters so that you can take their medicines and give them money, and meds keep encouraging that behavior.
The "brain damage fever" is a famous example. Many meds say that a 104 fever will cause brain damage but they are wrong wrong AF. It only causes damage at temps like 108, though high temps beyond 104 result in spazzing out, foaming, convulsions, and loss of control, so people go to the hospital just to control themselves and at least move.
Verifying the other Redditor's claims that you screamed at with fallacious reasoning, myocarditis does sometimes resolve on its own. Proof:
https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/myocarditis/symptoms-causes/syc-20352539
https://www.chop.edu/news/health-tip/myocarditis-and-covid-19-get-facts
What are you going to do? "I laughed at Mayo Clinic because their 'facts' were literally that wrong." Your hospital training is also laughable. I was able to get the facts about Myocarditis in 2 links while your entire training course was not able to get that fact right.
Truth is that some of you meds are wrong in some things and are too embarrassed to admit it due to the blatant irony. "Biased feelings" is a trojan-horse way of hiding that fact. I don't say things like this to Redditors, but I have to in this case: You are grossly incorrect, misguided, uneducated, and inexperienced about so many of things you talk about, and you should know that as a "small-hospital worker."
You wanna talk misguided? My dude. Your posts are littered with it. Smh. Internet access is not for everyone. Some Reddit meds don't know jackshit when it comes to CERTAIN medical things. Enjoy a downvote for your feeble remarks and superiority complex. At this point, I suggest you GTFO before you embarrass yourself any further with the typical drug-profit hokum. Hospitals train people with the "drugs over people" mindset and it's so evident with incompetency and inconsistency among workers. "I work for a hospital. Only a little one."

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3. Start with online instructional exercises, intuitive coding stages, or Java reading material to become familiar with the language structure and center ideas.
   
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6. Read Java documentation and investigate the huge range of libraries and systems accessible.
   
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More specifically, I have issues with Edward’s final transmutation to save Alphonse. I’m actually going to break this down into a couple of different parts because my problems are both in the mechanics of how such a transmutation works as established in the story and the thematic implications of said transmutation on the overall narrative.
Part 1: Issues with the Mechanics of Alchemy and the Gate of Truth
First off, the metaphysics. I know that part of the point of literally any iteration of FMA is that Equivalent Exchange is absolute BS – on a moral level. Scientifically speaking, it’s an absolute truth. The problem that the brothers have is that they treat Equivalent Exchange as a moralistic truth of the universe as much as it is a scientific one. However, just because something isn’t a moral truth doesn’t mean that it still isn’t a scientific truth that the characters have to abide by. As soon as Equivalent Exchange stops being a scientific law, then it stops being a narrative element to explore and just becomes Deus Ex whatever the Mangaka wants.
So, with that being said, what was Equivalent about this Exchange at the end of the series? Edward has to give up his ability to access the truth to pull Alphonse out of the Gate. He’s not materializing matter out of nothing – Alphonse’s body was being held inside the Gate. If it were really Equivalent, then something of equal value (mass, composition, etc.) should have taken its place.
Mind, this is completely ignoring the fact that the original transmutation that got Alphonse’s body into that situation, to begin with, was not an equivalent exchange either. Almost explicitly so - Alphonse and Edward both accessed the Truth when they tried to bring their mother back, Edward lost his leg and Alphonse lost his everything. Where is the equivalence in that? The only thing I can think of is that a set amount of mass was required to be taken in exchange for seeing the Truth and the Truth itself treated Edward and Alphonse as a single entity with Alphonse taking the brunt of the exchange. However, the problem with that is that the brothers are objectively not one entity – they are two separate individuals. So, then why not give them the same treatment to begin with? All things being equal, either both brothers should have become trapped within the Truth or they both should have lost a limb (which is actually more in line with their mentor, Izumi). Mind, this is also the same story that has Edward canonically sacrifice his arm for his brother’s soul, even though those two things aren’t equivalent either (scientifically or otherwise).
And under that assumption, if Equivalent Exchange holds true as a scientific law, then when Edward pulled Alphonse out of the Gate, he should have been able to do so without having to sacrifice his ability to transmute. After all, if Alphonse got placed inside of the Gate because of an inequivalent exchange and the world does operate on the law of equivalent exchange (at least scientifically speaking) then the only way to make inequivalent exchange equivalent again is to undo it – releasing Alphonse’s body from the Gate free of charge.
Of course, on a meta-level, all this talk about the metaphysics of the Gate and the Truth kind of just feels like a bunch of theoretical nonsense anyways. A handwaved excuse bending over backward to desperately explain why something is one way and not another.
It's needlessly overcomplicated and there’s already a perfectly rational explanation of where Alphonse’s body went from the very start of the series – that horrifying corpse thing the brothers made as a result of their botched human transmutation. After all, a body disappeared and something like a body then appeared. It wouldn’t take a genius to put together where the body probably went.
In fact, this would also do a better job of explaining how Edward was able to transmute his brother’s soul into the armor and why they couldn’t do it for Tricia’s soul. Alphonse’s soul is right there, dying in a malformed corpse, but still alive, at least for the time being. Edward losing his arm could be chalked up to a rebound (hey, remember those were supposed to be a thing?) caused by him not really understanding what he was doing.
But Arakawa didn’t want to go with that obvious route because of where it led. If Alphonse’s body was turned into that horrifying corpse thing, then there wouldn’t exactly be a convenient way to restore Alphonse and get the happily ever after that she wanted for the character. After all, his body obviously can’t be both trapped within the Gate and a pile of malformed organs on the floor, now could it?
And this, I think, leads into my other – more prominent - issues with Edward’s final human transmutation.
Part 2: The Thematic Impact of Human Transmutation in FMA
I think my problems with the brothers ending in Brotherhood can really be summarized with a single scene:
Alphonse (at the end of the series, having finally gotten his body back): “Hey, Ed. I’ve been thinking about something.”
Edward: “Me too. I think we should bring Mom back.”
Now, I know, I know. This is a non-cannon outtake made by Studio Bones meant to be taken as a joke. But as a wise man once said, ‘What is a joke but an ugly truth with a punchline?” And while I don’t think that’s always true, it certainly applies here.
Because here’s the thing; the brothers – even up to their very last scenes – never changed. They never grew. They never learned.
The beginning of Full Metal Alchemist, starts off with a simple question about death – what do we do about uncomfortable truths? Whether it be the Manga, 2003, or the second episode of Brotherhood (the first one was trying to do something else entirely), every single iteration of FMA begins with this question in some way – whether it be Rose struggling between Cornello’s lies and the ugly truth that her boyfriend is dead and will never return, or the brother’s botched human transmutation to bring their dead mother back, or the Military’s genocide of the Ishvallan people, or the brother’s reaction to learning that Shou Tucker turning his daughter into a chimera to retain his State Alchemist’s and that he had done the same to his wife two years prior, the story of early FMA was all about unfortunate and terrible truths and how people came to terms with them.
And how did FMA propose one to deal with such truths? Not through human transmutation, that’s for sure. Whether it be Tucker’s human transmutation of Nina to retain his State License, the brother’s botched human transmutation, or them advising Rose against doing the same, the answer to the question is never human transmutation.
And that makes sense – human transmutation is effectively an erasure of that terrible truth that the transmuter is trying undo - an attempt to go back to before the character was aware of that unfortunate truth or else to write it out of existence. It is the narrative equivalent of burying one’s head in the sand and closing their eyes to something they don’t want to see. And any character who attempts to do this is rightly punished for their actions. Edward and Alphonse are punished. Izumi is punished. Shou Tucker is punished.
But if human transmutation is the failure condition of the FMA story, then why are the Manga and Brotherhood having Edward perform human transmutation and then rewarding him for it? That is literally the same mistake that got him and his brother into this predicament to begin with!
If Brotherhood had held the brothers’ narrative actions to its thematic consequence, then what we should have seen was Alphonse trade his soul for Edward’s arm – which then materializes over Edward’s auto-mail plate, causing the arm to be unusable and will need to be removed following the fight. Let’s say that Edward survives the ensuing fight with Father and defeats him, as per cannon, and then tries to bring back Alphonse by sacrificing his ability to transmute to restore Alphonse’s body to reality only for Alphonse to immediately collapse dead due to the terrible state that his body was in from being left in the Gate for so long, leaving Edward off both without his brother and the ability to perform alchemy.
Sure, it’s brutal and definitely a downer way to end the series off on, but it is thematically appropriate as the brothers ultimately failed to learn from their mistakes the last time around and ultimately repeated them. They tried to turn back the clock and undo a truth that they didn’t like – which is what got them into their situation to begin with.
And really, when you think about it, thematically speaking, if the brothers could undo their past mistakes and restore Alphonse effectively from death, then what’s stopping them from trying it again with others? Why not try to bring back their mother like the outtake pokes fun at? Or resurrect Maes Hughes? Or resurrect Nina? Where does the buck stop? And if they can’t do that, then why should they with Alphonse? What makes him so special? Doesn’t Hughes deserve to live a long, happy life with his family? Doesn’t Nina? After all, we’re not exactly capable of resurrecting the dead in our world now are we? Wasn’t this series supposed to be about accepting unfortunate truths? What’s a more unfortunate truth than
My point here is that Brotherhood tries to have it both ways – it both wants to be a story that says that you cannot undo the past, while also having the main protagonists that succeed at doing just that. It wants to be a story that pushes for this idea of accepting the truth no matter how ugly that truth might be, while simultaneously refusing to face the ugly truths that are being set up by its own narrative.
Part 3 : 2003
Now, you may be pointing out right now that 2003 had the brothers do the exact same thing as what Brotherhood did and yet I’m not criticizing that series for doing so. And no, I am not. But that’s because I think the way that series ended was making a point that the brothers had made the wrong decision. After all, the brothers end up separated and in much worse situations than they began with. It’s an ending made with the understanding of the right answer is to their situation and purposefully choosing not to take it, whereas Brotherhood by contrast tried to cover its eyes and ignore said answer.
Part 4: Letting Go
And what is that answer? Well, Edward’s actually already told us. Back in the second chapter of the Manga, at the end of the Liore arc, when Rose is left wondering what she is supposed to do now that she knows the truth that she cannot get her dead boyfriend back, Edward tells her to stand on her own two feet and move forward.
This is also reinforced in the lyrics to the FMA musical number “Brothers” of all things. The lyrics themselves are framed as an interaction between Edward, who’s apologizing to Alphonse for “shattering his [Alphonse’s] chance to live” and lamenting that “there is no cure for death.” The final two lines of that song are “What’s gone is forever lost. Now all we can do is live.”
This is something that should have been the crux of Izumi’s character. With her philosophy of the One and All, she should have scolded the brothers for repeating the same mistakes that resulted in their situation to begin with and advocated for them to give up their quest for the Philosopher’s Stone and seek to restore their bodies. That is, after all, what she has done – to live out her remaining days surrounded by those close to her.
So, what’s the thematically correct answer to the brothers’ problem? It’s for Alphonse to die and Edward to come to terms with said death and not try to resurrect him. And yes, it does have to be Alphonse. Why?
Part 5: Alphonse Elric, the Golem
Alphonse Elric – as far as his character design is concerned - is effectively a golem. Almost as stock standard a golem as you can possibly get, actually. Now while most people just think of golems as being a standard fantasy monster, they actually have a deep lore with Jewish folklore.
How so? Well, generally speaking, a golem was a construct created from some inorganic material (traditionally clay) and was powered by the name of God being inscribed on either the tongue or forehead of the creation. Seeing the parallels with Alphonse yet?
Now, while there is a huge variation in Golem stories, they almost always have some elements in common – namely a.) they were created to fulfill a specific role such as defending a Jewish community or doing menial labor and b.) they are only ever meant to be temporary. Typically, a golem would have to be shut down or decommissioned on the Sabbath and a lot of Golem stories often about situations where the creator of the Golem doesn’t do that, causing said Golem to go on a rampage and cause some sort of devastation, resulting in the creator having to destroy the Golem.
So, with this understanding of what a Golem is and the general lore of what makes a golem what it is, let’s apply all of this to Alphonse. And with that, I’m going to start with a seemingly simple question – how is Alphonse moving around?
Well, if Equivalent Exchange still holds true as a scientific law, then something has to be powering Alphonse's armor to move. Now, for this situation, I’m going to throw out Brotherhood’s explanation that his body is trapped within the Gate of Truth because I think that answer is just a hand-waved excuse so that nobody has to think about the ramifications of what is actually going on. This is FMA after all, and FMA – as it introduced itself - is a story about facing and accepting terrible truths, so what’s the terrible truth about this situation?
Ultimately, excluding Brotherhood, there are really only two possible answers here – either the power is coming from the armor or it’s coming from Alphonse’s soul attached to the armor. And the armor itself clearly isn’t undergoing some sort of alchemical transmutation. And we already know that souls can be used as a power source in FMA’s universe. And it would certainly tie into Alphonse's connection with golems and their folklore.
And frankly, I can’t think of a crueler karmic punishment for Edward than causing the destruction of his brother’s soul because he couldn’t accept the possibility of living without said brother and ultimately be forced to watch his beloved brother descend into madness knowing that he was the one to do this to Alphonse and that it ultimately falls to him to put an end to his brother’s madness.
Needless to say, I know what my next fanfiction project is going to be! Full Metal Alchemist: Requiem, coming soon!
Part 6: Conclusion
In all seriousness though, I do think that it’s a bit of a letdown that Brotherhood is as thematically contradictory as it is. I guess that’s what 2003 is for, but still…
Also, please don’t take any of this criticism as me hating Brotherhood in any way. I do really enjoy the series, even if I am sad that it basically threw out its own premise in favor of ensuring that all the main characters got a happily ever after regardless of whether it made sense or not.
But what do you guys think about all of this? Am I onto something about Brotherhood and its use of Human Transmutation? Or am I just thinking about this way too much? Let me know down below.

So I'm about to graduate soon, and again here comes boredom cuz it's vacation. If you're in the same boat, maybe we can get to know each other and see where it goes?
-5'8-9 (not sure)
-conversationalist
-has substance (we can talk about anything under the sun)
-my music taste is versatile so we can probably find a common ground
-incoming freshie (big 4) if that matters
-will move to mnl for freshman year
-I think I look pretty good naman
-addicted to caramel macchiato (i know, im basic)
You:
-chinita/mestiza (weakness)
-glasses are a plus hehe
-hopefully from around ubelt as well, or kahit not actually
-around the same age range as me
-cute!!! around 7/10 and up hehe
-can hold intellectual convos
so that's about it :> i'll see u in my dm's

I’ve been trying to give up weed since last June, and this is the longest streak I’ve had. I got clean and sober at 19 and had 9 years, and then burnt it all down in 2020 and have been fighting so hard to get my life back from the grips of my weed demon.
so much has happened in the last 40 days. I have stage 3 endometriosis and have cried every day for the last 2 weeks from pain. my family has had multiple losses that feel unreal. but since I’m not numbing and hiding in my head, I’ve been able to show up in life and receive support from my sponsor, 12-step group, therapist, friends and family.
my endless despair that has become my identity is slowly lessening. I have glimpses of better days. I’ve enjoyed my job sometimes instead of feeling like it’s a burden. I have cc debt, but my fear of money is not as intense. my executive function is slowly coming back - even though most days have been a struggle. I spend a lot of time in bed and that’s okay. today I slept through my 12-step meeting and my memory is worse than normal, but I didn’t get high, and that’s a win.
my brain, body and soul are coming back to life as I put more hours between me and that last hit of escapism that I loved so much. I am able to show up in my relationships and think of others.
might delete later because my self-esteem is still low, but I just wanted to say thank you to everyone here - I am so so grateful for this subreddit and my 12-step home groups. 🫶🏼